Lose Control

Pretending Not To Love
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No One’s POV:

 

After the small birthday celebration with the cake Joo Eun has bought for Sooyoon in the last-minute, followed by the dinner, the two were hanging out on his couch while watching TV; Joo Eun lying down in a pretty, uncomfortable position with her legs resting on his lap, who was seated very comfortably.

 

Even though he was seated on the couch comfortably, he was nowhere close to being actually comfortable. The wheels in his head were spinning nonstop, thinking of the things that happened the previous night, especially the words that escaped Joo Eun’s mouth when she thought he was asleep.

 

For various sets of reasons, his mind was speaking against the thought of asking her out; some of them being legit reasons why he shouldn’t but his heart and other senses weren’t listening to him.

 

Her fresh, out of the shower scent, with a mild mix of her skin-care products was slowly driving him crazy. The feel of her soft skin under his hands which were holding her legs and even the simple sight of her in his shirt wasn’t helping him in any way either.

 

“Joo Eun?” he called out to her, taking in a deep breath, only to realize his mistake a moment later as it only made it worse for him, wafting her fragrance deep into his senses.

 

“Hmm?” she just hummed, not moving an inch from the uncomfortable position she was lying on the couch with her head resting on the hand rest.

 

“Lee Joo Eun?” he called out once again, grabbing her attention finally. She turned her head in his direction and they just stared at each other for a moment, “I like you,” he said while her eyes widened, “I like you, Lee Joo Eun.” He said once again and started leaning in slowly.

 

“Sooyoon?” she softly whispered, confused by his action.

 

“Feel free to push me away if you don’t like me. But if you don’t, then consider us as officially dating from now on.” He said as he closed in the gap and locked his lips with her.

 

Though he sounded very confident with what he said earlier, he was still a little nervous as he was unsure of her feelings for him even if he remembered her words from the previous night.

 

But none of his worries came true as she wrapped her arms around his neck and slowly started responding to his kiss. His insides bubbled with happiness and a soft smile broke out on his lips as he gently devoured her lips, taking his own sweet time.

 

It took him, every fiber in his being to resist the urge of giving into the temptation aroused by his raging hormones and pull away from her, before he ended up giving in. He broke away from the kiss and propped himself on his elbows as he stared down into her warm eyes while their chests heaved up and down as they panted.

 

His lips broke out into an endearing smile upon seeing her cheeks slowly gain color while she broke the eye contact and stared elsewhere. His smile turned into a devilish grin as he his lips seductively and grinned even wider as he saw her eyelids flicker rapidly and gulp down nervously.

 

He wanted to some more, so he slowly leaned in closer once again and nearly locked lips with hers but they both were abruptly interrupted by the ringing of both of their phones simultaneously.

 

For a moment he was going to ignore them and just continue on with what he was going to do but he let out a chuckle and sat upright as she started having an attack of hiccups. His phone has stopped ringing, however, hers didn’t.

 

She quickly sat up and answered the call, still going through the multitude attacks of hiccups while Sooyoon got up and went somewhere. “Hello? *hic* yeah, Jiwoong *hic* I’m, um, *hic*” she couldn’t complete her sentence properly without getting interrupted by the hiccup.

 

So she paused for a moment and tried holding in her breath but it didn’t work. Sooyoon returned with a glass of water and handed it over to her. “One second,” she called over the phone before placing her phone on her lap, then took the glass with the hand that wasn’t in the splint and took a gulp.

 

However, none of those techniques worked, “Yeah, tell me,” *hic* “Jiwoong?” *hic*

 

She let out a gasp a second later when her hiccups finally stopped in shock of what Sooyoon did a minute ago. He had leaned in closer and pecked her lips. She just blinked at him blankly, with her phone still on her ear while the room got filled with Sooyoon’s melodious laugh.

 

“Cute,” he whispered, pinching the tip of her nose before pecking her once again while one could hear Jiwoong calling out to her over the phone, “Joo Eun? Are you there? Joo Eun?”

 

Jiwoong was silent for a second wondering what was wrong with Joo Eun and then he h

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Guys, it's been nearly a month since my last note and I still haven't made an update. I'm really sorry about that. I had my surgery just last week and in recovery now. So I couldn't really sit and work on the next chapter yet. Hope you all can understand. I'm extremely sorry about the delay.

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fayrenz #1
Chapter 47: i teared up at the end ♡ i liked how this chapter had such positive progress, and there was no unnecessary drama from Sooyoon's parents, I always love to see such supportive family members, it really warms my heart ;;; and how Sooyoon proposed was really ♡ and Mijin being pregnant & Jiwoong haha, they really are so cute together! There's so much else, all the big and lil things, that I can't properly or possibly mention but have to say that this chapter was fulfilling to say the least! Although, I really hoped to see a bit more on James, like if not a full-fledged part about him but a little tidbit about how he'd going on about his life from here onwards... even Moon! I know that it could be kinda obvious and I also agree it is good enough to be left to the reader's imagination but what to do they are my faves here :P This is certainly not a complaint but just me pining about those two cuties lol



Anyways... moving on to our star couple... they really are precious! What really got me was the change in Joo Eun's nature/behavior... like a couple of chapters (?) back, she was really emotional and her thoughts and worries were so self-restrained, I really liked how the enlistment and the overall progression of their relationship from that previous point to here have brought her out of her self-restrained behavior, as in, although she was angry when Sooyoon was hugged by Hye Jin, but she didn't linger on it by thinking of Sooyoon's situation, part and fault in it. It was so subtly implied, I really liked how you just left that change flow into the plot itself instead of explaining it :3 Also, though all those parts about Sooyoon wanting to "escape" after the proposal, so funny xD But even in the jokes it's so apparent how much he loves Joo Eun, and how patient and understanding he is (actually both are of each other's competencies & flaws). They certainly match together so well, and what's the best part about it is that it wasn't this perfect when their relationship started out. You've shown them grow, commit mistakes and then learn from them and then become stronger, better for each other ♡



This really was such an amazing story! I understand how hard it is to be so invested in a story and the amount of effort that goes into making every chapter happen! I am really grateful that you put in such efforts and didn't give up on it despite of everything! I thoroughly enjoyed it-- each and every word ♡ Tysm for this beautiful story!!!!! and I look forward to the new stories you might have in your mind for us ♡♡♡
fayrenz #2
Chapter 46: Aw I am happy to see that they aren't apart for the entire of Sooyoon's time in the army. These meet ups are really important for their relationship and for themselves individually, I could feel how both of them were so anxious of being apart and meeting even for a bit reassured them so much. This chapter was really precious, from Joo Eun's friends and James coming over, Mijin and Jiwoong dating(how cutee) Joo learning how to cook thinking about Sooyoon and finally when they briefly met... It was lovely ❤️
fayrenz #3
Chapter 45: Yay! I am happy that Joo Eun got better. The whole part with Moon and James was so precious. I totally agree with James, no one is worth ruining your own life like this hehe. And the end in which both Joo Eun and Sooyoon are doing their best in their own ways while they wait for each other... awww ♡ Even though you say it was a filler, it was such an important chapter portraying how Joo Eun overcame the absence of Sooyoon and then deciding to proceed and do best with her life too. I enjoyed reading it! Tysm for the update ♡♡♡
fayrenz #4
Chapter 44: Joo Eun acted a bit selfish here, imo. But she's in pain and Moon and James will hopefully guide her and comfort her until Sooyoon is back. It was a nice chapter, cannot wait for more! ❤️❤️❤️
4dcutie20
#5
Chapter 43: TT TT TT TT thyre so cutee.....aww my hrtttt.... thy gotta wait fr 2 yrs..sigh... well its all for good i guess.... thank u for the update unnie ya!!!!!
fayrenz #6
Chapter 43: the bag of presents and the way Sooyoon professed his love ;;; ahh it was so sweet and precious ♡ it was so sad they had to part but I am also so glad that it wasn't on bad terms and they sorted everything out before his enlistment and are going to stay together. They seriously are so cute and even James ♡♡ I am excited for what happens next ^^ ♡
4dcutie20
#7
Chapter 42: kyaaaaaaaaaaa affter a longg timeeee....it feels so guud...awwww thyre united im so happy..grinning ear to ear.....good job unnie...cant wait for part 2!!!!!!
fayrenz #8
Chapter 42: Aww they are finally together! They are really so cute and James being a protective yet supportive brother ❤️ oooh cant wait for the trip ❤️❤️ tysm for the chapter ❤️❤️❤️
fayrenz #9
Chapter 41: oh dear, i really wonder what Sooyoon's reasons are! I hope it's just the enlisting and they get to talk over it and get together! i really crave them to be together and James is so cute he was barely able to hide it from Joo Eun all she needed was to read his voice when she asked him hahaha xx thank you for the update!! looking (patiently) forward to more :3
4dcutie20
#10
Chapter 41: awww did sooyoon rejected her coz he is enlisting???? ahhhh ...im emo...go grl run to meet him nd smack him fr being a stupid and say u willl wait him....sobs*
and........thaankkkks fr the update unnie ya~