Go For A Walk

Pretending Not To Love
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No One’s POV:

 

It’s been a few days since Joo Eun had asked out Jiwoong officially. Initially, the boy was too shocked that he couldn’t even understand the situation. However, when he did, he then couldn’t believe that it was really happening.

 

He wasn’t sure if he should be happy that he finally got the chance to prove himself or if he should be concerned of her since he could see that she was still in love with Sooyoon, even though she was doing her best to hide it from him.

 

But then he decided to just play along and soon, overwhelmed by his emotions, he kind of forgot that he was just playing along and let his feelings grow.

 

On the other hand, Joo Eun only had one thing in her mind. And to achieve that, she did everything she has to, even forgetting that she might be hurting another soul while doing so.

 

However, no matter what, he never crossed the line with her. The most he generally did was either hug or peck her cheeks and smooching was only done to deceive the crowd.

 

 

One day, when Joo Eun returned home after hanging out with Jiwoong, James wasn’t there. But it wasn’t an unusual for her since he stays back at the college to take care of some work.

 

The bell rang sometime later, and when she opened the door, she was surprised to see the unexpected visitor. “Dad?” she smiled widely, before wrapping her arms around him. “When did you come?”

 

“Just this afternoon, dear. And why do you look so thin? Don’t you eat properly?”

 

“Oh, c’mon dad! I’m healthy enough. So did you come alone?” she asked as she closed the door and took a seat on the couch beside him.

 

“No, I came with your mother. She’s still doing some shopping with James.”

 

The father and daughter duo spend the next few minutes chatting about this and that. Sometime later, they heard the door getting unlocked and James and their mother walked in. And very soon, Joo Eun was nowhere to be seen, only to reappear at the dinner table.

 

 

“Where will you both be sleeping?” Joo Eun asked, when it was time for them to head to bed.

 

“Your dad and I would be sleeping in James’ room.” Her mother said.

 

“Then James?” she asked, worried.

 

“We’re throwing him off to the streets,” Her mother laughed out loud, “he’s going over to Sooyoon’s place.” She replied with a smile.

 

James walked out of his room at that moment, “James, why don’t you sleep in my room? You know I’m comfortable with sleeping on the couch.” She said.

 

“It’s okay. You sleep comfortably. Sooyoon doesn’t have any problem in having me at his place.” James smiled and went back into his room, only to return a few minutes later with a bundle consisting of a spare blankets, pillow, etc.

 

She stared at her brother and then at her mother, who just patted her head before walking into James’ room. She quickly followed James out, “do you want me to help you with that?” she pointed to the bundles he was carrying.

 

“Why? So that you could meet Sooyoon?” he asked with a teasing tone.

 

“Are you serious? I’m not with him anymore, remember?”

 

“Then why? You know I could carry all this on my own. Also we have a lift.” He said, pressing the button for the lift.

 

“Well, I followed you to see if I can convince you to take on my offer of sleeping in my room,” she mumbled.

 

James shook his head with a smile and walked inside the lift, after gently patting her head. “Go to bed, Joo Eun. I’ll see you tomorrow.” The lift closed and she let out a sigh.

 

She hesitatingly walked back into her house and saw her mother getting ready for bed. “I thought you and Sooyoon were dating.”

 

“What made you think so?” Joo Eun questioned, instead of addressing the topic.

 

“I just felt that, the last time I was here. Too bad if you two aren’t dating. I would have loved to have a son-in-law like Sooyoon.” Her mother said.

 

“Mom!”

 

“What about Moon? He would make a good son-in-law too.” She said, jokingly.

 

“MOM!” Joo Eun shrieked.

 

“No more dating my friends!” James said as he walked into the house, while the two females gave him a questioning look, “What? I just came to take my phone. But seriously though, both of your stop getting all funny thoughts. And goodnight.” He wished them both before heading out again.

 

Joo Eun thought this was her chance to escape too. So she quickly her mom goodnight and rushed into her bedroom. A few minutes would have passed and she started hearing mild argument.

 

Though she couldn’t really hear what they were arguing about, just the thought of them arguing simply brought some unwanted childhood memories of hers.

 

She curled herself into a fetal position and covered herself with the blanket, hoping that would shield her from her memories. She had difficulty falling asleep for the next few hours but even after she fell asleep, it wasn’t a peaceful sleep.

 

An hour or two later, she woke up with a jolt after having experienced a nightmare and she couldn’t fall back asleep after that. After giving it much thoughts, she dialed up Jiwoong’s number, hoping he would be able to calm her down.

 

However, even talking to her dear friend couldn’t calm her down entirely. She really couldn’t blame him though as she didn’t speak out what was exactly bothering her. It was from a small trauma she experienced when she was small, whi

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Guys, it's been nearly a month since my last note and I still haven't made an update. I'm really sorry about that. I had my surgery just last week and in recovery now. So I couldn't really sit and work on the next chapter yet. Hope you all can understand. I'm extremely sorry about the delay.

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fayrenz #1
Chapter 47: i teared up at the end ♡ i liked how this chapter had such positive progress, and there was no unnecessary drama from Sooyoon's parents, I always love to see such supportive family members, it really warms my heart ;;; and how Sooyoon proposed was really ♡ and Mijin being pregnant & Jiwoong haha, they really are so cute together! There's so much else, all the big and lil things, that I can't properly or possibly mention but have to say that this chapter was fulfilling to say the least! Although, I really hoped to see a bit more on James, like if not a full-fledged part about him but a little tidbit about how he'd going on about his life from here onwards... even Moon! I know that it could be kinda obvious and I also agree it is good enough to be left to the reader's imagination but what to do they are my faves here :P This is certainly not a complaint but just me pining about those two cuties lol



Anyways... moving on to our star couple... they really are precious! What really got me was the change in Joo Eun's nature/behavior... like a couple of chapters (?) back, she was really emotional and her thoughts and worries were so self-restrained, I really liked how the enlistment and the overall progression of their relationship from that previous point to here have brought her out of her self-restrained behavior, as in, although she was angry when Sooyoon was hugged by Hye Jin, but she didn't linger on it by thinking of Sooyoon's situation, part and fault in it. It was so subtly implied, I really liked how you just left that change flow into the plot itself instead of explaining it :3 Also, though all those parts about Sooyoon wanting to "escape" after the proposal, so funny xD But even in the jokes it's so apparent how much he loves Joo Eun, and how patient and understanding he is (actually both are of each other's competencies & flaws). They certainly match together so well, and what's the best part about it is that it wasn't this perfect when their relationship started out. You've shown them grow, commit mistakes and then learn from them and then become stronger, better for each other ♡



This really was such an amazing story! I understand how hard it is to be so invested in a story and the amount of effort that goes into making every chapter happen! I am really grateful that you put in such efforts and didn't give up on it despite of everything! I thoroughly enjoyed it-- each and every word ♡ Tysm for this beautiful story!!!!! and I look forward to the new stories you might have in your mind for us ♡♡♡
fayrenz #2
Chapter 46: Aw I am happy to see that they aren't apart for the entire of Sooyoon's time in the army. These meet ups are really important for their relationship and for themselves individually, I could feel how both of them were so anxious of being apart and meeting even for a bit reassured them so much. This chapter was really precious, from Joo Eun's friends and James coming over, Mijin and Jiwoong dating(how cutee) Joo learning how to cook thinking about Sooyoon and finally when they briefly met... It was lovely ❤️
fayrenz #3
Chapter 45: Yay! I am happy that Joo Eun got better. The whole part with Moon and James was so precious. I totally agree with James, no one is worth ruining your own life like this hehe. And the end in which both Joo Eun and Sooyoon are doing their best in their own ways while they wait for each other... awww ♡ Even though you say it was a filler, it was such an important chapter portraying how Joo Eun overcame the absence of Sooyoon and then deciding to proceed and do best with her life too. I enjoyed reading it! Tysm for the update ♡♡♡
fayrenz #4
Chapter 44: Joo Eun acted a bit selfish here, imo. But she's in pain and Moon and James will hopefully guide her and comfort her until Sooyoon is back. It was a nice chapter, cannot wait for more! ❤️❤️❤️
4dcutie20
#5
Chapter 43: TT TT TT TT thyre so cutee.....aww my hrtttt.... thy gotta wait fr 2 yrs..sigh... well its all for good i guess.... thank u for the update unnie ya!!!!!
fayrenz #6
Chapter 43: the bag of presents and the way Sooyoon professed his love ;;; ahh it was so sweet and precious ♡ it was so sad they had to part but I am also so glad that it wasn't on bad terms and they sorted everything out before his enlistment and are going to stay together. They seriously are so cute and even James ♡♡ I am excited for what happens next ^^ ♡
4dcutie20
#7
Chapter 42: kyaaaaaaaaaaa affter a longg timeeee....it feels so guud...awwww thyre united im so happy..grinning ear to ear.....good job unnie...cant wait for part 2!!!!!!
fayrenz #8
Chapter 42: Aww they are finally together! They are really so cute and James being a protective yet supportive brother ❤️ oooh cant wait for the trip ❤️❤️ tysm for the chapter ❤️❤️❤️
fayrenz #9
Chapter 41: oh dear, i really wonder what Sooyoon's reasons are! I hope it's just the enlisting and they get to talk over it and get together! i really crave them to be together and James is so cute he was barely able to hide it from Joo Eun all she needed was to read his voice when she asked him hahaha xx thank you for the update!! looking (patiently) forward to more :3
4dcutie20
#10
Chapter 41: awww did sooyoon rejected her coz he is enlisting???? ahhhh ...im emo...go grl run to meet him nd smack him fr being a stupid and say u willl wait him....sobs*
and........thaankkkks fr the update unnie ya~