Chapter 1: FLASHBACK 1

Hello to Myself

 

A/N:    Hello everyone this is SUPERSUJUHOLIC. :”>

          Thank you for bothering to read my fan fic. I hope you won’t think that you just wasted a moment of your precious life because of it. kekeke ...

          Anyways, I just want to remind everyone that I gave the “YOU” character a name which is DASOM (I’ve been obsessed to that name because of the ulzzang and the ex-EVOL     member TT___T. I love those unnies <3 they’re both so pretty right?! I wish I was too..         O__O).

 

          Dasom or “YOU” doesn’t know that JIHO is ZICO’s real name is only the same person. Since you only call him ZICO, everyone followed even the authorities that surrounded you both because of their fear of your power over them. :DD

 

          ENJOY READING :DDD

 

 

 

          “Please let me go to Korea. I promise I will study at the Seoul National University and ace every single exam that they give me.” You promised your mother after showing her the invitation you have for your high school graduation. She was extremely happy to see your name as the valedictorian for your batch. But after hearing your demand, her face turned sour and her blood started to boil from anger.

 

 

 

          “How many times do I have to tell you that you cannot go to that dangerous country?” your mother raised her voice as she repeated her usual answer to your usual demand.

 

 

 

Her voice echoed in the European themed bed room. Different paintings from western painters adorned the high walls of the big room. She looked at you with her teary and sorry eyes but decided to avoid your gaze. She quietly turned to the window and looked at the fair sky.

 

 

 

          “You can go to Europe or anywhere in Asia except that country!” Your mother added to her previous statement and then looked down. You saw in the mirror her scared face but you didn’t really understand her fear even though you knew the reason why she was like that.

 

 

 

          “But father already gave me the permission to go---.“ You said under your breath. You were not sure whether it was right to answer back or even say that in the first place so you just allowed your voice to fade in the silence that the tension brought by your conversation.

 

 

 

          “I guess I’ll have to talk to him about this tonight.” Your mother angrily said as she threw the glass of wines in her other hand.

 

 

 

She saw you looking at her hands and realized that your eyes were darted at the crumpled paper she was holding. She didn’t notice that she already crumpled your invitation. You just immediately ran out of her room. She tried calling you but you just ignored her and went to your own bed room.

 

 

 

You immediately jumped on your bed and hugged the Rilakkuma who was your own size. You buried your face on the bear’s chest and cuddled it tightly. Tears began to streak down your face as you silently wept in the sound proof room. You didn’t want anyone to see this side of you.

 

 

 

          “I can’t understand her. I just want to see the place where she was born. I want to know her roots. What is so bad about that? She didn’t have to crumple my invitation. Never should have showed it to her in the first place.” You just said looking up to your room’s ceiling. You just sighed with your heavy heart.

 

 

 

The sudden vibration from your pocket distracted you from your dream land. Someone texted you so you reached out for your phone and read the message.

 

 

 

          I’m here at the school’s gym. I’m waiting for you so hurry.  I’m getting hungry!”

 

 

 

The text message made you smile. You looked at your Rilakkuma wall clock which said that it was already 3:00 pm. The classes just ended and everyone is on their way home already. There is no scheduled practice for your school’s basket ball team so the gym is empty.

 

 

 

          Since when were you not hungry?  I’m at home already so go text someone else!

 

 

 

You replied but you got up your bed and started preparing for that person anyways. You called your butler and ordered him to get you the food and drinks that you’ll be bringing to your friend. After just a few second, your phone vibrated again. It was another message from that same person.

 

 

 

           As if I’d care about that! I’m already here so I’ll be waiting for you. I have something to tell you. So hurry and come here!

 

 

 

          “Okay. -_-“  was the only reply you gave your friend.

 

 

 

You knew that staying locked up in your room would not do you any good so you just decided to go and meet him. You hurriedly ran to your car not caring whether your mother will get upset if she sees you leaving your house. Both the feeling of anger and loneliness is becoming heavier for you and all you would want is to escape from it even for just a short while.

 

 

 

As soon as you reached your school, you ordered your butler to just pick you up when you call him already. Your parents were never really strict on you since you never really did something that broke their trust or made them doubt you. You were the best child they could ever have. You always followed their orders and wishes. All you wanted from them was to allow you to go Korea but your mother can’t seem to accept the idea of it.

 

 

 

After they left, you immediately ran towards the direction of the gym. The darkness is starting to devour the golden sky. Soon you reached the gym and saw him throwing balls on the ring.

 

 

 

          “You’ll treat me to dinner if I will be able to shoot that ball in the ring.” You said and placed the basket on a chair then ran behind him.

 

 

 

He was standing in the free throw line and you gave him a slight back hug to tap the ball in his hands away from him. You managed to shoot the ball in just a single try effortlessly. You turned to him with your arms crossed on your chest and a smile flashed on your face.

 

 

 

          “You always get that stupid ball inside that dumber hoop! I can’t treat you with anything more than a curry. Okay?” he told you as he approached you and patted your head.

 

 

 

          “I want spicy rice cakes!” you said and used your aegyo on him.

 

 

 

          “But you---“ he was not able to finish his statement when you placed your index finger on top of his blabber lips. You sealed them so he was able to scan your face. He looked at your eyes and with his thumb he wiped the tears off your eyes.

 

 

 

          “You cried again. Is it about your mother again? Don’t use the red eye liner and eye shadow excuse on me again.” He asked with his manly voice. He just pulled you into a hug and you couldn’t help but cry.

 

 

 

          “It was you who made me cry! I hate you! You always make me cry! I promise myself that no one will ever see me cry but it’s always you who manage to break my wall.” You said as you just allowed all your frustrations earlier to rush out.

 

 

 

          “I guess the Kuma that I gave you is not doing his job huh?” He asked as he rubbed you back and hugged you tighter.

 

 

 

          “He was doing his best. He is always waiting for me. I always have him wherever I go. He’s the only companion I have when you’re not around. He’s the best bear I ever had.” You retorted and wiped your own tears.

 

 

 

          “How can I leave you when you’re like this?” he just said and chuckled on your ear as he began to scratch the back of his head.

 

 

 

          “LEAVING? ZICO WHAT DO YOU MEAN?” you asked as you remove yourself from his hug.

 

 

 

          “Nothing. Let’s just talk about it after dinner!” he replied and smiled at you as he pinched your cheeks.

 

 

 

          “I’m serious. What do you mean? Explain it to me!” You said as you grabbed his arm tightly.

 

 

 

          “I mean ... we’re college students next year already right? We have to part ways since we’re going to college. That’s what I mean. Now let’s eat the food you brought me.” Zico replied and pulled you towards the direction of the basket. But you knew that there was something in that statement that actually has sense.

 

 

 

You both sat on the floor as you ate the sandwiches that you brought. It was Zico’s favorite. He loved the tuna sandwiches that you always bring to school. He accidentally tasted one and started asking you for it ever since. You two just talked about your memories in school but you noticed that he was avoiding topics that are about the future. But being the future goal oriented person that he is, you noticed that something is not right about him.

 

 

 

          “hahaha~~ You still remember that moment?” He laughed out loud when suddenly you guys heard the janitor coming to the gym.

 

 

 

          “WE better hide or else we’ll get suspended or something!” You panicked as the janitor’s noisy step sounded louder.

 

 

 

          “I don’t mind getting suspended! I mean we’re graduating already.” He joked but after seeing the look that you were giving him he just kept quiet and pulled you to the storage room.

 

 

 

          “Let’s stay here until he leaves.” He whispered to you and you just nodded.

 

 

 

The both of you ran to the storage room to hide. The janitor saw the mess you left. The balls were all scattered on the gym. He had to pick them up and place them inside the storage room then clean the gym again and wipe the floor.

 

 

 

          “I wonder who did this. Really the kids here very naughty!” the janitor sighed and then placed the cart of balls into the storage room and locked the door.

 

 

 

The sound of the locking door scared you both so you immediately ran to the door after he left. You tried opening the door but it won’t budge. Zico just looked at you with his poker face and hands on his hips like the boss that he is.

 

 

 

          “Don’t tell me that we’re locked up in here like in those fan fictions that the girls in our class were reading as they make alien noises.” Zico asked you sarcastically.

 

 

 

          “F--- You ZICO!” you cursed him for the first time and glared at him. You just raised him an eyebrow and kicked on the door.

 

 

 

          “Wow! You’re cursing already?” he asked and approached the door to open it.

 

 

 

          “I learned it from you jerk!” You retorted and pushed him to towards the door.

 

 

 

          “Shisss .. It won’t budge! OPEN~~~~ OPEN ~~~ OPEN SESAME~~~~~” he said as he tried opening the door and danced around it.

 

 

         

He eventually sighed and gave up. He just looked at you and suddenly danced Abracadabra in front of you. He looked like an idiot with his derp face as he whole heartedly danced and sang for you. You were not able to contain it anymore but you just laughed at him.

 

 

 

          “Good. You’re not mad at me anymore. Looks like I won’t be able to treat you dinner tonight.” He said as he let out a deep sigh.

 

 

 

          “Open the light, it will be dark soon.” You ordered him.

 

 

 

          “Yes mam~~~” He said with a salute and then he turned towards the direction of the switch.

 

 

 

          “It’s not working!” Zico said silently only enough for him to hear. He knew you were afraid of the dark so he was contemplating whether he would tell you or not.

 

 

 

          “I said that it is not working.” He repeated again but this time only loud enough for you guys to hear.

 

 

 

          “WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!” you screamed at him and started shaking him. You ran towards the switch and kept pressing on it but the light won’t work.

 

 

 

          “Don’t worry I still have my phone!” Zico screamed and you looked at him. He tried pressing onto its keys but it won’t work.

 

 

 

          “You did not charge it again!” you nagged him. He just sighed and dropped his head.

 

 

 

          “How about your phone?” He asked you.

 

 

 

Right then you phone began ringing. It was your friend calling. You answered your phone and she began speaking to you with her shaking voice.

 

 

         

          “Your butlers are here looking for you! Where are you?” she asked you.

 

 

         

          “I’m here in the school gym’s storage room. I’m locked here so please tell them that I’m already upstairs on your room sleeping quietly. My mom knows that I am not in the mood to talk or see her right now so she’ll let it go.” You retorted to her.

 

 

 

          “Why are you there?” She asked you but before you were able to answer her, your phone died too.

 

 

          “Opps~~~. My phone died too.” You just casually said and handed it to Zico.

 

 

         

          “Looks like we’ll have to stay here for the whole night.” He just said and looked up at the only window that the room had. It was small about 2x2 feet.

 

 

 

Zico looked around and found the mats that the gymnasts use during their practice. He tried to carry one and place it on the ground but the boy got surprised when you tried to help him. You just smiled at him as you both carried the second mat and placed it on the ground as well.

 

 

 

          “Thank you for helping me. I didn’t know that you were this strong.” He said as he took the basket and sat comfortably beside you.

 

 

 

          “What do you expect from a Kendo Club president, taekwondo and archery club member?” You just retorted and laughed at him. He just laughed and looked at you.

 

 

 

          “No wonder YOU'RE A BULLY" he said and laughed at you. You glared at him so he stopped laughing and became serious.

 

 

         "You looked so fragile and sweet but the people around you didn’t know that you are a really strong person. The boys would always say that their worried that you might break a bone or two. While the girls mimicked your actions as they thought you were very finesse.” Zico said and pinched your cheeks.

 

 

 

          “Ouch! Stop pinching my cheeks! Why do you love to do that?” You angrily asked him as you rubbed your swollen cheeks.

 

 

 

          “Because I know that I am the only one who is allowed to do that.” He retorted then he flashed you his evil grin. He leaned forward and kissed your forehead.

 

 

 

You immediately blushed by his gesture so you just looked away. It was really starting to get dark so he was not able to see your blushing face. He just coughed and looked away too. An awkward silence filled the tiny gap between you and him. You tried to make the atmosphere by starting a conversation with him.

 

 

         

          “What do you want to tell me? You said that you want to tell me something that’s why you asked me out here.” You said as you tapped his arm and smiled at him like a child. You half kneeled and half sat on the floor facing him so he got stunned by the attention that you were giving him.

 

 

 

          “Oh that~~.” He just said and looked away from you.

 

 

 

          “Yes that!” you bickered at him and kept shaking his arms again laughing.

 

 

 

          “I am going back to Korea.” He said trying to sound as if it was a casual thing that he does and dropped his head to his knees which he was hugging.

 

 

         

          “What?” you asked him still with a smile on your face but he didn’t say anything more.

 

 

 

          “Don’t joke about things like that.” You just said still with a smile on your face. Your hands were shaking and your eyes were starting to get watery again but still you tried to held on to your composure in case he was joking.

 

 

         

          “I sent the mix tape that I created and the company I auditioned to like it so they’re asking me to go back there and make music for them and possibly become a rapper myself.” Zico retorted.

 

 

 

          “We can escape through that window. You’ll have to treat me to dinner right? You said you’ll buy me curry. I will open the window so carry me but don’t look up on my skirt because you will see my .” You replied with your shaky voice. You were already crying when you pulled him up. He saw your tears but he doesn’t know how to console you. He knew that he is the closest person you have in your life.

 

 

 

          “Lift me up so I can open the window. Gosh I am really hungry. Speak to me Jiho. Don’t be silent. Pali~~ PALI~~ look I even learned Korean words from you. My mother would shave my hair if she finds out that I know a Korean word already.” You said as you pulled him up trying to avoid the topic.

 

 

 

With his knees shaking, he tried to lift you up with the remaining strength that he had. Your tears were falling and some got to his face as well. You tried opening the window with all of your strength shaking it again and again but it was no use. Zico was not able to stand anymore so you fell on top of him and you began crying more.

 

 

 

          “Mianhe~” he kept saying as he your hair gently. Still, you kept on crying and ignored his words.

 

 

          “It was pink! And it had laces. I saw it! I’m sorry! It was an accident.” He said apologetically. He couldn’t help but blush madly as he remembered everything he saw.

 

         

 

          “You ert! I thought you only fantasize about your Hello Kitty baby~~” You finally replied and you started punching his chest lightly.  You wanted to punch his face but all of your power suddenly got drained with the news that he gave you. You allowed your body to drop on top of his and you could feel his heart beating really fast.

 

 

 

 

          “I really want to punch you straight in the face right now.” You said as he lifted his hand to hug you once more but he hesitated.

 

 

         

          “But I can’t because my energy got drained and I don’t even know why.” You added. He just allowed you stay like that.

 

 

 

          “Punch me until you’re satisfied. A few bruises for you won’t hurt.” He replied and your back gently. He ran his hand through you spine. His warm hand traveled around your back as he fondled it gently.

 

 

 

          “Are you sure you’re talking to me?” you asked him as you looked up at him. You both immediately blushed when you realized that could already feel each other’s warm breathe.

 

 

 

          “Of all places, why do you have to go to Korea? Why can’t it be China or any other place?” you asked him ignoring the sensual sensation that you were starting to feel.

 

 

 

          “I already went to China and I had problems there so I went here instead. Either way, I’ll have to come back to Korea someday, it’s just happened that it was sooner than I expected.” Zico said and sat up.

 

 

Still the distance between you and him became smaller as every second passed. His deep black eyes are looking directly into yours. Both your heart beats began to pound hard at a very fast speed. He moved in closer to your face. Slowly you both realized that your foreheads are already leaning on each other’s. You began to unconsciously move your body as you sat on his lap and pulled his body closer to yours. Using your long legs, you locked and secured your self in his waist. The distance between your lips disappeared when he crushed his lips into yours.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Friends, i'll be leaving tomorrow so I am not sure whether chapter 24 would be my last update for now. XD

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cyd4294
#1
ahhhhh appa !
why did you interrupt the moment ><
they were about to peck lips =='
oh ,,
they slept together !
yeay !
nice move ji ,,
i know , i know ,,
kyung is hurted now ,,
but i just cant help it ,,
i still want dasom to end up with jiho <3
supersujuholic #2
sorry for the short chappie and not replying to your comments
The latest chapter is the start of countdown to Dasom's last days in BNS T.T
cyd4294
#3
i still want jiho !
i dont want kyung :'<
poor jiho .
he had done everything , anything for her .
cant she just let things be like the past ?
no kyung , no minhyuk ..
just both of them .
* sigh *
if she likes kyung ,,
does that mean jiho is not in her heart anymore ?
aaaaaa !
kiky00joker
#4
Arggg I want Zico to make a move already! It's driving me crazy...they like each other and yet...they simply don't do a damn thing :((
cyd4294
#5
why dasom felt hurted after kyung said that word ?
jiho is not the one who hurted ?
wth kyung ? =='
he hurted already !
does kyung planned to leave dasom so he will be the one who hurted ?
awwwww ~ all of them suffered heartache ..
as for zico ,, * sigh *
i still want dasom to be his ..
their past is so damn meaningful ,,
* push minhyuk and kyung away *
i just want jiho though ..
he loves dasom more then anyone ..
sone4eva
#6
i want her to be with kyung!
cyd4294
#7
POOR JIHO TT^TT
HE MUST'VE HURTED A LOT .
WHY MINHYUK AND KYUNG ACT ALL LOVEY DOVEY WITH HER ?
* slap them *
DONT THEY THINK BOUT ZICO ?
DONT THEY THOUGHT BOUT ZICO'S FEELING ?
THEY ARE MAKING IT HARD FOR HIM ..
POOR MY BABY JI TT^TT
cyd4294
#8
you know me ,,
and you know that i loves block b ,,
SO MUCH !
but pretty please ,,
dont hurt ZICO neh ?
though this is just a fic ,,
BUT it hurts TT^TT
somehow ,, i want her to end with ZICO .
their memories is sweet =)
and i love it that way ^^
* throws KYUNG and MINHYUK away ! NICKHUN too =P *
sone4eva
#9
Love it. Update soon XOXO lol at Taeil
sone4eva
#10
omo omo khun all the wayyy