Bonds Mended

Pretending Not To Love
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No One’s POV:

 

James and Joo Eun went for a long, silent walk, neither of them ready to break the silence. Soon, they were close to a hiking path and since it was already dark, there were not many people around.

 

She gently grabbed his wrist, “I can’t walk anymore,” she said softly.

 

James let out a small smile, hearing that. “Let’s take rest then.” He said and took a seat at a nearby stone bench, while she followed suit and both remained quiet.

 

Joo Eun was actually lost in thoughts while James, silently observed her. She did look much better now, which made him wonder why she got so disturbed earlier by their parent’s argument, especially when it was nothing serious.

 

A few minutes later, Joo Eun broke the silence. “Aren’t you going to ask why I was like that earlier?”

 

“You’d have told me already if you had wanted me to know. I figured it was not nice of me to ask things, when you don’t want me to.” He said, softly shrugging his shoulders.

 

“Why do you care about me like this?” she mumbled, softly.

 

“You’re my sister, J. of course, I would care for you. Why? Shouldn’t I?” he asked, a little hurt in his voice near the end.

 

“But don’t you hate me?”

 

“What? Why would you think like that?” he let out a laugh, but seeing that she didn’t laugh along, “You were being serious with that question.” He let out a sigh. “Why would I hate you?” he turned to look at her.

 

“Isn’t that why you didn’t want others to know that I’m your sister?”

 

“Joo Eun, I thought it was what you wanted. Now tell me, why did you think I hated you?”

 

“Um, maybe because that was the last thing you said to me before we drifted apart?” she softly mumbled, looking down at her lap while her eyes starting to glaze with tears.

 

It took James awhile to understand what she said and when he did catch up, his eyes widened. “Did I?” he tried thinking about the time they both were still good with each other. “Oh My! Joo Eun, don’t tell me you took that to your heart.” He said, remembering what she was talking about.

 

“J, it was a long time ago. We both were too young and I agree that I’ve done some stupid things then. But you should know that I really didn’t mean it.” He continued.

 

“But you never spoke to me afterwards. What do you want me to think?” she said, tears clearly rolling down her cheeks.

 

James ran his hand through his hair in frustration, “Joo Eun-ah, I’m really sorry. I was angry that our parents were always fighting and I even heard them considering divorce back then. And my stupid, young mind thought it was because of you. So I said all those things to you, without realizing it would hurt you this much.”

 

Seeing how she hasn’t reacted in any way, he slowly reached out for her hand and held it, “I’m sorry. I really am. I didn’t talk to you after that because I was embarrassed of how I behaved.” He continued, before wrapping his arms around her and that was her breaking point.

 

“I didn’t know how to correct my actions. But later thought you were embarrassed of me. That’s why I never even told my best friends, who my sister was.” She started crying out loud in his arms while he gently rubbed her back while uttering awkward ‘Sorry’ all along.

 

After she calmed down a little, she hugged James tightly. “I love you, James.”

 

“I love you too, J.” he said, letting her rest her head on his chest. “I always have. You are my little sister and you’ll always be.” He patted her back until she slowly let go a moment later and even after, he wrapped one of his arms around her shoulder. “Um, Joo Eun? About earlier,” he started hesitatingly, unsure of how she would react. “Was it because of our parents?”

 

She briefly glanced at him, “I was scared, James. It takes me back to those days where they used to fight a lot. I know this would sound ridiculous to you. But, seeing them fight, makes me fear that I would lose you all again.”

 

He sighed, understanding where she got those thoughts from. At one point in their childhood, their parent’s fights got out of hand and as a consequence, they left her back at the orphanage for some time, even though they didn’t officially give up the adoption.

 

Then their grandmother convinced their parents to bring her back. As if that wasn’t enough, she grew up with their grandmother for a few years while their parents moved back to U.S. with him.

 

“I’m sorry, J. I don’t know why our parents did that then. But they still love you.”

 

“I know, I love them too. But I cannot stop those thoughts whenever I see them argue, even when it’s about silly things.”

 

“I promise I won’t ever leave you like that again.” He said, holding out his pinky like they did in their childhood days while she stared at him for a second before she slowly smiled and linking her pinky with his.

 

 

 

Days passed by, where James and Joo Eun’s relationship improved on a huge scale. They both hung out quite a lot and in case their parents got into yet another silly arguments, James was almost always there for her.

 

Meanwhile, Jiwoong was also happ

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Guys, it's been nearly a month since my last note and I still haven't made an update. I'm really sorry about that. I had my surgery just last week and in recovery now. So I couldn't really sit and work on the next chapter yet. Hope you all can understand. I'm extremely sorry about the delay.

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fayrenz #1
Chapter 47: i teared up at the end ♡ i liked how this chapter had such positive progress, and there was no unnecessary drama from Sooyoon's parents, I always love to see such supportive family members, it really warms my heart ;;; and how Sooyoon proposed was really ♡ and Mijin being pregnant & Jiwoong haha, they really are so cute together! There's so much else, all the big and lil things, that I can't properly or possibly mention but have to say that this chapter was fulfilling to say the least! Although, I really hoped to see a bit more on James, like if not a full-fledged part about him but a little tidbit about how he'd going on about his life from here onwards... even Moon! I know that it could be kinda obvious and I also agree it is good enough to be left to the reader's imagination but what to do they are my faves here :P This is certainly not a complaint but just me pining about those two cuties lol



Anyways... moving on to our star couple... they really are precious! What really got me was the change in Joo Eun's nature/behavior... like a couple of chapters (?) back, she was really emotional and her thoughts and worries were so self-restrained, I really liked how the enlistment and the overall progression of their relationship from that previous point to here have brought her out of her self-restrained behavior, as in, although she was angry when Sooyoon was hugged by Hye Jin, but she didn't linger on it by thinking of Sooyoon's situation, part and fault in it. It was so subtly implied, I really liked how you just left that change flow into the plot itself instead of explaining it :3 Also, though all those parts about Sooyoon wanting to "escape" after the proposal, so funny xD But even in the jokes it's so apparent how much he loves Joo Eun, and how patient and understanding he is (actually both are of each other's competencies & flaws). They certainly match together so well, and what's the best part about it is that it wasn't this perfect when their relationship started out. You've shown them grow, commit mistakes and then learn from them and then become stronger, better for each other ♡



This really was such an amazing story! I understand how hard it is to be so invested in a story and the amount of effort that goes into making every chapter happen! I am really grateful that you put in such efforts and didn't give up on it despite of everything! I thoroughly enjoyed it-- each and every word ♡ Tysm for this beautiful story!!!!! and I look forward to the new stories you might have in your mind for us ♡♡♡
fayrenz #2
Chapter 46: Aw I am happy to see that they aren't apart for the entire of Sooyoon's time in the army. These meet ups are really important for their relationship and for themselves individually, I could feel how both of them were so anxious of being apart and meeting even for a bit reassured them so much. This chapter was really precious, from Joo Eun's friends and James coming over, Mijin and Jiwoong dating(how cutee) Joo learning how to cook thinking about Sooyoon and finally when they briefly met... It was lovely ❤️
fayrenz #3
Chapter 45: Yay! I am happy that Joo Eun got better. The whole part with Moon and James was so precious. I totally agree with James, no one is worth ruining your own life like this hehe. And the end in which both Joo Eun and Sooyoon are doing their best in their own ways while they wait for each other... awww ♡ Even though you say it was a filler, it was such an important chapter portraying how Joo Eun overcame the absence of Sooyoon and then deciding to proceed and do best with her life too. I enjoyed reading it! Tysm for the update ♡♡♡
fayrenz #4
Chapter 44: Joo Eun acted a bit selfish here, imo. But she's in pain and Moon and James will hopefully guide her and comfort her until Sooyoon is back. It was a nice chapter, cannot wait for more! ❤️❤️❤️
4dcutie20
#5
Chapter 43: TT TT TT TT thyre so cutee.....aww my hrtttt.... thy gotta wait fr 2 yrs..sigh... well its all for good i guess.... thank u for the update unnie ya!!!!!
fayrenz #6
Chapter 43: the bag of presents and the way Sooyoon professed his love ;;; ahh it was so sweet and precious ♡ it was so sad they had to part but I am also so glad that it wasn't on bad terms and they sorted everything out before his enlistment and are going to stay together. They seriously are so cute and even James ♡♡ I am excited for what happens next ^^ ♡
4dcutie20
#7
Chapter 42: kyaaaaaaaaaaa affter a longg timeeee....it feels so guud...awwww thyre united im so happy..grinning ear to ear.....good job unnie...cant wait for part 2!!!!!!
fayrenz #8
Chapter 42: Aww they are finally together! They are really so cute and James being a protective yet supportive brother ❤️ oooh cant wait for the trip ❤️❤️ tysm for the chapter ❤️❤️❤️
fayrenz #9
Chapter 41: oh dear, i really wonder what Sooyoon's reasons are! I hope it's just the enlisting and they get to talk over it and get together! i really crave them to be together and James is so cute he was barely able to hide it from Joo Eun all she needed was to read his voice when she asked him hahaha xx thank you for the update!! looking (patiently) forward to more :3
4dcutie20
#10
Chapter 41: awww did sooyoon rejected her coz he is enlisting???? ahhhh ...im emo...go grl run to meet him nd smack him fr being a stupid and say u willl wait him....sobs*
and........thaankkkks fr the update unnie ya~