Soonyoung ran as fast as he could from the dormitory. He messed up. Things were not supposed to be this way.

He was only there at the medical department's party because one of his new friends said they throw the best orientation party. Soonyoung thought that meant best DJs, huge dance floor and lots of food. But turns out it was more of a pool party, and unlimited supply of booze. Everyone was screaming and jumping to the pool, making the floor wet. The music was loud, but almost nobody was dancing outside.

Once they entered the main hall, all of his friends disappeared. Soonyoung did manage to find them later, all flirting with some alphas. It was then that he knew why everyone wanted to go to the party so badly. Not to dance, but to catch a good future-doctor alpha mates. 

Last night, he did not plan to drink that much. He only wanted to dance, which was why he decided to not wear his neck-protector. He also took his suppressant, so that his scent would not be as strong to avoid any unwanted alpha attention. But once he started to dance on the crowded dance floor, people kept on shoving drinks to him and before he knew it, he lost control.

Last night, he most certainly did not plan on losing his ity to a man he never met before.

Yes, he was finally in college, free from the eyes of his elders.  And yes, he made a resolution to try new things and keep his mind open.

But this, he wanted to do with someone he loved.

He wanted to feel love first, then lose his ity. It didn't matter if they wouldn't work out. As long as it's with someone he has feelings to.

He didn't tell Seokmin his real name. Because he didn't want to have anything to do with him. He didn't want to be reminded of his screw up. Maybe he could pretend this never happened and continue living the way he was planning too. They will never bump into each other again right?

Medical department is so far from Performing Arts department so they will never cross paths right?

Soonyoung quickly get into the shower once he arrive to his room. He finally muster up his courage to look at the mirror at himself. His body was covered in hickeys and purple bruises. He closed his eyes. Although blurry, memories of last night came flashing in his mind.

Seokmin's wet kisses...

His gentle caress and warm embrace...

His slow and passionate s...

'Argghhhh!!!! Forget it! Forget it!!!!' He let the hot shower rain down on him, scrubbing himself hard to distract his thought from running wild.

Seokmin's an alpha at that...

They say that once you get a taste of an alpha, you get addicted. They are like drugs. Toys and betas can never really satisfy you anymore. 

And unfortunately, he realized that they were true.

To be continued...