Repenting

Pretending Not To Love
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No One’s POV:

 

The next morning, James was up a little earlier than usual and even prepared breakfast as he was still worried about his sister. When she later came out, she seemed like her usual self which took him by surprise.

 

In fact, she started smiling more than usual. Though most thought that she was being cheerful, Jiwoong knew her better. He even caught her lost in her thoughts many times.

 

When classes got over that evening, she told him that she’s heading home already instead of going over to the library which used to be almost daily routine.

 

She waved him goodbye and headed to the bus stop while he headed to the library instead. Just like he expected, he found Sooyoon at the usual secret spot where he and Joo Eun usually met.

 

Jiwoong stormed towards him and grabbed him by the collar before slamming him against the wall. The latter was slightly taken aback by the other males’ presence in there, “How did you –” he started but got cut off instead.

 

“What did I tell you about hurting her?”

 

“But she broke up with me, Jiwoong.”

 

“I don’t ing care. You let her take blame for something she had no clue of and do you have any idea how much hurt that caused her? You caused the break up. It was basically your fault. I already warned you how I wouldn’t hold back anymore if you ever hurt her. She deserves to be treated right.”

 

 

Meanwhile, one of Jiwoong’s underlings, who was aware of Jiwoong’s strength and anger, was worried about what he might end up doing to Sooyoon and what consequences that would bring after.

 

He quickly took off in the direction of the bus stop and luckily found Joo Eun just before she boarded the bus. “Noona!” he grabbed her wrist and stopped her from getting in.

 

“Shinho? What’s wrong?”

 

“Noona, Jiwoong hyung!” he panted heavily.

 

“What happened to Jiwoong?” she got slightly worried.

 

“Hyung is in the library with Prof. Kim,”

 

“Moon?” she interrupted.

 

“No, noona’s boyfriend.”

 

“What? With Sooyoon?”

 

“Aish, noona! You better hurry now if you don’t want either of them to get hurt.” He said, still panting while she quickly took off towards their college library.

 

When she reached there, luckily there was only a few audience. She pushed past them and saw Jiwoong holding Sooyoon’s collar while he was aiming a clenched fist at Sooyoon.

 

“Jiwoong-ah,” she rushed over and grabbed hold of his clenched fist. “What are you doing?” she glared at him while whispering, “Shhh, let go of his collar.” She patted his other hand while he stared at her for a moment before letting out a sigh and slowly letting go.

 

She pushed Jiwoong back a little to create some distance between the two males and took a glance at the small audience they were having before she turned towards Sooyoon “I’m sorry, Professor.” She bowed. “He didn’t mean to do it. Apologize now, Jiwoong.”

 

He glared at her upon hearing it, “but-”

 

“No buts. Apologize to the professor now. Quick.” She kicked him in the shin.

 

“Ouch!” he bent over a little and rubbed his shin while Joo Eun took this chance and made him give a bow.

 

“Once again I’m sorry for the trouble he caused, Professor. Please excuse his behavior just this once.” She bowed once again before turning towards Jiwoong, “Follow me!” she grabbed his hand and led him out of there while he turned towards Sooyoon and smirked, as he followed her out.

 

 

 

When they all came out to a quieter place, she let go off his hand and refused to even look at him in anger, even after he called out to her a few times. “What the hell was that all about?”

 

“Are you defending him even after the breakup?”

 

“Jiwoong-ah!” she sighed. “I’m not defending anyone here. Let’s think logically, okay? It’s not easy to stop caring about him overnight, especially when I’m still in love with him. Secondly, did you even think of the consequences of hitting him? He’s a professor for Pete’s sake! I don’t want you to get expelled because of me.”

 

He smiled at her sheepishly. “So how did you know I was there?”

 

Without realizing, Joo Eun eyes darted towards Shinho for a second which she quickly averted. However, Jiwoong caught sight of even that brief moment and now, glared at the boy sitting beside him who in turn was starting to crouch in fear.

 

Suddenly there was a smack on the back of Jiwoong’s head, “Stop glaring at him.” She scolded him while Shinho silently giggled, then she turned to the latter, “And why did you think Jiwoong would hurt him?”

 

Shinho’s eyes nervously shifted between Jiwoong and Joo Eun while he uttered nothing except “because,” a few times.

 

“Because he was probably scared the past might repeat.” Jiwoong sighed while she looked at him confused. “I nearly beat someone to death once when I was in the middle school. There was a gang fight and I unconsciously used my martial arts skill on an untrained person which nearly killed him.” He sighed while a silence ensued as she was shocked of the news and was not sure of how to react.

 

“But I realized my wrongdoings after that and have been regretting what I have done, every single day. I realized that day that I was turning into my father too and I hated it more than anything. I vowed to myself to never do anything like that ever again and I know that wouldn't change the fact that I'm worse than a filth.” Jiwoong had his head hung low and Joo Eun could see the remorse in his face.

 

She walked over to where he was seated and took him in a hug, "You were a young, foolish boy then. I know it shouldn't be usedas an excuse but you realized your mistake and you are repenting on it. You are mature now and you've been doing well till now. I know that you wouldn't repeat your mistake again. I believe in you." she s

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Guys, it's been nearly a month since my last note and I still haven't made an update. I'm really sorry about that. I had my surgery just last week and in recovery now. So I couldn't really sit and work on the next chapter yet. Hope you all can understand. I'm extremely sorry about the delay.

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fayrenz #1
Chapter 47: i teared up at the end ♡ i liked how this chapter had such positive progress, and there was no unnecessary drama from Sooyoon's parents, I always love to see such supportive family members, it really warms my heart ;;; and how Sooyoon proposed was really ♡ and Mijin being pregnant & Jiwoong haha, they really are so cute together! There's so much else, all the big and lil things, that I can't properly or possibly mention but have to say that this chapter was fulfilling to say the least! Although, I really hoped to see a bit more on James, like if not a full-fledged part about him but a little tidbit about how he'd going on about his life from here onwards... even Moon! I know that it could be kinda obvious and I also agree it is good enough to be left to the reader's imagination but what to do they are my faves here :P This is certainly not a complaint but just me pining about those two cuties lol



Anyways... moving on to our star couple... they really are precious! What really got me was the change in Joo Eun's nature/behavior... like a couple of chapters (?) back, she was really emotional and her thoughts and worries were so self-restrained, I really liked how the enlistment and the overall progression of their relationship from that previous point to here have brought her out of her self-restrained behavior, as in, although she was angry when Sooyoon was hugged by Hye Jin, but she didn't linger on it by thinking of Sooyoon's situation, part and fault in it. It was so subtly implied, I really liked how you just left that change flow into the plot itself instead of explaining it :3 Also, though all those parts about Sooyoon wanting to "escape" after the proposal, so funny xD But even in the jokes it's so apparent how much he loves Joo Eun, and how patient and understanding he is (actually both are of each other's competencies & flaws). They certainly match together so well, and what's the best part about it is that it wasn't this perfect when their relationship started out. You've shown them grow, commit mistakes and then learn from them and then become stronger, better for each other ♡



This really was such an amazing story! I understand how hard it is to be so invested in a story and the amount of effort that goes into making every chapter happen! I am really grateful that you put in such efforts and didn't give up on it despite of everything! I thoroughly enjoyed it-- each and every word ♡ Tysm for this beautiful story!!!!! and I look forward to the new stories you might have in your mind for us ♡♡♡
fayrenz #2
Chapter 46: Aw I am happy to see that they aren't apart for the entire of Sooyoon's time in the army. These meet ups are really important for their relationship and for themselves individually, I could feel how both of them were so anxious of being apart and meeting even for a bit reassured them so much. This chapter was really precious, from Joo Eun's friends and James coming over, Mijin and Jiwoong dating(how cutee) Joo learning how to cook thinking about Sooyoon and finally when they briefly met... It was lovely ❤️
fayrenz #3
Chapter 45: Yay! I am happy that Joo Eun got better. The whole part with Moon and James was so precious. I totally agree with James, no one is worth ruining your own life like this hehe. And the end in which both Joo Eun and Sooyoon are doing their best in their own ways while they wait for each other... awww ♡ Even though you say it was a filler, it was such an important chapter portraying how Joo Eun overcame the absence of Sooyoon and then deciding to proceed and do best with her life too. I enjoyed reading it! Tysm for the update ♡♡♡
fayrenz #4
Chapter 44: Joo Eun acted a bit selfish here, imo. But she's in pain and Moon and James will hopefully guide her and comfort her until Sooyoon is back. It was a nice chapter, cannot wait for more! ❤️❤️❤️
4dcutie20
#5
Chapter 43: TT TT TT TT thyre so cutee.....aww my hrtttt.... thy gotta wait fr 2 yrs..sigh... well its all for good i guess.... thank u for the update unnie ya!!!!!
fayrenz #6
Chapter 43: the bag of presents and the way Sooyoon professed his love ;;; ahh it was so sweet and precious ♡ it was so sad they had to part but I am also so glad that it wasn't on bad terms and they sorted everything out before his enlistment and are going to stay together. They seriously are so cute and even James ♡♡ I am excited for what happens next ^^ ♡
4dcutie20
#7
Chapter 42: kyaaaaaaaaaaa affter a longg timeeee....it feels so guud...awwww thyre united im so happy..grinning ear to ear.....good job unnie...cant wait for part 2!!!!!!
fayrenz #8
Chapter 42: Aww they are finally together! They are really so cute and James being a protective yet supportive brother ❤️ oooh cant wait for the trip ❤️❤️ tysm for the chapter ❤️❤️❤️
fayrenz #9
Chapter 41: oh dear, i really wonder what Sooyoon's reasons are! I hope it's just the enlisting and they get to talk over it and get together! i really crave them to be together and James is so cute he was barely able to hide it from Joo Eun all she needed was to read his voice when she asked him hahaha xx thank you for the update!! looking (patiently) forward to more :3
4dcutie20
#10
Chapter 41: awww did sooyoon rejected her coz he is enlisting???? ahhhh ...im emo...go grl run to meet him nd smack him fr being a stupid and say u willl wait him....sobs*
and........thaankkkks fr the update unnie ya~