A/N: Hello friends .. this is your author Supersujuholic. :”>

 

Can I ask you for a favor?? :))

 

 

As you read this chapter can you please listen to the links at the same time that I provided and wear your head phones or go somewhere quiet and cold?

 

You have to adjust the songs’ volume since it may over power the rain and thunder sound.

 

The first song is Lee Ha Yi’s version of “As time goes by”

 

The second song is Kyuhyun’s “A way to break up”

 

And the third song is Yenny’s “Hello to Myself”

 

Since the rain song is a 10 minute clip, I think that you can just keep it playing just switch the songs. :))

 

 

I hope it will help you guys understand the mood of the chapter more. I wish that you will not find this chapter too dramatic. XDD and if you do, I hope you will forgive me. Sorry in advance and sorry for being demanding. O__O

I really love this chapter and placed a lot of effort into it.

i hope you'd guys see it.

 

Rain clip:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pSyYhRYeIM

 

As time goes by:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LE6eVtPrjOc

 

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Zico looked out and then saw that it slowly began to rain. The two of them didn’t carry an umbrella of all days. He silently cursed himself for not offering her to ride a cab home. The weather didn’t go as Block B planned it with the exception of him, Kyung and Minhyuk. He just sighed and woke Dasom up when he saw that their stop is already near. She fell asleep on his shoulder and slowly she opened her eyes.

 

 

 

“Dasom wake up, our stop is near already.” Zico gently whispered to her ears.

 

 

 

“Oh, I fell asleep. Sorry.” Dasom said and wiped then looked at Zico’s shoulder where her head rested.

 

 

 

“Don’t worry, you didn’t drool and even if you did, I don’t mind.” Zico replied and smiled at her. Dasom half-heartedly smiled at him back.

 

 

 

She tried to lift her head from Zico’s shoulder but Zico gently placed her head back to where it was just like when she was sleeping. Dasom didn’t want to argue so she just allowed him to do what he wanted and rested her head on his shoulder.

 

 

 

Zico pressed the button and then the bus stopped at their destination. He gently pulled Dasom and removed his leather jacket to be used as their shield from the pouring rain. Zico got off the bus before her and prepared her the jacket which he placed on top of them as they ran to the bus stop for cover.

 

 

 

“The female students are looking at you.” Dasom said and looked at the girls who immediately looked away. Zico looked at Dasom and then the girls. He saw that they were about to take out their phones when suddenly Dasom pulled him in the pouring rain.

 

 

 

“Being seen with a girl won’t be good for you.” Dasom said and pulled him not caring whether the people looked at them or they get drenched in the rain. All she cared for right now is Zico’s image and career.

 

 

 

“But you didn’t have to...” Zico stated as he ran with her, following her not caring as to where she plans to bring him.

 

 

 

“...”

 

 

 

“I don’t mind...”

 

 

 

“...”

 

 

 

“Being seen in the public...”

 

 

 

“...”

 

 

 

“With a girl...”

 

 

 

“...”

 

 

 

“If it’s YOU...”

 

 

 

“...”

 

 

 

“Who I’M WITH...” Zico said as his cheeks blushed in the deepest shade of red it could possibly be.

 

 

 

With that last statement, Dasom stopped running and slapped Zico. Her hand left a red mark and a stinging sensation on his face. He touched his face and was about to yell at her but he saw her teary eyes. His heart softened and allowed her to talk. Eventually Dasom finally cried in front of him.

 

 

 

“How can you be this selfish Jiho? You’re Block B’s leader! Behind you are six men and a group of people who has nothing but love and respect for you. Not caring for your image is the same as betraying them. As Brand New Stardom’s worker, even if I’m just an intern it’s a part of my responsibility to take care of both their trainees and talents. So don’t tell me that being seen with a girl and ruining your image is okay. Get your act straight! You’re not working alone anymore. You’re with a team now with lots of fans supporting you. Remember that!” Dasom nagged as she cried.

 

 

 

It’s been a while since she called me Jiho. The last time she called me by my name was during the first time we met. Zico thought and lifted his hand about to touch her face then wipe away her tears but Dasom moved her head away from his hand. Zico saw this and just allowed his hand to drop in the air.

 

 

 

“Sorry” Was the only thing that Zico was able to say. He followed Dasom who started walking again. The girl didn’t care about getting drenched or what but kept walking.

 

 

 

Soon they reached an empty park. Dasom took cover under the huge dinosaur slide and pulled Zico inside with her. The space was cramped so the two of them had to hug their knees and sit very close to each other which were helpful since the being drenched in the rain in the season which is already getting cold can freeze them to death. There was another round of silence between them. Dasom looked at him and saw Zico studying her expression. She just glared at him and spoke.

 

 

 

“Text them and tell them to pick us up here. You know this place right? It’s near your dorm.” Dasom said then looked away. The rain continued pouring stronger than it was before.

 

 

 

Zico just nodded and did what he was told. Luckily his phone that was in his jacket survived the rainy weather. He texted Taeil, the person he thought plotted all of this.

 

 

 

Hyung please pick us up already. Dasom and I are soaked already. We’re here in the play ground 3 blocks away from our dorm. The one we used to go to before we debut. Please hurry. I don’t want her getting sick.

 

Thank you for your effort to bring us together by the way. I appreciate it. I really do.

 

 

 

As soon as Taeil read the message, he immediately pulled Jaehyo and Minhyuk who took their van’s key. Jaehyo drove for them and went to where Zico directed them to go.

 

 

 

 

Rain clip:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pSyYhRYeIM

 

A way to break up:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MoRpxCCI4xI

 

 

 

Meanwhile, Zico and Dasom waited patiently under the big purple dinosaur. The two were quiet until Zico decided to break the deafening silence between them. He hugged his knees and looked at her again. He waited for her to look at him before he actually spoke.

 

 

 

“What I said earlier... Dasom I meant it. I still mean it. If it’s you I’m with, I don’t mind if the whole world will see it. I would be proud to tell the world how much... how much I love you.” Zico stated and waited for Dasom’s reply but instead the girl stood up and turned to go.

 

 

 

Dasom stood up and turned to go but Zico saw a lightning and followed her. Zico didn’t allow her to go anywhere and hugged her instead then the loud, crisp sound of thunder echoed. The girl with him who has a fear of thunder hugged him tight as she cried.

 

 

 

Zico pulled her into a hug as the series of thunder came roaring. Dasom was crying uncontrollably and Zico thought of ways to calm her down but failed. There was only one idea that remained floating in his head and it was the thing he’s sure she wouldn’t want him to do right now.

 

 

 

Seeing her cry like that is obviously hurting her already so Zico had no other choice but to do what he had in mind. He’d rather have her yelling at him, cursing at him and hurting him than see her cry like that. He gulped and took a deep breath and kissed her deeply.

 

 

 

Dasom’s eyes widened but allowed him to kiss her. His kiss was different from his previous one. This time he was calm and passionate unlike before where he wanted to control her. Dasom couldn’t help but close her eyes. He was holding her shoulders to keep her in place but his grip slowly turned into a hug. His plan worked in deed, Dasom did stop crying but there was something wrong. She didn’t respond to his kisses.

 

 

 

Zico released her and to his surprise Dasom smiled at him. He raised his arms and covered his head, ready for his incoming punches from her but Dasom laughed at him instead. Zico lowered his arms and got surprised when Dasom pushed him into the wall and kissed her passionately. The surprised Zico couldn’t help but cry as their lips battled for dominance.

 

 

 

Dasom’s kisses were rough and hungry, possibly forced. He almost gagged up but he chose to fight back and continue. The two of them continued their monstrous kisses until finally they gasped for air. Just like before, Dasom laughed out loud like a maniac. She looked at Zico who had a scared expression on his face. She fell on the ground laughing her off while she watched the scared Zico panicking.

 

 

 

Dasom finally stopped laughing and smiled sweetly at him instead. After gathering the strength she needed to stand up on her knees, she approached Zico with the smile still plastered on her face. She rested her forehead on his and twitched the tip of his nose with hers. Zico closed his eyes and felt Dasom’s lips gently touched his. They started to kiss each other again but this time it was a sweeter kiss. Zico cupped her face and spoke.

 

 

 

“Dasom I love you.” He sweetly whispered as he lifted his face near his and lightly pecked Dasom’s lips again.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“I love you too Jiho.” Dasom sweetly retorted and closed her eyes.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It was as if a demon took her body when Dasom opened her eyes again. She took and cupped Zico’s face and brought it close to hers. All Zico could see was anger which eventually disappeared and turned into nothing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“I love you too Jiho..” Dasom sweetly repeated and scanned Zico’s face.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Is that...”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“What you expect me to say?” Dasom asked with an evil smirk on his face.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dasom released Zico and threw him on the ground. The rain continued pouring but it was not as strong as it was before. Dasom kneeled into Zico’s eye level and made sure to connect their eyes. She smirked at him and continued talking as she ignored the fact that Zico started crying himself.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Jiho you killed me on the day you left. Ever since that day, I never knew what the feeling of love or being loved is. Thanks to you, the feeling of love or being in love meant to me nothing but pain. Being left all alone taught me to care for no one except myself. Thanks to you, I turned into the monster that I am now.” Dasom made sure that Zico hears every word clearly.

 

 

 

Zico continued crying as he couldn’t think of any sort of respond to her anger. He just kept crying and remembered the day that he left her.

 

(A/N: That was on chapter 02 friends :”<)

 

 

 

 

“You can kiss me million times or even countless times but you know what? I feel nothing... I don’t feel anything for you anymore. As time goes by I learned to feel nothing for you. All I have now is myself, as time goes by I learned to endure and even though I loved you... I changed as time goes by..” Dasom added and walked away.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dasom got surprised when she turned around and saw Jaehyo standing in front of her. Taeil and Minhyuk were behind him. Both were holding a piece of towel but they were all quiet since they all heard everything Dasom had to say and saw everything that happened.

 

 

 

Paaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk....

 

 

 

A loud sound of slap was heard. Jaehyo’s hand landed on Dasom’s face. Dasom looked at him and smirked as she touched the part of her face where his hand hit her. Minhyuk pushed Jaehyo away because he fears he might do something more to her after seeing her cocky expression. He just felt the need to protect her, protect the cold hearted person he loves.

 

 

 

“You got hurt on the day he left and so did he. Don’t you think that you’re being selfish? You’re not the only one who got hurt. He got hurt too. He said that he loves you isn’t that enough?” Jaehyo screamed at Dasom. Taeil ran towards Zico and covered him with a towel.

 

 

 

Zico ran towards Dasom instead and covered her from Jaehyo but Dasom pushed Zico away.

 

 

 

“He was everything my life amounted to. It’s my fault because I allowed my life to revolve around him. but everyone I love... they all leave me. Even my mom....” before Dasom continues, Jaehyo spoke again.

 

 

 

 

“If I were them, I’d leave you as well! I don’t want to be stuck with spoiled brat like you!” Jaehyo screamed taking Dasom by surprise.

 

 

 

Minhyuk finally snapped and pushed Jaehyo to the ground. Taeil stood in the middle of everyone and tried to stop the big fight from erupting. Dasom pulled Minhyuk and hugged his chiseled muscular chest then glared and rolled her eyes on Zico. Zico just looked at her with nothing but sad eyes.

 

 

 

“Shut up Jaehyo. We don’t know what really happened so you don’t have the right to hit her or say those things like that to her! Their past? Only the two of them knows it so don’t poke your nose on it.” Minhyuk retorted and hugged Dasom back as he pulled her away gently from them.

 

 

 

“Minhyuk is right. She’s still a girl, of all people I didn’t imagine that you’d be the one who’d hit a girl. Although she needs it, violence is not the key.” Taeil added but he knew that at that moment Jaehyo would not apologize to Dasom.

 

 

 

“I don’t need your apologies. You can say whatever you want about me. I don’t really care. I only care about myself.” Dasom retorted and turned around to walk away but Minhyuk stopped her from walking any further. He threw his umbrella to the ground and pulled her into a back hug.

 

 

 

 

Rain Clip:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pSyYhRYeIM

 

 

Hello to myself:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tTbRrsg4diA

 

 

 

Dasom just looked at the side and tried to free herself from him but he was much stronger than she thought. Minhyuk nuzzled his nose on her neck and remained that way until she stopped moving and tried to listen to him.

 

 

 

“Dasom don’t go. Don’t run away from your past anymore. Face it and face Jiho. Tell him everything even if it hurts. Just be yourself and cry. I’m here for you. We’re all here for you. We love you. I love you. Only you can free yourself from the past and the hurt that you felt and holding on to them will just scar you deeper.” Minhyuk said making Dasom cry.

 

 

 

Finally Dasom was able to free herself from his grip. She turned around and faced him. She tried to smile for him but she ended up crying. Minhyuk pulled her into a hug and she just sighed.

 

 

 

“Minhyuk oppa, I’m sorry.” Dasom said and pulled him for a kiss.

 

 

 

The jaw of Jaehyo and Taeil almost dropped to the ground because of what they saw. Zico looked down not wanting to see anymore of it. Dasom just kissed Zico multiple times earlier and now she’s kissing Minhyuk but the boy didn’t seem to mind it. Their kiss was passionate and Minhyuk couldn’t help but kiss her back wanting more. Dasom roamed her hand around his body to his abs, then waist and then his abs and released him.

 

 

 

“You deserve a better woman than me.” Dasom said as she looked into his eyes and ran away.

 

 

 

Minhyuk was about to follow her but Jaehyo stopped him. He held his friend’s arm and made sure he’s secured in place.

 

 

 

“Let her go, she needs time.” Jaehyo said and Minhyuk just nodded.

 

 

 

The three of them went home and told the others about it. Taeil called Kyung and informed him about what happened. Kyung was so worried that he wanted to go out and search for Dasom already but his session with EVOL is not yet over so he had to stay there for 20 more minutes until the girls finish recording.

 

 

 

“Oppa are you okay?” Yeonju asked Kyung who noticed that Kyung was staring into his phone and not listening to Sohee who was in the recording booth.

 

 

 

“Oh yeah. Sorry. I must be getting tired. Sohee please repeat you part again. I’m sorry.” Kyung said and Sohee just nodded.

 

 

 

Dasom ran and immediately hailed a cab. She doesn’t exactly know where to go but she knows that there is this one person who wanted to see the most.

 

 

 

Minhyuk oppa I’m sorry.Dasom thought as she opened Minhyuk’s wallet.

 

 

 

“Where are we going miss?” the cab driver asked.

 

 

 

“Just keep on driving around the streets of Hongdae. I’ll think of a place later.” She replied and the old driver just nodded.

 

 

 

Their cab kept driving around different bars, the place was filled people of different kinds, and some were drunk while the others were just fine. Party and club music kept blasting on speaker but Dasom remained sad and lonely. The things that Minhyuk told her remained on her mind, replaying over and over again.

 

 

 

She looked out the window and remembered her first meeting with Kyung and told the cab driver where she wanted to go.

 

 

 

As soon as she reached the place, Dasom immediately looked around and saw that no one is there. She ran around the river and found the spot where she first went on her first day in Korea. She sat on the ground and just hugged herself. She just watched as the rain poured angrily on the river.

 

 

 

“Mom. I’m so tired. I just want to sleep and never wake up again.” Dasom said as she hugged her legs closer. She was already shivering from the cold.

 

 

 

“I knew you’d be here.” A guy with an umbrella and a cup of coffee in hand said.

 

 

 

Dasom looked up and saw that she was already under the shade of a black umbrella. Tears flowed from her eyes and she immediately took the guy into a hug. What she needed right now is warm hug. 

 

 

 

“Tell me you’ll never leave me, you don’t have to promise just say it. Please, I’m begging you. Say it. Please?” Dasom pleaded and cried in the guy’s arm hugging him tight.

 

 

 

“I won’t leave. I will stay so stop crying now. Everything will be okay.” The guy retorted and hugged Dasom back.