A Peek into Her Childhood

Pretending Not To Love
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No One’s POV:

 

After sending Jiwoong off, Joo Eun turned around and wrapped her arms around the handsome boy who stood there beside her while flashing her his adorable dimples.

 

She nuzzled her head into his chest, inhaling his sweet scent while he tightened his hold on her. “Shall we head in? It’s cold outside” he asked her a moment later, while she nodded and they both started walking towards her home, hand-in-hand.

 

Joo Eun knew her brother wouldn’t be home at this time on a Friday night, so she wasn’t bothered about letting Sooyoon in to her home. “Had your dinner?” she questioned as they removed their coats and hung them on the stand.

 

“Got held up with work,” he smiled at her sheepishly.

 

She shook her head, “Let me try to fix you something simple to eat.” She walked over to the kitchen while he followed suit.

 

A few minutes later, Joo Eun finished cooking some dinner with his help and they both grabbed a seat at the table. “Aren’t you eating?” he asked, as he noticed that the table was set only for one person.

 

“I ate something outside. So not hungry now.”

 

“I heard you ditched your classes today and so did Jiwoong. Were you both out the whole day?” He asked, trying his best not to sound jealous.

 

She let out a chuckle, “Yes, but Mijin unnie was there too. It was supposed to be a girl’s day out. But Jiwoong ended up tagging along and unnie tortured him to the core.”

 

 

Later, they both were just chilling in her room. She has just come out of shower a few moments ago. “You still have these?” he asked, pointing to the pair of drumsticks that he had supposedly lost, a year ago, which now lay along with her other souvenirs.

 

“Ah that?” she scratched the back of her neck awkwardly.

 

“Now that we are going out, tell me the truth. Didn’t you steal them on purpose that day?” he asked her teasingly, pulling her onto his chest while wrapping his arms around her and resting his chin on top of her head.

 

“Love at first sight? You wish! I was crushing on Moon then, remember?” she back.

 

“Moon!” his tone changed a little and she heard him let out a soft sigh while his hold loosened a bit too.

 

She held back her chuckle as she turned around in his hold and wrapped her arms around him. “Are you jealous?”

 

“Jealous? Me? Pfft. Why would I be?” he replied pretty quickly while she bit her lower lip as something in his tone brought her chuckles.

 

A few seconds of silence engulfed the two of them before he spoke once again, “Um, just to appease my curiosity, why didn’t you try hitting on Moon? I mean it does looks like he cares for you a lot. So why didn’t you?”

 

“Because he was off limits?” she paused for a moment, “I don’t know. He was just a crush but you’re my boyfriend now, aren’t you? So don’t worry. I don’t have feelings for him anymore.”

 

He let out a chuckle hearing that, “I’m not worrying, just wondering. So why is he off limits?”

 

“Why to think of that now? And you should get back home before my brother returns.”

 

He ignored her latter statement, “Aish! Is he that great to be off limits?” he muttered under his breath. Maybe his jealousy was really at work now, or maybe it was just his curiosity. Whatever it might be, he didn’t care at that moment. All he wanted was her answer.

 

Joo Eun finally let out her chuckle, not able to hold it in anymore. “Moon is a professor. Well, an Associate professor to be exact but still a professor nonetheless. And I’m a student. So of course he was off limits.” Something in her words struck him and his hands that were her back froze but she didn’t notice it. “And on a serious note, you should head back home Mr. Kim.”

 

But there was no response which was quite unusual especially for a situation when she had just called him Mr. Kim. “Sooyoon?” she loosened her hold and slowly moved back a little to stare up at him. “Kim Sooyoon?” she called out to him a little louder this time.

 

“Huh?” he snapped back to reality and looked down at her with a blank expression.

 

“Are you alright?” she asked him while he nodded. Though she wasn’t really convinced but decided to let it slide as he looked like he didn’t want to talk about it. “So how about heading home now?”

 

“Can’t I stay here tonight?” he bent his head down to match her height and asked with the most innocent smile he could muster while his hands rubbed her sides.

 

“Definitely not, especially not when your hands are acting like this.” She poked his dimples. “Now let me show you out,” she started pushing him gently on his back, leading him towards her room’s door.

 

However, just when she was about to open her door and push him out to the living room, they heard the front door open and a mild ‘I’m home,’ could be heard.

 

“Damn! My brother’s home.” She let out a sigh and stopped pushing him out while he laughed, covering his mouth. “Don’t you dare laugh!” she glared at him but of course it had no effect on him.

 

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Guys, it's been nearly a month since my last note and I still haven't made an update. I'm really sorry about that. I had my surgery just last week and in recovery now. So I couldn't really sit and work on the next chapter yet. Hope you all can understand. I'm extremely sorry about the delay.

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fayrenz #1
Chapter 47: i teared up at the end ♡ i liked how this chapter had such positive progress, and there was no unnecessary drama from Sooyoon's parents, I always love to see such supportive family members, it really warms my heart ;;; and how Sooyoon proposed was really ♡ and Mijin being pregnant & Jiwoong haha, they really are so cute together! There's so much else, all the big and lil things, that I can't properly or possibly mention but have to say that this chapter was fulfilling to say the least! Although, I really hoped to see a bit more on James, like if not a full-fledged part about him but a little tidbit about how he'd going on about his life from here onwards... even Moon! I know that it could be kinda obvious and I also agree it is good enough to be left to the reader's imagination but what to do they are my faves here :P This is certainly not a complaint but just me pining about those two cuties lol



Anyways... moving on to our star couple... they really are precious! What really got me was the change in Joo Eun's nature/behavior... like a couple of chapters (?) back, she was really emotional and her thoughts and worries were so self-restrained, I really liked how the enlistment and the overall progression of their relationship from that previous point to here have brought her out of her self-restrained behavior, as in, although she was angry when Sooyoon was hugged by Hye Jin, but she didn't linger on it by thinking of Sooyoon's situation, part and fault in it. It was so subtly implied, I really liked how you just left that change flow into the plot itself instead of explaining it :3 Also, though all those parts about Sooyoon wanting to "escape" after the proposal, so funny xD But even in the jokes it's so apparent how much he loves Joo Eun, and how patient and understanding he is (actually both are of each other's competencies & flaws). They certainly match together so well, and what's the best part about it is that it wasn't this perfect when their relationship started out. You've shown them grow, commit mistakes and then learn from them and then become stronger, better for each other ♡



This really was such an amazing story! I understand how hard it is to be so invested in a story and the amount of effort that goes into making every chapter happen! I am really grateful that you put in such efforts and didn't give up on it despite of everything! I thoroughly enjoyed it-- each and every word ♡ Tysm for this beautiful story!!!!! and I look forward to the new stories you might have in your mind for us ♡♡♡
fayrenz #2
Chapter 46: Aw I am happy to see that they aren't apart for the entire of Sooyoon's time in the army. These meet ups are really important for their relationship and for themselves individually, I could feel how both of them were so anxious of being apart and meeting even for a bit reassured them so much. This chapter was really precious, from Joo Eun's friends and James coming over, Mijin and Jiwoong dating(how cutee) Joo learning how to cook thinking about Sooyoon and finally when they briefly met... It was lovely ❤️
fayrenz #3
Chapter 45: Yay! I am happy that Joo Eun got better. The whole part with Moon and James was so precious. I totally agree with James, no one is worth ruining your own life like this hehe. And the end in which both Joo Eun and Sooyoon are doing their best in their own ways while they wait for each other... awww ♡ Even though you say it was a filler, it was such an important chapter portraying how Joo Eun overcame the absence of Sooyoon and then deciding to proceed and do best with her life too. I enjoyed reading it! Tysm for the update ♡♡♡
fayrenz #4
Chapter 44: Joo Eun acted a bit selfish here, imo. But she's in pain and Moon and James will hopefully guide her and comfort her until Sooyoon is back. It was a nice chapter, cannot wait for more! ❤️❤️❤️
4dcutie20
#5
Chapter 43: TT TT TT TT thyre so cutee.....aww my hrtttt.... thy gotta wait fr 2 yrs..sigh... well its all for good i guess.... thank u for the update unnie ya!!!!!
fayrenz #6
Chapter 43: the bag of presents and the way Sooyoon professed his love ;;; ahh it was so sweet and precious ♡ it was so sad they had to part but I am also so glad that it wasn't on bad terms and they sorted everything out before his enlistment and are going to stay together. They seriously are so cute and even James ♡♡ I am excited for what happens next ^^ ♡
4dcutie20
#7
Chapter 42: kyaaaaaaaaaaa affter a longg timeeee....it feels so guud...awwww thyre united im so happy..grinning ear to ear.....good job unnie...cant wait for part 2!!!!!!
fayrenz #8
Chapter 42: Aww they are finally together! They are really so cute and James being a protective yet supportive brother ❤️ oooh cant wait for the trip ❤️❤️ tysm for the chapter ❤️❤️❤️
fayrenz #9
Chapter 41: oh dear, i really wonder what Sooyoon's reasons are! I hope it's just the enlisting and they get to talk over it and get together! i really crave them to be together and James is so cute he was barely able to hide it from Joo Eun all she needed was to read his voice when she asked him hahaha xx thank you for the update!! looking (patiently) forward to more :3
4dcutie20
#10
Chapter 41: awww did sooyoon rejected her coz he is enlisting???? ahhhh ...im emo...go grl run to meet him nd smack him fr being a stupid and say u willl wait him....sobs*
and........thaankkkks fr the update unnie ya~