The End of Satzu (Satzu)
Fire EscapeA/N - Last one kids! I know a few of view suspected this would happen.
The End of Satzu (Satzu)
Sana had been doing better over the past week.
She and Momo were okay, the older girl even letting her help in the care of Dahyun. It hurt to see both girls in pain but in some ways it had happened for a good reason - they’d been able to find each other again. Dahyun was even seeing the same psychiatrist that Tzuyu had gone to, they all trusted that would help her - it had to help her. Speaking of Tzuyu, Sana hadn’t seen her since the hospital. She knew they must not have found the…monster in Seoul because Tzuyu would have contacted Dahyun. Despite all that had happened over the past month or so, Dahyun was Tzuyu’s friend - she’d never want anything bad to happen to her.
You can imagine Sana’s shock when, whilst standing with the others on the fire escape (minus Dahyun who was resting) Tzuyu poked her head round the window and asked to talk to her. Tzuyu sat on the couch. She looked like she hadn’t been sleeping again and it broke Sana’s heart. It was the first time they’d ever felt so awkward around each other. There was so much unsaid that all the elephants in the room were crushing them. It was painful. Not saying anything Sana stood and walked over, leaning in to kiss her. She needed it, she craved it. Tzuyu didn’t respond, she tighted her hands into fists on her lap so that she wouldn’t give into the temptation. She didn’t push her away though - she couldn’t do it. Sana pulled away after a moment, slightly hurt at Tzuyu not kissing her back.
“We need to talk.”
There it was, the four words no one wanted to hear.
“No!” Sana snapped immediately,
Tzuyu looked at her confused, “No we can’t talk?”
“I’m not letting you break up with me, Tzu. I love you, JUST you - why can’t you believe that?”
“I did believe it, Sana I trusted you.” Tzuyu kept her voice level, “If you had confessed about Dahyun when I had asked you I would’ve been hurt but I would have understood. But you lied to me. I had to find out from a child, who had to hold on to that secret for nearly a year Sana. It wasn’t fair to her, it wasn’t fair to Momo and it wasn’t fair to me.”
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you Tzuyu, but you were only just starting to get better I didn’t…I didn’t----” Sana fell apart with a sob, it took a few seconds for her to stop, Tzuyu fighting every urge to comfort her, “I just couldn’t watch you get sick again.”
“Sana I’m not fragile,” Tzuyu told her, “I know I was vulnerable for a while but I’m still strong, you told me constantly that I was…or was that a lie too?”
“Of course not!”
“Then what am I supposed to do?!” Tzuyu finally lost her temper, “I’m supposed to let this go? I’m supposed to just be kept in the dark about everything important in our relationship because I could get depressed again? I’m not a child, I can deal with bad news. I trusted you, why can’t you trust me?”
“I do!”
Tzuyu sighed, “I can’t do this any more, Sana. We’re just having the same fight over and over. I realised recently that I don’t like the person I am with you, that’s not your fault but it’s equal blame. Before you I ne
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