Baekhyun's POV

I drive off without looking back and shake my head. Though I'm laughing to myself, the tears are already falling from my chin. Chanyeol was lying to me... this whole time. No wonder Mina hated me, I was after her man. The thought of Chanyeol being hers and not mine has proven to leave a painful scar on my heart. 

Perhaps Sehun was right, he only wanted me because I was naive and I'm young. I gave him what he wanted too quickly. Sehun. "Oh God." I basically choke. I drove him away because of Chanyeol. I chose my new boyfriend over my best friend. 

Pathetically, when I arrive to my apartment, instead of going to my room and sulking with Melanie Martinez's pity party on loop, I find myself at Sehun's door. 

The wooden frame in front of me and my hand ready to knock. I don't however, the fear of him rejecting me coming up too strong. 

I find myself reminiscing Sehun's touch, his soft hands, his warm body, and gentle hugs. I'm knocking on the door before I realize what I'm doing. 

Sehun opens the door. Confusion apparent when he sees it's me. "Baek? What happened?" 

He takes in my horrible appearance. 

I wipe my pathetic tears, not able to say anything besides a sob. Sehun pulls me in for a hug not even needing to hear an explanation. 

"Did Mr. Park do this?" He holds me tighter. "I'll kill him." 

"Don't." I manage to say. "It was my fault. You were right." 

Sehun takes me to the bedroom and sits me down on the bed. "I'mma get you some water okay?" 

I nod and lay down on his pillow. Soaking in the scent I went months without. 

Sehun comes back, eyeing me carefully as I bring the clear liquid to my mouth. The glass feels heavy in my hand, and I felt so weak I could barely hold it up. "Are you okay?" Sehun asks after a while. 

I sniff and place the empty cup on the nightstand next to the bed. "I'm fine now."

"Would you like to talk about it?" 

He looks at me, seriously concerned and I sigh. I've missed Sehun so much it's ridiculous. Not having him with me every second of the day was driving me insane but I put up with it because I had Chanyeol instead. Yet, Chanyeol can't compare with Sehun, and Sehun can't compare with Chanyeol. 

I love them differently. 

"Not really..." I pout. 

"Oh. Do you want to sleep, it's kind of late."

"I don't want to do that either. You can go to sleep though, I'm pretty sure I woke you up. Sorry." 

Sehun frowns but doesn't say more and dips under the covers sharing the duvet with me. 

Immediately, I cuddle up to his bare chest, wrapping his arm around my waist. I missed this, and I try to ignore the fact it's not Chanyeol holding me. He's probably holding Mina right now. 

"Baekhyun?" Sehun asks.

I open my eyes waiting for him to continue. 

"I've missed you. A lot." 

Instead of answering, I just placed my hand on his cheek while trying to make out his features in the dark the room. His eyes, nose, lips...

Before I know it, I'm bringing my face to his for a kiss and our lips barely graze each other before he pulls away from me. 

"Baekhyun." He groans. "You can't use like that." 

"Like what? I'm not using you." 

"You are, you're using my feelings for you as a blanket to soften the blow of whatever argument you and Mr. Park got into. I'm not mad at you, but I'm worried you'll regret it in the morning." 

"Sehun I-" I plead with him. I don't need him to make dumb excuses why he won't kiss me back, I just need him to comfort me. 

Sehun took a deep breath before inching closer and pressing his lips to mine. It's so gentle and sweet, I can't help but whimper at the contact. 

I kiss him back desperately needing him. I put my leg in between his and I push my body against his large frame. I know what I'm doing, and I feel guilty but not guilty enough. 

Sehun's lips reach my neck, lightly but not hard enough to leave a bruise and I let out pleased gasps. It's not until my hands reach for his obviously that I stop. 

"Wait." I groan now feeling the weight of my actions. "I'm sorry." 

Sehun sighs, its as if he knew this was coming. "I understand." 

"No. It's that I'm cheating. . You're cheating." I'm just reminded of LuHan who's Chanyeol's best mate. 

"I'm not cheating," Sehun explains as I sit up. 

"What?" 

"LuHan and I aren't dating. We never were. We're just friends."

"Oh." I feel my face start to burn. Now I'm miserable I just cheated, granted Chanyeol probably did the same. 

"Don't worry about it." Sehun kissed my shoulder. "Just got to bed, and we'll figure all this out in the morning." 

I lay back down, but I can't help how horrible I feel even with his protective arms softly around me. It's only when I start to hear Sehun's soft snores is when I pry from his grip and leave.