Chapter 16

Hello to Myself

 

A/N: Rated for some scenes and swearing but not really super swear scenes .. XD I don't know how to write .. Lol. XD

 

 

 

 

 

Dasom went to her bed and cried. Hurting Zico is the last thing she wanted to do but somehow just like any other human, thoughts of revenge and anger got the better of her. She took out a yellow notebook with a bear design and started writing. Her feelings are overflowing sadness and pain all want to rush out her chest. After wiping off her tears, she immediately seek the help of her diary.

 

 

 

ENTRY 01:

 

Dear Diary,

I am a bad person. I made Zico cry because of my selfishness. I want to forget everything about him. I hate myself for hating him. Listening to him will just make me more vulnerable than I already am.

 

I DON'T  WANT  TO ...

-EXPECT

-ASSUME

-and get hurt again.

 

It will be better for us if I will just FORGET then forgive.. But why can't time heal anything? It doesn't heal, it just make things bearable. As time goes by, so much changed ... About me and my feelings for him ... I wish...

 

 

When she finished writing, she just crossed it out again and threw the notebook somewhere in her room and cried. She cried and cried silently until her eyes and throat hurts. She lifted one of her arms and covered her face.

 

 

 

"Me and my stupid pride, we both . Like mother like daughter." she just said and eventually fell asleep.

 

 

 

Zico who was on the other room was brought by one of s back to the Hello Kitty filled room. It was the one who happened to see him on the ground. Zico didn't really want to talk about it so he just sent his groupmate back to his room. Zico thought that it would be better to keep things between him and Dasom. He doesn't want to influence the relationship between s and Dasom, so alone in his room he just cried due to confusion.

 

 

 

"How can someone change so much?" he just screamed and covered his head with a pillow.

 

 

 

Later that morning Dasom woke up early and prepared the meal she promised her dorm mates. Doing nothing will just make her think about Zico and their conversation since she can't sleep she just cooked. An American style breakfast welcomed the boys. It was already 7:00 am and the first ones to wake up was Taeil and Jaehyo.

 

 

 

"What should we cook for the kids?" Jaehyo asked Taeil when he saw his hyung came out of his room.

 

 

 

"Anything that our fridge stores.." Taeil retorted while acting cool.

 

 

 

"Looks like we don't have to cook anymore." Jaehyo said as he eyed Dasom who is busy while facing the cup board. His eyes got stuck on her legs.

 

 

 

"Ahem. Good morning Dasom." Taeil coughed as he spanked Jaehyo's back and caught both of their attention.

 

 

 

"Oh. Oppas good morning. Have a seat. I hope you don't mind me borrowing your kitchen. I promised to cook something fo you but something happened..." Dasom trailed off remembering everything again.

 

 

 

"Please feel at home. You're our hyung's family, so basically you're a part of our family as well." Taeil said and sat on one of the chairs.

 

 

 

"He's right. It's okay. Don't feel pressured around us." Jaehyo added.

 

 

 

"Thank you. Here's your coffee. Be careful they're hot." Dasom said as she flashed them a smile and handed them coffee. Taeil and Jaehyo both blushed. They just looked away while Dasom placed their coffees in front of them.

 

 

 

Just then Yukwon and the maknae came out of their rooms. The maknae immediately sat with his hyungs while the other feasted with the sight of Dasom's back side. The black mini dress that she was wearing didn't really help. His eyes were at the hem of her dress, in the upper part of her honey thighs where Jaehyo's eyes were earlier. The pink apron she was wearing just made her ier since it hugged her body's figure. Seeing this, Taeil kicked him in the knee and continued drinking his coffee.

 

 

 

"Ouch! What was that for hyung?" Yukwon asked pretending to be innocent as he join the bandwagon.

 

 

 

"Try looking at her like that again and you're dead." Taeil threatened.

 

 

 

"What happened to our aegi hyung?" Yukwon asked and sighed but his face lit up when Dasom turned around with plates of fried rice, eggs and saucages neatly placed in tray in her hand.

 

 

 

"You cooked break fast?" Yukwon asked the obvious with a bright smile on his face.

 

 

 

"I promised you I'd cook you something right? I'm just fulfilling it." Dasom said as she placed the tray on the table. Yukwon helped her place them on the table.

 

 

 

"Jihoon oppa please get your and Yukwon's milk. Drink it while it's still warm. I'll just go wake up the others." Dasom commanded and Jihoon just nodded.

 

 

 

She knocked on Minhyuk's door first. She is excited to see him with his bed hair. When she heard no response she immediately opened the door and entered his room. She approached his bed but stomped and sighed when she saw that it was empty. She quickly turned to go and went to Kyung's room.

 

 

 

She just replayed the scenes on Minhyuk's room. She saw Kyung sleeping while covering his face with the blanket. Gently, she removed and saw Kyung peacefully sleeping with his handsome face but his mouth was open. She couldn't help but let out a giggle. Then suddenly a smell came out from somewhere and it made her laugh out.

 

 

 

"I know you're awake already. You stink so get up already." Dasom said as she spanked Kyung  who turned to face the wall.

 

 

 

"Wake up! How could you show your to a girl after you just farted?" Dasom said and spanked his . This time Kyung laughed and pulled Dasom's arm. He turned her around so now he's on top of her.

 

 

 

"Good morning sweetie." He said in his greasy voice and laughed. Dasom reached out and helped him by placing his hair under his hoodie. Kyung blushed and just rubbed his eyes to cover his flushed cheeks.

 

 

 

"Let me go. I need to wake Zico up. Break fast will get cold." She hissed and pushed him away. Kyung fell on the other side of the bed but grabbed Dasom's waist and pinned her on the bed. They are now facing each other and he leaned forward to kiss her but she was quick enough to cover with her hand.

 

 

 

"Brush your mouth first before you go around kissing the first girl you see." Dasom snarled and just pushed Kyung away then she laughed leaving Kyung amazed. He just scratched the back of his head.

 

 

 

"So after I brush my teeth you'll kiss me already?" Kyung asked with his greasy overload when Dasom was already at his door. Dasom couldn't help but laugh at him. She rolled her eyes and looked at him.

 

 

 

"I'll think about it so get you in the kitchen. The food is getting cold already." She retorted and left.

 

 

 

Standing in front of Zico's room made her nervous. She took a deep breathe and sighed before she entered his room. She doesn't know how Zico will react to her so she is being careful. The light in his room are closed and the dark curtain are barely giving a chance for the sun to enter his room.

 

 

 

"Zico~ Zico are you awake?~" Dasom quietly asked but there is no response so she approached his bed.

 

 

 

He was there and just like when she found Kyung, his blanket is covering her face. She gently removed and found Zico with his eyes closed. After seeing the empty space on his bed she sat on it. She doesn't know whether he's still asleep or what so she lightly tugged his arm.

 

 

 

"Zico please wake up. Breakfast is cooked already. The others are already eating so you should go up too." Dasom said as she gently tugged Zico's arm.

 

 

 

"Don't touch me!" Zico barked and removed his arm from her grip and turned to face her with a scowl on his face.

 

 

 

He saw how surprised and scared she was. It took her awhile to realize that he was staring at her. She just bowed and left his room running. As soon as the door closed, Zico stood up and looked at himself in the mirror.

 

 

 

"Am I really that scary?" Zico asked and just went to the kitchen.

 

 

 

Dasom just passed everyone and was about to go to her room when suddenly Minhyuk pulled her into a hug. She just gasped and tried to act as if she is alright.

 

 

 

"Good morning Chef." He whispered and kissed her in the cheek. She didn't smile or reacted.

 

 

 

"You cooked all of this?" Kyung asked pointing at the bacon, hot dog, egg, fried rice, french toast and corn soup that was in front of him.

 

 

 

She just nodded and turned to face the other way and saw Zico who sat beside the maknae rolled his eyes on her. Jihoon lifted a plate and placed it in front of Zico. The maknae is obviously excited so the leader turned to listen to him.

 

 

 

"Look hyung, she made a Hello Kitty pancake." Jihoon stated as he placed it in front of Zico.

 

 

 

"I'm not in the mood." Zico angrily said everyone became quiet and looked at him.

 

 

 

"Anyways that was a good meal. Thank you Dasom." Taeil just said and clapped.

 

 

 

Dasom just nodded and removed B-Bomb's arm around her. She also removed the apron she was wearing. Then turned to go but then Minhyuk pulled her arm again and looked at her with worried eyes.

 

 

 

"Are you not going to eat?" Minhyuk asked.

 

 

 

"I already brushed my teeth so you'll have to stay and kiss me." Kyung teased but Dasom didn't budge.

 

 

 

"I ate already." Dasom retorted and shook Minhyuk's hand from her arm.

 

 

 

Ding dong~

The door bell rang and someone smiled slyly. Dasom sighed and thanked who ever that was in her mind. She bowed to the boys and gestured the door.

 

 

 

"I'll go get it." She just said and Kyung nodded.

 

 

 

Dasom went to the door and opened it. But as soon as she opened it someone walked passed her and made her way to the kitchen. Everyone in the room got surprised when someone familiar welcomed herself to their kitchen. Dasom followed her and got surprised when the girl immediately jumped on Zico and kissed him. Minhyuk ran to her and tried to cover her eyes but she was quick enough to grab his hand. Zico's eyes were on Dasom though. He kissed the girl back and made her sit on his lap and the maknae took Taeil's hand to cover his eyes and continued eating.

 

 

 

"Sohee-yah! We have minors here!" Jaehyo nagged and threw his napkin on the girl and Zico.

 

 

 

Yukwon looked Minhyuk with a surprised face. Dasom turned to go but Minhyuk placed his arm on her shoulders and leaned close to her. Dasom glared at him and she was shaking but Minhyuk moved to her ears and whispered something. She just sighed and held Minhyuk's hand. She squeezed it hard as she was trying to calm herself down.

 

 

 

"Jaehyo oppa cooked again? Don't eat this greasy and oily food. I brought you something better. Ta-da~ fruits!" The girl who was on Zico's lap squealed. She lifted the plate as if she was disgusted by it and dropped it somewhere far from her and Zico.

 

 

 

Yukwon glared at her and just grumpily took his plate then went to his room. The others just sighed and were speechless. Zico just glared at his hyung. Taeil just looked at Dasom worried but to his surprise the girl was grinning. He got scared because it definitely doesn't look like she's happy.

 

 

Sohee took a tooth pick and placed a kiwi on it. She fed Zico with it then giggled when she saw him eat it. She then noticed that everyone stopped eating until Kyung stood up with a hot dog on his fork and fed Dasom as well. The girl glared at him but he just gave her a toothy smile.

 

 

 

"Eat it or I won't eat you food." Kyung said to her in English.

 

 

Dasom gritted her teeth but Kyung just smiled at her pointed at the fork. She rolled her eyes and ate it then Kyung sat down and continued eating. Sohee just watched and smiled at Dasom but the girl with Minhyuk ignored her.

 

 

 

"I'm sorry I didn't know you cooked it. I thought it was Jaehyo oppa who did it." Sohee said with her annoying aegyo.

 

 

 

"It's okay Zico is not in a mood for it anyways. Besides I didn't know he loved Kiwi." Dasom said and aggresively removed Minhyuk's arm on her then turned towards the direction of her room.

 

 

 

"You must be Kyung's oppa's new girl friend? Hi I'm Kwon Sohee. Nice to meet you." the girl said with a smile on her face but she saw Dasom rolled her eyes on Kyung who just chuckled. Dasom really left the room.

 

 

 

"Oh. Sorry then it must Minhyuk oppa. I'm Jiho oppa's soon to be girl friend AGAIN." Sohee added which made Dasom turn around. Kyung couldn't help but laughed that he got choked with the egg that was in his mouth.

 

 

 

"Oh really. Aigoo~ That's so sweet unnie. I am Lee Dasom by the way. I hope you guys get together again soon.~" Dasom retorted sarcastically copying the way the other girl said it and flashed her a feign smile. The boys laughed even Zico but he tried to hide and stop it.

 

 

 

"I have to call my uncle so please excuse me." Dasom said and went to her room. Minhyuk sat on the table and glared at Zico then silently ate his meal. Kyung looked at Dasom's direction with a worried face feeling guilty for laughing at her earlier.

 

 

 

"Get off me!" Zico screamed at Sohee. The girl just sat on the nearest vacant seat to Zico.

 

 

 

"What brings you here?" Jaehyo asked like a nagging mother. Sohee looked at Zico scared that Jaehyo is interogating her but Zico ignored her and continued eating the fruits that she brought.

 

 

 

"Someone texted me to come here and bring break fast so I did." Sohee retorted with a smile and watched Zico ate.

 

 

 

"Who?" Kyung asked surprised and they all looked at the girl with them curious eyes.

 

 

 

"It's a secret." She retorted and laughed.

 

 

 

Dasom locked the door of her room and jumped on her bed. She squished the neck pillow that she had and threw it on the floor in rage. She then remembered the words Minhyuk whispered and chanted it repeatedly until she calmed down.

 

 

 

"Don't act like a jealous or else you'll make him happy."

 

 

 

"Darn! I hate that girl!" she squeaked because the pillow that was on prevented her from screaming.

 

 

 

Someone knocked on her door and it was Minhyuk but she ignored so he knocked again and again until she answered. Yukwon stood with him by the door as well and waited for Dasom to reply. They just laughed when they heard her answer.

 

 

 

"Leave the alone! I'm a Babe In Total Control of Herself. I need to cool down." She screamed but not loud enough for the people in the kitchen to hear.

 

 

 

"Okay" Yukwon and Minhyuk chorused.

 

 

 

"Oppa's I'm leaving. I have to go. School is a distraction in my freakin' trainee life. Bye oppa." Sohee said and then kissed Zico again in his lips. Zico just nodded and Sohee removed herself from him. Her face brightened when she saw Dasom again.

 

 

 

"Dongsaeng, I'm leaving. See you soon." Sohee said and bowed at her.

 

 

 

"Yes unnie." Dasom said with a smirk and bowed back causing her hair that was in a bun to fall gently to her body.

 

 

 

The boys, including Taeil couldn't help but gasp at the sight of Dasom. When she came out of her room she was only wearing a towel wrapped around her body. It was really short and tight that it just covered her private areas but revealed her body shape. The maknae had to leave and wipe his nose bleed. Zico threw his napkin on Jihoon.

 

 

 

"Do you need help on taking a bath?" Yukwon asked as he winked at her and gave her a sly smile.

 

 

 

"I need someone to scrub my back." Dasom aegyoed but it came out y instead of cute.

 

 

 

"I can scrub your whole body for you if you want." Yukwon whispered and wrapped his arms on her waist.

 

 

 

"!" Zico cursed and went back to his room. Dasom just snickered and pushed Yukwon away laughing.

 

 

 

"Thank you but I think I can manage." Dasom replied and laughed at Yukwon's disappointed face.

 

 

 

Kyung returned and covered Dasom's body with his unused bathrobe. He pulled her hand and the others who were laughing earlier stopped, surprised by his action. Dasom just allowed her self to be dragged although she knows that she can just punch Kyung in the face and knock him down.

 

 

 

"Yah! You're hurting her!" Minhyuk nagged bu Kyung ignored his hyung.

 

 

 

"Next time cover yourself with something longer." Kyung said angrily as he opened the door of their bathroom and pushed Dasom inside then closed the door.

 

 

 

Zico almost destroyed the door of his room. He was so mad that Dasom just allowed everyone to see her body like that. He ran towards his bed and kept on turning, unable to calm himself down.

 

 

 

"She wants to play that way huh? The first one to fall loses then." he angrily uttered in his breathe.

 

 

 

 

Looks like my plan is working. She's boiling mad when she saw that annoying Sohee. I hated that girl anyways. That was a good early morning show, better than any drama that KBC (A/N: xD) can produce .. I'm sure that it sparked a tension between them. I'll just have to sit back and watch.

 

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cyd4294
#1
ahhhhh appa !
why did you interrupt the moment ><
they were about to peck lips =='
oh ,,
they slept together !
yeay !
nice move ji ,,
i know , i know ,,
kyung is hurted now ,,
but i just cant help it ,,
i still want dasom to end up with jiho <3
supersujuholic #2
sorry for the short chappie and not replying to your comments
The latest chapter is the start of countdown to Dasom's last days in BNS T.T
cyd4294
#3
i still want jiho !
i dont want kyung :'<
poor jiho .
he had done everything , anything for her .
cant she just let things be like the past ?
no kyung , no minhyuk ..
just both of them .
* sigh *
if she likes kyung ,,
does that mean jiho is not in her heart anymore ?
aaaaaa !
kiky00joker
#4
Arggg I want Zico to make a move already! It's driving me crazy...they like each other and yet...they simply don't do a damn thing :((
cyd4294
#5
why dasom felt hurted after kyung said that word ?
jiho is not the one who hurted ?
wth kyung ? =='
he hurted already !
does kyung planned to leave dasom so he will be the one who hurted ?
awwwww ~ all of them suffered heartache ..
as for zico ,, * sigh *
i still want dasom to be his ..
their past is so damn meaningful ,,
* push minhyuk and kyung away *
i just want jiho though ..
he loves dasom more then anyone ..
sone4eva
#6
i want her to be with kyung!
cyd4294
#7
POOR JIHO TT^TT
HE MUST'VE HURTED A LOT .
WHY MINHYUK AND KYUNG ACT ALL LOVEY DOVEY WITH HER ?
* slap them *
DONT THEY THINK BOUT ZICO ?
DONT THEY THOUGHT BOUT ZICO'S FEELING ?
THEY ARE MAKING IT HARD FOR HIM ..
POOR MY BABY JI TT^TT
cyd4294
#8
you know me ,,
and you know that i loves block b ,,
SO MUCH !
but pretty please ,,
dont hurt ZICO neh ?
though this is just a fic ,,
BUT it hurts TT^TT
somehow ,, i want her to end with ZICO .
their memories is sweet =)
and i love it that way ^^
* throws KYUNG and MINHYUK away ! NICKHUN too =P *
sone4eva
#9
Love it. Update soon XOXO lol at Taeil
sone4eva
#10
omo omo khun all the wayyy