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Pretending Not To Love
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No One’s POV:

 

After Joo Eun asked out Sooyoon for a second chance, she kind of rushed away from there without giving him any chance to answer her then and there as she was kind of afraid of what his reply might be.

 

When she reached her friends, Jiwoong asked, “So how did it go?”

 

“Well, I asked him out.” She replied.

 

“And then?” Mijin asked impatiently.

 

“And then I ran away.” She smiled at them sheepishly.

 

“What? WHY?” the two of them shouted at her.

 

“I don’t know. I was just scared of the outcome. Not yet ready to take the rejection I guess.” She shrugged as if it was nothing.

 

The two just shook their heads at her before leading her away to celebrate their graduation. They partied out for some time but soon got bored and decided to head over to Joo Eun’s home as her mom has invited them over for dinner.

 

 

A few days passed by, and whenever she happened to come across Sooyoon, she turned the other way and ran away from there. She called it her instinct.

 

“Joo, when are you going to listen to his answer?” Mijin asked.

 

“Mijin unnie, can’t I just go on without listening to him and act like nothing happened?” Mijin looked at her with raised eyebrow. “I’ve this gut feeling that he’s not going to give a positive reply.”

 

“Oh dear! What did we say? You should be ready to accept the rejection too. You know you cannot force someone to have feelings for you when they don’t want to.”

 

“I know,” Joo Eun sighed. “It’s just that I need some more time to prepare myself to listen to him and accept his rejection without turning into an emotional mess.”

 

“But why do you think he’s going to reject you before listening to what he has to say?”

 

“It’s just my gut feeling, unnie.”

 

 

One weekend, when she was spending time at home, the doorbell suddenly rang. “Joo Eun-ah, could you get the door for me?” her mother called out from the kitchen.

 

“Sure ma,” she replied and went to open the door, only to stand frozen soon after. “Sooyoon-ah, what are you doing here?” she looked at him wide-eyed. “Did you come for James? He isn’t here.” She tried escaping.

 

“I came for you, Eunnie-ah.” He stopped her by the wrist. “Are you free now? Can we go out and have a talk?”

 

“Now? I don’t think I can. Got some things to do. Mom is here,” She came up with excuses.

 

“Then I’ll talk here itself,” he was about to walk in but she quickly stopped him.

 

“Joo Eun-ah, who was at the door?” he mom called out.

 

“Give me a few minutes. I’ll quickly get ready and come with you.” Then she shouted to her mom, “Ma, Sooyoon is here for me. I’ll get changed quickly and head out with him for a while.”

 

She quickly got dressed and walked out to see her mother and Sooyoon having a chat on the couch. “Ma, what are you talking with him about?”

 

“Nothing. It’s a secret.”  Her mother smirked while she shook her head.

 

“Shall we go?” she asked Sooyoon while he politely excused himself from her mother and accompanied her out.

 

They walked quietly until they both reached a tent bar. “Do you mind if we have a drink here? Or should we go somewhere fancy?”

 

She let out a chuckle, “I’m okay with here. Come on, let’s grab a table before it gets full,” she grabbed his wrist and led him into the tent.

 

They both sat down at a table and placed the order with a few bottles of drinks. And they sat ate the dishes and took a few shots, they both remained silent.

 

Joo Eun didn’t want to bring up anything as she was still afraid of hearing the answer to her asking him out while he was silently drinking his shots.

 

After observing him silently taking shots after shots for a few minutes, Joo Eun finally grabbed his hand and stopped him from drinking anymore. “Sooyoon-ah, is everything okay? Why are you being like this?”

 

Without replying anything, he simply let go of the shot glass that Joo Eun was holding onto and just stared at his now empty hand. Something struck her when he wasn’t responding to her for quite a few times.

 

“Has this got something to do with me asking you out?” she asked, taking hold of his hand while he slowly wriggled out and took a few more shots. “KIM SOOYOON! If this is your way of rejecting me, then please stop. I get the message.”

 

She let go of his hand and grabbed her shot glass before pouring and gulping down a few shots while he looked at her, feeling sorry. He reached out and stopped her from drinking any further. “I’m sorry,” he whispered.

 

“What are you sorry about?” he looked pained, hearing her tone while she let out a sigh seeing that. “Sooyoon-ah, stop treating me like a child or an immature brat. I’m matured enough to understand that feelings change. Can’t you just reject me to my face?”

 

“You don’t understand. And I was only trying to not cause you much hurt.” Then he started babbling which was starting to attract the other customer’s attention.

 

“Sooyoon-ah, you’re drunk. Let’s go home.” She grabbed hold of him and forced him get up, then left the tent after paying for the drinks they had.

 

Since they weren’t that far from their house, she decided to walk back home. Sooyoon wriggled out of her hold and said, “I’m fine. I can walk on my own.”

 

She shrugged and let him do so but just a f

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Guys, it's been nearly a month since my last note and I still haven't made an update. I'm really sorry about that. I had my surgery just last week and in recovery now. So I couldn't really sit and work on the next chapter yet. Hope you all can understand. I'm extremely sorry about the delay.

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fayrenz #1
Chapter 47: i teared up at the end ♡ i liked how this chapter had such positive progress, and there was no unnecessary drama from Sooyoon's parents, I always love to see such supportive family members, it really warms my heart ;;; and how Sooyoon proposed was really ♡ and Mijin being pregnant & Jiwoong haha, they really are so cute together! There's so much else, all the big and lil things, that I can't properly or possibly mention but have to say that this chapter was fulfilling to say the least! Although, I really hoped to see a bit more on James, like if not a full-fledged part about him but a little tidbit about how he'd going on about his life from here onwards... even Moon! I know that it could be kinda obvious and I also agree it is good enough to be left to the reader's imagination but what to do they are my faves here :P This is certainly not a complaint but just me pining about those two cuties lol



Anyways... moving on to our star couple... they really are precious! What really got me was the change in Joo Eun's nature/behavior... like a couple of chapters (?) back, she was really emotional and her thoughts and worries were so self-restrained, I really liked how the enlistment and the overall progression of their relationship from that previous point to here have brought her out of her self-restrained behavior, as in, although she was angry when Sooyoon was hugged by Hye Jin, but she didn't linger on it by thinking of Sooyoon's situation, part and fault in it. It was so subtly implied, I really liked how you just left that change flow into the plot itself instead of explaining it :3 Also, though all those parts about Sooyoon wanting to "escape" after the proposal, so funny xD But even in the jokes it's so apparent how much he loves Joo Eun, and how patient and understanding he is (actually both are of each other's competencies & flaws). They certainly match together so well, and what's the best part about it is that it wasn't this perfect when their relationship started out. You've shown them grow, commit mistakes and then learn from them and then become stronger, better for each other ♡



This really was such an amazing story! I understand how hard it is to be so invested in a story and the amount of effort that goes into making every chapter happen! I am really grateful that you put in such efforts and didn't give up on it despite of everything! I thoroughly enjoyed it-- each and every word ♡ Tysm for this beautiful story!!!!! and I look forward to the new stories you might have in your mind for us ♡♡♡
fayrenz #2
Chapter 46: Aw I am happy to see that they aren't apart for the entire of Sooyoon's time in the army. These meet ups are really important for their relationship and for themselves individually, I could feel how both of them were so anxious of being apart and meeting even for a bit reassured them so much. This chapter was really precious, from Joo Eun's friends and James coming over, Mijin and Jiwoong dating(how cutee) Joo learning how to cook thinking about Sooyoon and finally when they briefly met... It was lovely ❤️
fayrenz #3
Chapter 45: Yay! I am happy that Joo Eun got better. The whole part with Moon and James was so precious. I totally agree with James, no one is worth ruining your own life like this hehe. And the end in which both Joo Eun and Sooyoon are doing their best in their own ways while they wait for each other... awww ♡ Even though you say it was a filler, it was such an important chapter portraying how Joo Eun overcame the absence of Sooyoon and then deciding to proceed and do best with her life too. I enjoyed reading it! Tysm for the update ♡♡♡
fayrenz #4
Chapter 44: Joo Eun acted a bit selfish here, imo. But she's in pain and Moon and James will hopefully guide her and comfort her until Sooyoon is back. It was a nice chapter, cannot wait for more! ❤️❤️❤️
4dcutie20
#5
Chapter 43: TT TT TT TT thyre so cutee.....aww my hrtttt.... thy gotta wait fr 2 yrs..sigh... well its all for good i guess.... thank u for the update unnie ya!!!!!
fayrenz #6
Chapter 43: the bag of presents and the way Sooyoon professed his love ;;; ahh it was so sweet and precious ♡ it was so sad they had to part but I am also so glad that it wasn't on bad terms and they sorted everything out before his enlistment and are going to stay together. They seriously are so cute and even James ♡♡ I am excited for what happens next ^^ ♡
4dcutie20
#7
Chapter 42: kyaaaaaaaaaaa affter a longg timeeee....it feels so guud...awwww thyre united im so happy..grinning ear to ear.....good job unnie...cant wait for part 2!!!!!!
fayrenz #8
Chapter 42: Aww they are finally together! They are really so cute and James being a protective yet supportive brother ❤️ oooh cant wait for the trip ❤️❤️ tysm for the chapter ❤️❤️❤️
fayrenz #9
Chapter 41: oh dear, i really wonder what Sooyoon's reasons are! I hope it's just the enlisting and they get to talk over it and get together! i really crave them to be together and James is so cute he was barely able to hide it from Joo Eun all she needed was to read his voice when she asked him hahaha xx thank you for the update!! looking (patiently) forward to more :3
4dcutie20
#10
Chapter 41: awww did sooyoon rejected her coz he is enlisting???? ahhhh ...im emo...go grl run to meet him nd smack him fr being a stupid and say u willl wait him....sobs*
and........thaankkkks fr the update unnie ya~