thank you for those who still read this fic....

my health is not in good condition this few days...

i'm sorry i can't update this fast...

but i will try my best.....

TAEYEON POV

i feel so tired...i don’t want to open my eyes but i heard something...i heard someone say goodbye to me....

i force myself to open my eyes....i see lamp that hurt my eyes...i close it for a while...

i try to move but my body hurt...what happen?

I can’t remember anything now...

Why i’m here? Why my body hurt like hell?

I turn to my right and i see my father sleep on the couch....when he got back?

I have a headache now....i touch my head.....

I looking around me....i’m in hospital....i hate hospital....

I try to sit....

I call my father....

“appa....appa...” just with a low voice actually but then i see my father quickly get up and come to me...

“u awake...how u feeling honey?” my father sit beside me on the bed....he hugs me.....

“i’m okay...why i’m here?” i look at my father....he also look confuse.....

“u don’t remember?”

“i just don’t know why i’m here....”

My father look weird at me and then he get up and get the doctor.....

He look worried......doctor come and check me....i feel weird....what happen? Why my father like this?

Then after the doctor check me i heard their conversation....

“don’t worry so much president...she okay....” that doctor smile to my father.....

But my father still look worried....

“she doesn’t remember what happen....”

“sometimes this condition can happen when someone having some event that made her trauma.....”

“she had a trauma now...?.”

“actually it’s like this....when someone having pain experience or she lose someone she love, her mind try to put the pain away so that she won’t feel pain....”

“is that so....that why she can’t remember now”

“her mind is the key but your daughter will remember soon....it just she doesn’t want to remember it now....maybe just in short time she will remember everything.....”

“if that the case....thanks doctor....”

“it’s okay....it’s my job.....don’t worry too much president...she just need rest” that doctor touch my father shoulder...

My father just smile....after the doctor leave i ask my father....

“appa...what happen?”

“u will remember somehow....so just rest now....”  my father kiss my head....i’m really blank now....i try to remember but nothing...my mind blank.....

But why i feel like i missing something....

Something important to me....what is it?

YOONA POV
 

I already in state now...my family take me at airport and sica unnie keep call me every one hour...

She worried so much....

Now that i here at home sica unnie still call but just a few times.....

Krystal sleep with me in the room....she study in university here....

So it’s been a years since i meet her.....now she sleeping and hugging me like a koala....

She said she really miss me...i miss her too actually...when sica unnie study in korea it just me and krystal at home....

So we really close when sica unnie in korea...

Nowi’m hungry but this koala still not woke up....so i have to do something.....

“krystal....krystal....get up....” i shake krystal like earthquake....she like sica unnie....hard to woke up....

Even i yell in her ears she just sleep...

I have last choice...

“krystal....sulli coming...” i said loudly at krystal ear....

Suddenly she so surprise...she woke up instantly.....

“where? Where? “ she look around her....she really fall in love with sulli i think

“just joke okay.....” i said to kyrstal.....then she pout....

“buyaaaa.....unnie....” i just laugh....she pout just like taeyeon...so cute...

Are u okay now taeyeon....?

“stop with that pout....i’m hungry let’s go.....” i slowly get up from bed....

“can u walk unnie..? u still not okay right?” krystal quickly get up and help me....

“i’m okay...i want to try walk by myself....” it’s hurt...but i need to try....

“careful unnie....” i walk with krystal slowly....even though my recovery is fast but i feel hurt....i still can feel when the bullet goes into my body.....

So painful.....

But i must fight this pain....

tq for support guys...