Seunghyun wasn't too fond of the idea of having a crush. It was a totally foreign idea to him. He was more interested in his career and toys than he was in relationships. Friendships were different. They didn't require you to fuss about the little things about the two involved and you wouldn't get them stuck in your head like the obnoxious skipping on a broken record. But this was a whole new thing.

Seunghyun had romantic feelings towards another person. It made him feel vulnerable, and he did not like that. Not one bit. He's always been used to being able to control his feelings. He liked to let people believe he was the cool 'heartbreaker' of Bigbang. 

The music was finally beginning to do it's job. The song Seunghyun he had on repeat  for the past hour finally began replaying in his head and it was all that was on his mind, that is, before the loud knock on his door disrupted him. "What do you want?!" he yelled at the door. Seungri poked his head in and pointed at the stereo, "Could you turn that down hyung? I can't hear my own music." Seunghyun sighed and nodded, "Sure thing, Ri. Mian." The maknae entered without invitation now and took a seat on the bed next to his hyung.

"What's going on?" Seungri asks, but he just stares at the maknae, his infamous pokerface put on, "What are you talking about?" Seungri just laughs and pats his hyung on the shoulder, "You never listen to your music this loud with the door shut unless something is bothering you." Seunghyun rolls his eyes and his hand hovers over the volume dial, "Get out." Seungri throws his hand up in surrender, "Okay, okay. All I know is that you're in a pissy mood." The former shrugged and walked to the door, "Just try to keep it down, please hyung?" Seunghyun lifted his pillow and threw it at the too-caring maknae. "Out!" He yelled. 

"Mianhae, Ri!" Seunghyun yells as the door shuts loudly, not quite a slam. 

He feels like an , and that little performance definitely would have Seungri agreeing in no time. Then he hears the front door of the dorm open and then close. He hears chattering and Seungri is out there, making him feel even worse as he hears the confirmation of the word, ''. Seunghyun got up and went out into the living room where Jiyong and Daesung were talking with Seungri. 

Seunghyun flashes a smile even though the song that was meant to cloud his mind is swept out within the second. He immediately puts his pokerface on before Jiyong can see the older man smile. The leader looked over at him and raised his head, "Where's Bae, hyung?" 

"At Teddy's place," Seunghyun replied meekly. No hello or anything? "And I'm the ?" He muttered.

Seungri had obviously heard him when he flashed a glare in his direction. Seunghyun shrugged it off. It would pass, Seungri loved them all too much to be mad at anyone for long.

Then the front door opened again and Youngbae stepped in, pausing as everyone was gathered in the living room.

"Perfect timing, Bae," Jiyong said with a grin, "I was hoping you'd show up. I've got some news from YG." Youngbae rolled his eyes, "What is it now?" Seunghyun noticed that even Youngbae was in a sour mood, he was glad he wasn;t the only one. Now he felt very awkward. It had been a while since they all gethered in the same room for something that wasn't a party.

"Spit it out! TOP hyung has to get back to his sulking!" Seungri was really pissing the older man off now. The others burst into a fit of laughter as Seunghyun's pokerface remained firmly set in stone. Jiyong cleared his throat, "Alright, we're officially on hiatus, it's actually going to be about five months. It , I know." 

"Damnit," Seunghyun whispered to himself. Now he had nothing else to distract him from the things he had been avoiding. He turned down the hall and went into his room, slamming the door and turning the music back up.

There was another knock on his door, "Am I famous today or something? Leave me alone!" 

Immediately he regretted saying that for Jiyong opened the door and glared at him, "Don't talk to your leader that way!" But Seunghyun was beyond apologizing, "And you didn't use 'hyung', so we're even."

"Shut up," Jiyong said with a look of pure annoyance, "Sengri said you were an , I just want this stupid adittude gone so I don't have to keep telling Seungri that you're becoming bipolar." Seunghyun's jaw dropped. "You tell him that?" He exclaimed defensively. "Of course not," Jiyong chuckled, "but I will if you don't straighten out this problem you've got. You can talk to any of us. You know that." When Seunghyun sighed, the former also added, "But you never do. So just solve it, okay?"