Aigoo, why should my sister and hyung get into a fight? Teukie do have tendency to not like new males, took him forever to accept Kyuhyun. .. Still, Hannah could respect the members a bit more. Aish, this is giving me a headache!

"You shouldn't bully hyung that much..." I said quietly, looking after Teukie.

"Tsh! He can take it, he's old enough," she hissed back at me. Why can't she understand?!

"This is that I mean!" I yelled, beginning to feel pissed off - even if it were my sister.

"Gee, never knew little Donghae couldn't handle other people calling his precious leader old," I heard her mumble, loud enough for me to hear.

"Hannah! Not as your brother, but a member of Super Junior, you should stop saying things like this!" I exploded and gave her a death glare.

Stop talking like that! You don't know what trouble we went through!

"Oh, not as my brother, but as a member of Super Junior? May I remind you, why I am here in the first place or haven you forgotten?" she asked, with a too calm look. .... Crap, she was mad now, and I know she's pretty much worse than scary when she's mad.

I tried to swallow the lump in my throat, her attacks would be harsh. I slowly shook my head. She left out a big sigh, was it that bad?

"That's my point exactly. Because you do not know. You act like you know me, like these past years did not happened, but you don't even know the reason why I left Korea. Whether I'm dying or not, as long it's not about Super Junior, you will not care," she continued, still very too calm.

I take back my precious statement, she still didn't get my point!

"That's not true! I've always cared about you! I tried to contact you many times, but you never responded! As for why you left mom, I don't know and I don’t care - you just left her!" I yelled back at her. The heat from anger, rose in my body.

"Left? If I'm not wrong, do correct me if I am, was it not you left the home first?" she just asked, nonchalantly.

"That was a different thing! It was about my future carrier!"

"So ... me leaving my home, so I could visit my family, is not a good thing to do?"

"Mom IS your family! So is Donghwa and I!" I yelled desperately. She just smirked and laughed at me!

"And that is coming from the son of the family, who left the house to become famous?"

"Val, I think you are crossing a line here-"

"Kim Ryeowook, be quiet!" Hannah snapped at Wookie. That was over the line, he just simply tried to end this!

"Don't talk to my member that way, even if you are my sister!" I hissed.

"Then don't talk to me that way, because you are NOT my brother!"

"I am your brother!"

"Really? Where were you when the car crash happened? Where were you when I had the police coming to my house? Where the hell were when my parents died?!"

What? Why did she bring them into this? Auntie and uncle did not have anything to do with Super Junior..

"What do they have to do with this?"

"Everything! The only sibling I ever had died with my parents that night, even if I never met him or her. My only damn blood related sibling!"

Wha-wha-what? Auntie was pregnant?

"Wha-what?" I asked, I couldn't control my voice. This was too shocking.

"My real mother was pregnant, when she died. Therefore I never met my younger sibling," she sighed. I could see her eyes getting watery. This was something bad, if just talking about it almost made her cry.

"Donghae, I know how much you love Super Junior, but you still left me. But just think if you never debuted as a member of Super Junior, then you'd left for nothing."

But we did debut! She raised her hand at me. "Before you say anything, just let me speak out. My parents died, leaving me alone, I finally get a new family and then one of them leave and then appa gets ill. Do you know how much pain that caused me? Exactly, you don't know. And do you realize how your fame have effected me? I got bullied because of my brother. And you still think I've problems associating to other people. The way I see it, people will always leave me..."

I was in shock, not only me, but every member around us. Heenim was still in shock over her face, so he doesn't count... But what in the world have I missed, since my baby sister was in so much pain? I never thought she would be bullied, but looking back I now understand why she smiled so half-hearted to me. What have I done?! My sister was hurt badly and never noticed it before, I fail as a brother!

"Woo-Woo, could you help me into my room? I want to be alone," she whispered. I knew that voice, that was the voice that was trying to fight the tears!

I was up on my feet, but Ryeowook shook his head at me. She couldn't even cry in front of me, her brother!, how many years have she been holding back for my sake? For umma, appa, Donghwa? She didn't have a place to cry, nor let out her frustrations.

.... Hannah, I am so sorry for never noticing, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

These two (11 & 12) chapter has been a bit sad, but important for the story. T_T

- And I also apoligize for not updating 'til now, I'M SORRY! ;u;