Soundproof

Pretending Not To Love
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No One’s POV:

 

When Joo Eun reserved an entire day for a date with her, Sooyoon didn’t think much about it. At first, the date was going well as per her plan. However, not long after, they both came across people from their college even when they changed the location.

 

Not having left with much choice, they decided to head back to his place and spend the time there instead. It was when he started feeling something off with her, even though all they had been doing was kissing and cuddling.

 

 

When it got pretty late in the night, Sooyoon realized that it was time for him to send her back home before James shows up at his door step. “Shouldn’t you be going home now?” he asked.

 

She slowly sat up and avoided looking at him, “Sooyoon-ah, we need to talk.” He sat up immediately, dreading the worst possibilities and just like his inner self indicated, she said, “Let’s take a break.”

 

He was stunned to hear what she said that he remained speechless for a while and simple stared at her with a blank face. She gently cupped his face and stared into his eyes as she said, “I know it’s too sudden and it’s not like I suddenly fell out of love.”

 

She took a momentary pause as his gaze shifted elsewhere and waited until he looked back at her. “I still love you. Loads, in fact. But this isn’t working for either of us, dear. Even though I love you, I still have to do this. For the sake of my studies.”

 

She sighed, grabbing hold of his hand instead. “But for that, I cannot ask you to wait until I graduate. I’m sorry, I can’t be that selfish. I love you too much for that.” she whispered the last part. “Anyway, if we were still be in love with each other when I graduate, I will be the one asking you out that time.”

 

Sooyoon remained quiet through all this. “But if you find someone else in the meantime, then don’t bother about me. I will always wish for your happiness.”

 

He stared at her with a slightly raised eyebrows and she quickly hugged him, to avoid looking at him. “Don’t forget to eat on time, sleep well and take care of yourself. I will miss you.” She slowly let go of him.

 

“Joo Eun-ah,” he started but she cut him off.

 

“Thank you for all the beautiful memories that I will never forget.” She laid a kiss on his cheeks. “I will get going now. James would be waiting for me.” She hopped off the bed and dashed out of the apartment in the blink of the eyes, leaving him in a haze.

 

He could have stopped her in a flash, but he had seen what she had to go through because of their relationship and how she took the blame alone without letting him do anything about it. He didn’t want to hold her back, when she herself want to leave. So he felt that letting her go was the right thing to do.

 

 

But, instead of heading back home, she just climbed down the stairs and walked out of the main gate while he continued to sit there, processing everything that took place in the past few minutes.

 

 

 

Not that long after, his phone started ringing. “Hello, James?”

 

“Do you know what time it is now? Is she still there, Sooyoon? Why haven’t you sent her back yet?”

 

“She hasn’t come home yet? She left nearly an hour ago, James. Did you try calling her?”

 

“What? An hour ago? Hmmm. Yes, I tried calling her but she isn’t answering. Did you both get into fight or something?”

 

“Um, about that,” Sooyoon hesitated.

 

“Forget it. Any idea where she might have gone to?”

 

“I’m not really sure.” He started.

 

“Okay then, I gotta go look for her. So talk to you later.” James disconnected the call without waiting for any reply.

 

 

Sooyoon quickly wore his shoes and ran down the stairs, before encountering James near the gate. “What are you doing here?” James asked.

 

“I will help you look for her too.”

 

“So you guys really got into a fight?” James raised his eyebrows.

 

“Well, she broke up with me.”

 

“What?” James was surprised to hear that.

 

“You heard me.” Sooyoon sighed.

 

“Okay, okay. But if I find out that she broke up with you because you hurt her, then know that you will die in my hands.” Sooyoon nodded. “So do you have any idea where she might have gone to?”

 

“I’m not exactly sure but we can try.” He then told James about the places he thinks Joo Eun might have gone to. “Did you try contacting Jiwoong?”

 

“No, I didn’t. It didn’t strike me.”

 

Sooyoon took out phone and quickly called Jiwoong. But his expression didn’t change much when he spoke to him. “He has no idea either. He said he would let me know if he finds her. Anyway, let’s split up and search.” Sooyoon said as he got off the phone and so they both went in the opposite direction in search of Joo Eun.

 

 

 

Meanwhile,

 

When Joo Eun rushed out of Sooyoon’s apartment, she didn’t feel like going back home as her heart was feeling heavy. So she decided to take a stroll in the neighborhood and catch some fresh air to clear her mind.

 

As she kept walking, she just ended up at the neighborhood playground. She simply walked up to the empty swings and sat down, before getting lost in her thoughts.

 

Not long after, a figure happened to wal

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Guys, it's been nearly a month since my last note and I still haven't made an update. I'm really sorry about that. I had my surgery just last week and in recovery now. So I couldn't really sit and work on the next chapter yet. Hope you all can understand. I'm extremely sorry about the delay.

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fayrenz #1
Chapter 47: i teared up at the end ♡ i liked how this chapter had such positive progress, and there was no unnecessary drama from Sooyoon's parents, I always love to see such supportive family members, it really warms my heart ;;; and how Sooyoon proposed was really ♡ and Mijin being pregnant & Jiwoong haha, they really are so cute together! There's so much else, all the big and lil things, that I can't properly or possibly mention but have to say that this chapter was fulfilling to say the least! Although, I really hoped to see a bit more on James, like if not a full-fledged part about him but a little tidbit about how he'd going on about his life from here onwards... even Moon! I know that it could be kinda obvious and I also agree it is good enough to be left to the reader's imagination but what to do they are my faves here :P This is certainly not a complaint but just me pining about those two cuties lol



Anyways... moving on to our star couple... they really are precious! What really got me was the change in Joo Eun's nature/behavior... like a couple of chapters (?) back, she was really emotional and her thoughts and worries were so self-restrained, I really liked how the enlistment and the overall progression of their relationship from that previous point to here have brought her out of her self-restrained behavior, as in, although she was angry when Sooyoon was hugged by Hye Jin, but she didn't linger on it by thinking of Sooyoon's situation, part and fault in it. It was so subtly implied, I really liked how you just left that change flow into the plot itself instead of explaining it :3 Also, though all those parts about Sooyoon wanting to "escape" after the proposal, so funny xD But even in the jokes it's so apparent how much he loves Joo Eun, and how patient and understanding he is (actually both are of each other's competencies & flaws). They certainly match together so well, and what's the best part about it is that it wasn't this perfect when their relationship started out. You've shown them grow, commit mistakes and then learn from them and then become stronger, better for each other ♡



This really was such an amazing story! I understand how hard it is to be so invested in a story and the amount of effort that goes into making every chapter happen! I am really grateful that you put in such efforts and didn't give up on it despite of everything! I thoroughly enjoyed it-- each and every word ♡ Tysm for this beautiful story!!!!! and I look forward to the new stories you might have in your mind for us ♡♡♡
fayrenz #2
Chapter 46: Aw I am happy to see that they aren't apart for the entire of Sooyoon's time in the army. These meet ups are really important for their relationship and for themselves individually, I could feel how both of them were so anxious of being apart and meeting even for a bit reassured them so much. This chapter was really precious, from Joo Eun's friends and James coming over, Mijin and Jiwoong dating(how cutee) Joo learning how to cook thinking about Sooyoon and finally when they briefly met... It was lovely ❤️
fayrenz #3
Chapter 45: Yay! I am happy that Joo Eun got better. The whole part with Moon and James was so precious. I totally agree with James, no one is worth ruining your own life like this hehe. And the end in which both Joo Eun and Sooyoon are doing their best in their own ways while they wait for each other... awww ♡ Even though you say it was a filler, it was such an important chapter portraying how Joo Eun overcame the absence of Sooyoon and then deciding to proceed and do best with her life too. I enjoyed reading it! Tysm for the update ♡♡♡
fayrenz #4
Chapter 44: Joo Eun acted a bit selfish here, imo. But she's in pain and Moon and James will hopefully guide her and comfort her until Sooyoon is back. It was a nice chapter, cannot wait for more! ❤️❤️❤️
4dcutie20
#5
Chapter 43: TT TT TT TT thyre so cutee.....aww my hrtttt.... thy gotta wait fr 2 yrs..sigh... well its all for good i guess.... thank u for the update unnie ya!!!!!
fayrenz #6
Chapter 43: the bag of presents and the way Sooyoon professed his love ;;; ahh it was so sweet and precious ♡ it was so sad they had to part but I am also so glad that it wasn't on bad terms and they sorted everything out before his enlistment and are going to stay together. They seriously are so cute and even James ♡♡ I am excited for what happens next ^^ ♡
4dcutie20
#7
Chapter 42: kyaaaaaaaaaaa affter a longg timeeee....it feels so guud...awwww thyre united im so happy..grinning ear to ear.....good job unnie...cant wait for part 2!!!!!!
fayrenz #8
Chapter 42: Aww they are finally together! They are really so cute and James being a protective yet supportive brother ❤️ oooh cant wait for the trip ❤️❤️ tysm for the chapter ❤️❤️❤️
fayrenz #9
Chapter 41: oh dear, i really wonder what Sooyoon's reasons are! I hope it's just the enlisting and they get to talk over it and get together! i really crave them to be together and James is so cute he was barely able to hide it from Joo Eun all she needed was to read his voice when she asked him hahaha xx thank you for the update!! looking (patiently) forward to more :3
4dcutie20
#10
Chapter 41: awww did sooyoon rejected her coz he is enlisting???? ahhhh ...im emo...go grl run to meet him nd smack him fr being a stupid and say u willl wait him....sobs*
and........thaankkkks fr the update unnie ya~