Enlistment - Part 1

Pretending Not To Love
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No One’s POV:

 

Ever since Joo Eun heard that Sooyoon was enlisting soon, she couldn’t help but wonder about all the possibilities around his rejection. Though she didn’t want to, she still held onto some hope and she was prepared to accept the truth however it is, even if it was unfavorable to her.

 

A few nights after she found out the news, she decided to just show up at his door, even though it was quite past midnight. She just put on her sneakers and rushed out of her house, and stood in front of Sooyoon’s apartment but started having second thoughts.

 

She sat down near the door for a few minutes before fixing her thoughts again. She stood up a moment later and rang the bell, suddenly feeling super nervous. The door opened a moment later and there stood a very surprised Sooyoon.

 

She immediately chickened out and turned around to run away from there when he called out her name and she stood frozen for a moment. “Is everything alright?” he asked her, worried at seeing her at his door at this time.

 

She slowly turned around and looked up at him. “Yeah, it is.” Then the two of them remained quiet, just staring at each other.

 

“Do you want to come in?” he asked a moment later.

 

“Can I?” she asked back, surprised.

 

He simply moved to the side and gave way for her to get in and a second of hesitation later, she walked in. In the living room, just in front of the TV, she saw a few cans of beer on the floor and sat down beside it.

 

“Joo Eun-ah, why are you sitting on the floor?” he sounded surprised.

 

“You were sitting down here before I came over, didn’t you?” he nodded, “I’m okay with sitting on the floor too. Come and sit down.”

 

He sat down on the floor, opposite her, with the cans of beer in between them. He grabbed one and offered it to her, before grabbing one for himself and the two continued to sit in silence once again, simply taking sips from their cans.

 

“Kim Sooyoon, would you give me some honest, straight-forward answers to my questions?” she suddenly asked.

 

Sooyoon who was about to pull open the tab of the second beer can, stopped midway, “Hmm, I’ll do my best.”

 

“Best my foot,” she mumbled under her breath while he let out a soft chuckle, “Anyway, let me get started.” She said and took a deep breath, “So Sooyoon-ah, do you happen to have feelings for some other girl?” he just looked at her with wide-eyes.

 

She let out a sigh, “did I come off too strong in the beginning itself? Then let me start again with a slightly simple one. Do you like Hye Jin again?” she asked him, silently hoping for a negative reply.

 

“What?” he chuckled, “No, I don’t. Hye Jin is just a friend.”

 

She sighed in relief, “then do you like anyone else?” he remained quiet while she quickly emptied the remaining content in her first can and once again silence engulfed them.

 

“Sooyoon-ah!” she finally broke the silence after what felt like an eternity to them. Sooyoon looked up at her, “Am I bothering you with my presence?”

 

“No, of course not.” He rejected immediately.

 

“I heard you’re enlisting soon?”

 

“How did you know?” he looked at her, surprised.

 

“I have my ways.” She shrugged. “Sooyoon-ah, can I ask you another serious question?” he nodded, “but please be honest with me.” She begged him with her eyes while he nodded again, “Is that why you rejected me?” he remained silent, “Or maybe you really like someone else?”

 

He avoided eye contact with her and simply stared at the beer can in his hand instead. “I get it and I think I overstayed my welcome. Thanks for entertaining my stupid questions. I’ll get going then,” she stood up to leave but he grabbed her by her wrist instead.

 

“Stay,” he whispered that she almost didn’t hear. “I said stay,” he said again a little more loudly this time while she hesitatingly sat down.

 

“But I don’t want to trouble you anymore,” she said. “I wish we could at least remain as a good friend.”

 

“Eunnie-ah, you know you’re always welcome here, don’t you? And also, you aren’t troubling me. I’m actually glad that you came over.” He was still holding onto her hand.

 

“Then tell me Sooyoon, do you still like me?” she asked while he once again looked like he was holding back something. “Kim Sooyoon! Do you? It’s okay even if you don’t. Please just be honest. That’s all I ask of you.”

 

“I do,” he whispered, still not looking at her.

 

“What?” she asked.

 

“I said I still like you.” He finally looked up at her, only to see her flashing him a soft smile.

 

“Then why did you reject me?” he opened his mouth but she stopped him, “now don’t tell me it’s because of your enlistment.” She gave him a look.

 

“Eunnie-ah, I’m enlisting.” He said it like it’s a new piece of information.

 

“So?” she raised her eyebrows.

 

“I’ll be gone for 2 years. How can I ask you to wait for me?”

 

“Why not?” she was starting to lose patience.

 

“How can I? Almost as soon as we get into a relationship, I’d be gone for 2 years and it will not be fair for you.”

 

“You’ll also be waiting for me in those 2 years, won’t you? Then how is it unfair?”

 

“Yeah, but still,” he mumbled.

 

Instead of listening to anymore of his excuses, she leaned in and kissed him. “Do you still want to talk about being upright and what not?” she asked him with a smirk while he sat still taken aback by the sudden kiss. “Can you?” she leaned closer once again but as slow as she could to and stopped just mere inches away from kissing him.

 

Both of them could feel each other’s breath on their faces. Sooyoon closed his eyes and took a deep breath. But soon he muttered, “Screw this!” and then inched closer and locked lips with her.

 

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Guys, it's been nearly a month since my last note and I still haven't made an update. I'm really sorry about that. I had my surgery just last week and in recovery now. So I couldn't really sit and work on the next chapter yet. Hope you all can understand. I'm extremely sorry about the delay.

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fayrenz #1
Chapter 47: i teared up at the end ♡ i liked how this chapter had such positive progress, and there was no unnecessary drama from Sooyoon's parents, I always love to see such supportive family members, it really warms my heart ;;; and how Sooyoon proposed was really ♡ and Mijin being pregnant & Jiwoong haha, they really are so cute together! There's so much else, all the big and lil things, that I can't properly or possibly mention but have to say that this chapter was fulfilling to say the least! Although, I really hoped to see a bit more on James, like if not a full-fledged part about him but a little tidbit about how he'd going on about his life from here onwards... even Moon! I know that it could be kinda obvious and I also agree it is good enough to be left to the reader's imagination but what to do they are my faves here :P This is certainly not a complaint but just me pining about those two cuties lol



Anyways... moving on to our star couple... they really are precious! What really got me was the change in Joo Eun's nature/behavior... like a couple of chapters (?) back, she was really emotional and her thoughts and worries were so self-restrained, I really liked how the enlistment and the overall progression of their relationship from that previous point to here have brought her out of her self-restrained behavior, as in, although she was angry when Sooyoon was hugged by Hye Jin, but she didn't linger on it by thinking of Sooyoon's situation, part and fault in it. It was so subtly implied, I really liked how you just left that change flow into the plot itself instead of explaining it :3 Also, though all those parts about Sooyoon wanting to "escape" after the proposal, so funny xD But even in the jokes it's so apparent how much he loves Joo Eun, and how patient and understanding he is (actually both are of each other's competencies & flaws). They certainly match together so well, and what's the best part about it is that it wasn't this perfect when their relationship started out. You've shown them grow, commit mistakes and then learn from them and then become stronger, better for each other ♡



This really was such an amazing story! I understand how hard it is to be so invested in a story and the amount of effort that goes into making every chapter happen! I am really grateful that you put in such efforts and didn't give up on it despite of everything! I thoroughly enjoyed it-- each and every word ♡ Tysm for this beautiful story!!!!! and I look forward to the new stories you might have in your mind for us ♡♡♡
fayrenz #2
Chapter 46: Aw I am happy to see that they aren't apart for the entire of Sooyoon's time in the army. These meet ups are really important for their relationship and for themselves individually, I could feel how both of them were so anxious of being apart and meeting even for a bit reassured them so much. This chapter was really precious, from Joo Eun's friends and James coming over, Mijin and Jiwoong dating(how cutee) Joo learning how to cook thinking about Sooyoon and finally when they briefly met... It was lovely ❤️
fayrenz #3
Chapter 45: Yay! I am happy that Joo Eun got better. The whole part with Moon and James was so precious. I totally agree with James, no one is worth ruining your own life like this hehe. And the end in which both Joo Eun and Sooyoon are doing their best in their own ways while they wait for each other... awww ♡ Even though you say it was a filler, it was such an important chapter portraying how Joo Eun overcame the absence of Sooyoon and then deciding to proceed and do best with her life too. I enjoyed reading it! Tysm for the update ♡♡♡
fayrenz #4
Chapter 44: Joo Eun acted a bit selfish here, imo. But she's in pain and Moon and James will hopefully guide her and comfort her until Sooyoon is back. It was a nice chapter, cannot wait for more! ❤️❤️❤️
4dcutie20
#5
Chapter 43: TT TT TT TT thyre so cutee.....aww my hrtttt.... thy gotta wait fr 2 yrs..sigh... well its all for good i guess.... thank u for the update unnie ya!!!!!
fayrenz #6
Chapter 43: the bag of presents and the way Sooyoon professed his love ;;; ahh it was so sweet and precious ♡ it was so sad they had to part but I am also so glad that it wasn't on bad terms and they sorted everything out before his enlistment and are going to stay together. They seriously are so cute and even James ♡♡ I am excited for what happens next ^^ ♡
4dcutie20
#7
Chapter 42: kyaaaaaaaaaaa affter a longg timeeee....it feels so guud...awwww thyre united im so happy..grinning ear to ear.....good job unnie...cant wait for part 2!!!!!!
fayrenz #8
Chapter 42: Aww they are finally together! They are really so cute and James being a protective yet supportive brother ❤️ oooh cant wait for the trip ❤️❤️ tysm for the chapter ❤️❤️❤️
fayrenz #9
Chapter 41: oh dear, i really wonder what Sooyoon's reasons are! I hope it's just the enlisting and they get to talk over it and get together! i really crave them to be together and James is so cute he was barely able to hide it from Joo Eun all she needed was to read his voice when she asked him hahaha xx thank you for the update!! looking (patiently) forward to more :3
4dcutie20
#10
Chapter 41: awww did sooyoon rejected her coz he is enlisting???? ahhhh ...im emo...go grl run to meet him nd smack him fr being a stupid and say u willl wait him....sobs*
and........thaankkkks fr the update unnie ya~