G-Dragon bounced up and down shaking away his nervousness. Hailed as Artist of the Decade, more than five years in the business and he still gets nervous when he gets on stage. That's how he knows he still cares about what he does. Every performance is a gift. You are not guaranteed a next one.

Not to mention the fact that the audience has their own individual story. They might have traveled far.. this could be their first music festival.. they could have saved up for this event and hungered for days.. They deserve the best of what G-Dragon could offer. 

The sick intro of his song One of A Kind dropped and he strutted on stage. The crowd erupted in cheers and screams. Some might still hate him from his past mistakes or just hate him for the sake of it, but no one would be able to resist moving to the beat of his music. 

On any other performance, he would allow himself to get lost in the music and feed on the energy of the people who are there to see him perform. Right now though, something bugs him. 

Im Yoona... Alone in some field alone.. and it's already getting dark. Damn. 

He knew about this little date of course. Yoona couldn't stop talking about it in the office, in the car going to the salon, in between meetings.. asking the best champagne to bring.. asking Jessica what to wear.. She was giddy and excited about tonight. 

Just like how she was about the amusement park... Before he crushed her heart. 

And now it's happening again? With Yoona's anxiety issues, he just knows this will jade her in ways he doesn't want to even think about. 

It was a miracle that he was able to perform decently with this on his mind. The song ends and G-Dragon stands there catching his breath. He looks to the side and didn't see Seungri but Taeyang and Hyorin were there, watching him with a smile.

He turns his attention to the crowd which was heavily lit by yellow, crowned lightsticks. 

The spotlight and the dream yet all he could think about was Yoona's heartbroken look when he asked her to pick up Nana from the airport instead of going with her to the amusement park. That was a look he never wanted to see ever again. 

The intro to Crayon started playing. He gestured a big X sign to the sound booth and they abruptly cut the music.  The crowd was stunned in silence waiting for the idol to speak.

"Yorobun.. I'm sorry.. I have to cut my stag