Feelings

Crossroad Lovers

After the conversation Taemin had with Minho last night, he called and texted Onew. It was now morning and he hadn't heard from him. Is he mad because I kissed him, he though as he laid in bed. He sighed remembering he had class in an hour. He quickly got out of bed and went to take a shower.

As he got ready to leave he received a text from kai,"Meet me after your class in front of the library is urgent." "Is everything alright?", he texted back. "Yes, at least I think so," he read the text from Kai.

As Taemin headed to class he was a bit worried about Kai. He wondered what problem his friend had gotten himself into. Thoughts of Onew cross his mind periodically as well. When he got to class he really didn't pay much attention to the lecture or took any notes, he was just waiting for class to end. That day to his dismay the professor let them out late, he rushed over to the library hoping Kai hadn't yet left.

"You're thirty minutes late.", Kai said as he and Taemin began to walk.

"The professor let us out late.", he informed, "So what's the matter?

Kai sighed, "Remember when you asked me if I liked Sehun?"

Taemin simply nodded knowing where this conversation was heading.

"Well I do like Sehun. I'm in love with my roommate.", he confessed. "The reason why I'm telling you all this is because I told Sehun that Minho is in love with you."

"You what? That was not for us to tell.", Taemin said, "What if Minho didn't want him to know."

"I know i did wrong, but I just wanted Sehun to forget about Minho and look at me for a change.", he said, "After you and Krystal left last night Minho and Sehun came over. Minho kept questioning me about you and Onew, when I told Sehun is was more like a was confirming it. Sehun confessed to me about liking Minho so I just saw all of it as an opportunity for him to get over Minho."

"I understand.", Taemin sighed, "But aren't you being a bit selfish, I mean Sehun has the right to like anyone he wants."

"Taemin I'm in love with him, I'll do anything for him. If that makes me selfish so be it, all I know is that I gave myself an opportunity with him. I don't regret a thing.", he replied.

As Taemin heard his friend speak, the realization came to him that he was neglecting himself an opportunity with Jinki, by not telling him how he felt. "Thank you Kai.", he hugged his friend, "Bye I need to go see Onew." Taemin ran as fast as he could to Onew's home, he really hope that he was there, before the courage that was in him disappeared. As he arrived he saw Onew was leaving his house, "Onew wait!", he yelled.

"Taemin what are you doing here?", Onew asked as he walked up to him.

"We need to talk.", Taemin said, "In private."

Onew simply walked over to his door and unlocked it, as he stepped aside to let Taemin in.

"What's the matter? Did you have trouble with any of the problems?", Onew asked closing the door behind him.

Taemin noticed Onew was avoiding making Eye contact with him. He was right there was definitely something troubling Onew."I imagine the reason you aren't making eye contact with me, is for the same reason you aren't answering my text or calls."

Onew looked up at him, "I'm sorry, it's just that."

"I don't want to hear it," he replied, "Listen the reason I kissed you is because I like you. In fact I've been interested in you since we first met in your parents meat shop a year ago." Taemin face became flushed, "Do you like me? Is there a possibility that we could be more than friends."

"To be honest I don't know.", he replied, "It's not that I don't like you because I do. It's just that I also have feelings for Key. I'm not asking you to understand and I get it if your mad, but I can't be with you or Key until I sort out my own feelings. If you want to get another tutor, and if you no longer want to be friends I will understand."

Taemin sighed as he felt a bit jealous, hurt, and mad, "I don't want to know if you kissed him, if you're dating him, I don't want to know anything about him." Taemin smiled, "It going to take more than that to make me stop talking to you, or make me stop being around you. I'm going to show you I'm the right choice." Taemin closed the gap between them, "In the end I know you will choose me." Taemin pressed his lips against Onew's lips. He was craving him, he wanted to feel his tongue against his.

Onew pushed him back and broke their contact, "This isn't right. I can't be"

Taemin smiled, "I said I didn't care what you did or do with him. Just kiss me.", he pleaded. "Show me how you feel. Show me you like me too. Taemin said in between pecks as Onew then began to kiss him. Taemin whole body became hot as their tongues brushed against each other. The kiss became more heated once Onew slammed him against the wall, taking full control of the kiss. A sudden creak was heard as the front door began to open, Onew quickly broke the kiss. 

"Amber do you need any help?", Onew said a bit out of breath as he offered to help her with the boxes she was carrying.

That must be Jonghyun's girlfriend Taemin recalled her name, "I'll be happy to help as well."

"Thank you but but Kibum is helping me.", Taemin heard her say as he saw Key walked through the door.

Taemin smirked as he saw Key eyeing him and Onew, as they stood next to each other. Taemin hugged Onew's arm and leaned on him. Hoping that Key would leave after he saw that. The death glare Key gave him was more than enough to satisfy him.

Onew pulled his arm away from Taemin's hand and walked over to Amber, "How do you know Key?".

"Wait Kibum is Key? The Key?", she asked making Taemin a bit uncomfortable, "Well we have English together. We came to work on an assignment, I hope you don't mind. You see my dorm is a bit small."

"I for one am glad we came here.",Key said making Taemin more irritated than he already was,"Now I know were you live."

Taemin stood there in complete shock as Key gave Onew a kiss on the lips, the blush on Onew face was more than visible to Taemin. Taemin felt invisible, he felt like he shrunk.

Onew quickly pushe Key away, "Amber this is Taemin.", he gesture to him. "Taemin this is Jjong's girlfriend Amber."

"Nice to meet you.", Taemin said.

"Oh my, your Taemin?", she said as she began to bite her bottom lip, "I heard so many great things about you."

"I hope we can become friends.", he smiled at her, "I really have to leave now."

"I should get going as well, make yourself at home.", Onew said as he exited his house besides Taemin.

"Taemin wait!", Key said, "Can we talk?"

Taemin nodded as he waited for Key by the door.

Onew stood beside them and bowed, "I'm really sorry.", he bowed once more before he left.

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Key eyed Taemin from head to toe, he is definitely a pretty boy, he thought to himself as he checked out his competition. "I'm glad Onew didn't stay.", he commented breaking the silence.

"With that ugly look you gave him. Who would?", Taemin snapped. "You don't intimidate me. There is nothing you could say to separate me from Onew"

" Awe the little kitten bites.", Key chuckled, his smiled quickly disappearing afterwards,"Just so you know I'm also not giving up on Onew. You should quit now before you get hurt."

"We will see about that.", Taemin smirked.

Key was getting annoyed of Taemin cocky attitude, he was fighting the urge to hit him, "I already said what I needed to said. I don't want to waste my time on you, its to precious." He said as he walked into Onew house, leaving him standing there.

"Sorry about that Amber.", he apologize closing the door behind him.

Amber simply nodded, "It's alright I understand, I'm well aware of the situation. Since we are in the subject of Onew. I don't know if you knew that his birthday is this friday, December 14. Jjong and myself are throwing him a surprise party and I will love it if you came."

"I'll love to.", he replied, "I'm so glad we decided to work on this assignment together."

"Me too! Now I don't have to steal Onew's phone to get your number.", she laughed as she handed him a piece of paper with the address and time.

"Thank you", he said putting the paper in his book bag, "I'll definitely be there." Two hours into their assignment Key decided to leave. He had a class in thirty minutes, he said goodbye to Amber and headed towards his dorm room. Once there he switch his books and notebook he needed for class and headed out. While in class Key kept thinking about Onew and Taemin. He didn't like Taemin being to close to Onew, he knew it was going to be harder to get rid of Taemin that he had previously thought.

He decided to text Onew, to see if he was mad at the situation earlier, "Are you mad?"

"No. You didn't kill Taemin did you?", he read Onew's text letting out a small chuckle.

"Don't worry I haven't killed that pretty boy, yet lol", he replied back.

"Joking aside are you and Taemin alright?", he texted back causing Key to shake his head in disbelief that he was asking him about Taemin.

"To be honest I was a bit surprise when I saw you and Taemin together. I know how you feel towards him, I was just a bit jealous and hurt. ", he texted Onew back.

"Sorry. The last thing I want to do was hurt you.", he replied back.

"I get out of class in ten minutes, I need to see you. We need to talk about this in person.", he texted him.

"I'm in my parent's meat shop, I'll wait for you here.", he texted him along with the address to the shop.

After class Key got a cab and went to Onew's parents meat shop. When he got out of the cab in front of the shop, he was greeted by a woman with a warm smile, similar to Onew's. Key bowed, "Excuse me is Onew here?".

"You mean Jinki right?", she asked.

"Yes Jinki. I'm his friend Kibum.", he replied introducing himself.

"Nice to meet you Kibum. I'm Jinki's mother, please go on in,", she said with a smile, "He should be inside at the counter."

Key smiled back and walked in. Just like Onew's mother had told him, he saw him behind the counter wearing a white apron. His well defined muscle wear very visible with the short sleeve he was wearing. Key wondered if Onew had chocolate abs as well. He started to imagine Onew completely on his bed, just the thought of it made him hot.

"Key!", he heard Onew call to him.

"Yo-You look very handsome.", he stuttered as he complimented him.

Onew blush,"Thank you. Wait one second."

Key quietly stood there as Onew disappeared to the back, as he waited for him he glanced around. A few seconds later Onew returned.

"I'll be here tomorrow dad," he yelled as he took off his apron, "let's go."

Onew kissed his mother goodbye and Key bowed as they exited the shop.

"You and you're mother have a similar smile.", he commented as he followed Onew not really knowing where they were heading.

"Really I never heard that before."Onew responded."We could talk in my parents house for a bit. I need to go tutor in an hour or so." Onew unlocked the door and held it open for Key.

Key walked in and smiled as she spotted some baby pictures of Onew, "Are you going to tutor Taemin again?"

"No I tutor him tomorrow,"he replied as he handed Key a water bottle.

"Thank you.", Key said as he drank some water."To be honest with you Onew. It bothers me that you also like Taemin. It makes me feel like I am not enough for you, and it hurts.", he said as he tried not to cry.

"I'm sorry Key. Like I told you before I don't want to hurt you or him.",he commented, "I need to sort out my feeling. I've been thinking about it and I believe I shouldn't."

"Stop! Don't say that we shouldn't see each other again.", Key said as a tear ran down his cheek, no longer able to hold back his tears, "Its hurts, but I still want to see you. Jinki I really like you, it's the first time I've ever felt this way. No matter how hard it is and how much its going to hurt, I'm not giving up on us."

Onew wiped away key's tears,"Don't cry anymore." He then embrace Key in a hug.

"Promise me that you will let me stay by your side, promise me that you will let me love you.", he said hugged him back.

Onew broke the hug and looked at Key straight in the eyes, "I'll try my best."

"I probably look horrible.", Key said immediately turning around so Onew couldn't see his face.

Onew spunned him around and gave him a kiss on the forehead, "No! Even when you cry you look beautiful."

Key blushed,"Let's watch a movie.", he said walking over to the movie shelf in the living room.

"I don't really like watching movies but for you I'll make an exception.", he replied.

Key decided to watch the notebook. He laid in between Onew's legs, his head resting on his broad chest. He could feel Onew's breath on his neck, each breath he took sent shivers down his spine. As they watched the movie they periodically kissed each other. Onew wrapped his arms around Key which made him happy. Half way through the movie Onew's grip became a bit loose, key looked at him and saw that he was fast asleep. Key smiled gave him a peck on the lips and cuddle up against him slowing falling asleep himself.

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"Minho do you like Taemin?", Sehun asked as they walked towards the library.

"Who told you that?", Minho asked wondering if Sehun had caught on as to why he wanted to see Jinki.

"Well its just that I saw you questioning kai last night about him, and went we met him outside. It just seemed like you two have some sort of history.", he replied.

"It's that obvious? I guess I'm not that good at hiding stuff.", he said a bit embarrassed yet relieved that he hadn't discovered his motives.

"So you do have a history?", he asked.

"If you could call it that. I do like him but he doesn't like me back.", he confessed.

"I'm sorry.", he replied.

"Don't be. So what's the matter with you?", he asked.

"What do you mean?", Sehun asked.

"I'm the one that got rejected, yet you look extremely depressive.", he said a bit worried by the expression on his friend face.

Sehun smiled, a smile that seemed kinda forced to Minho, "I'm just not looking forward to studying. What if this Jinki guy is to strict or mean."

"Sehun you're one of the best soccer players I know. You handle the ball like a pro, I'm pretty sure you can handle a guy and a couple of books.", he said as he tried to make his friend feel better.

"Thank you Minho.", he sighed.

Minho could tell something was bothering Sehun, and he was pretty sure it wasn't Jinki and his books. What ever it was he could tell his friend didn't and wasn't ready to talk about it. Minho decided to not question him any further all he could do was be there for him. "Snap out of it!", he yelled as he jumped on Sehun's back ruffling his hair.

Sehun laughed and pushed him off,"Minho I really want you to be happy. I hope Taemin will soon reciprocate your feelings."

"Thanks.", he smiled, "You're acting weird today. Are you sure you are alright? You know you can tell me anything."

"I know.", he smiled, "I'm good don't worry."

The entered the library and parted ways, Sehun went towards the study section as Minho walked around the library, hoping to get a better view of Onew. Minho notice Sehun sat on by himself. Onew must be running late he thought as he sat at a nearby table, were he had the perfect view. He knew he shouldn't be getting involved in Key and Taemin's business but he cared about them. He didn't want them to end up hurt. As he sat there waiting he came to the conclusion that he should forget about Taemin. This is the last thing I'm going to do for him he thought to himself. I'm going to forget about him with the next guy I meet.

"You're Minho right?", A guy asked as he sat in the same table, luckily not blocking his view.

"Yes and you are?", he asked a bit curious.

"I'm Jonghyun. I really like how you play. The first goal you made in the last game was amazing."

Minho finally looked towards the stranger,he was very attractive. "Thank you." He is perfect he thought, his the best way to get over Taemin. Not only was Jonghyun handsome, he was knowledgeable in soccer, and as far as he knew he wasn't as complicated as Taemin.

"My girlfriend really enjoys how you play as well.", He said causing Minho to sigh.

Just my luck he is straight and has a girlfriend, I guess I'll just find someone else. Jonghyun and Minho began to discuss soccer teams and leagues, making Minho forget all about Onew. They decided to head out of the library so they could talk more comfortably.

As they talked a good looking guy with a great smile approached Jonghyun, "Jjong! You know being outside a library doesn't count as studying."

Jjong must be Jonghyun nickname, Minho thought as he eyed the stranger who was talking to Jonghyun. Minho really wanted to get over Taemin, he couldn't sleep, he couldn't concentrate on his studies or his games. He was desperate and willing to give anyone a chance at this point. This guy good looking enough and he seems nice he thought.

"Shut up!", Jonghyun laughed, "Is that a hickey on your neck?"

"Where?", the man responded as he touch his neck.

Minho couldn't help but laugh at the man's actions,"You can't tell if you have a hickey by touching your neck. Do you need a mirror?"

"It's not necessary he doesn't have one.", Jonghyun confessed.

"Wait! Jjong since when have you been friends with Minho?", the man asked as he looked at his phone and gasp."You are an amazing player!", he said as he ran into the library.

Minho laughed at his odd behavior, "Is he always like this?"

Before Jonghyun could answer the man came running back and bowed at Minho, "It was nice meeting you. I have to go I'm running late bye." he said disappearing once again.

"I think that answers your question.", Jonghyun laughed."By the way he acts you wouldn't even guess he is a genius.", he commented as he then began to talk about soccer once again. "So do you have any plans for this Friday?"

"No, I don't think so.", Minho replied not recalling any plans for friday.

"Great! My girlfriend and I are throwing a friend of ours a surprise party,"he said taking out a piece of paper and pen,"You should come, it'll be fun." He said as he handed him a paper with an address and time.

Minho put it away in his pocket, as Sehun exited the library at the same time as Jonghyun friend.

"Onew you are tutoring Sehun?", Jonghyun asked .

"Yes, he is tutoring me. Wait I thought your name was Jinki.", Sehun said.

"It is, but my friends call me Onew.", he replied.

Minho couldn't help but laugh at himself. The guy he was trying to fall for was no other than the guy he disliked, "So you're Onew?"

"Yes.", Minho noticed the confused look Jinki gave him, it then quickly faded into a smile.

"I came here to the library hoping I could talk to you.", he said. In the beginning he really wanted answers, he wanted to see him face to face and yell at him and maybe even punch him. But now he had no desire to, he actually felt calm. "I know it may be none of my business but it has come to my attention that both Key and Taemin have a thing for you."

"What? Taemin and Key?",Sehun repeated.

Minho glared at Sehun immediately making him quiet,"You aren't dating both of them are you?"

"Onew isn't like that.",Jonghyun stated.

"Do you have something with Taemin and Key?"Onew asked.

"Answer me first, then maybe I'll answer you."he demanded.

"I was honest with them both. I told them how I felt, they know about each other. ", Onew sighed, "I feel terrible about the whole situation. I tried ignoring them, I even told them that we shouldn't have contact with one another. They both kept on insisting, so if you call that seeing both of them, then I guess I am. I hid nothing from them, So Minho do you have something with Taemin and Key?"

"I've been friends with Key for years and I just met Taemin a week ago.," he confessed, "I just didn't want you to play with them and hurt them. If they are okay with whatever is going on, then I'm okay with it as well."

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Jonghyun was in complete shock at Onew's confession. He never thought Onew would date two people at the same time. Just a day ago he called them both friends and now he was dating them, he couldn't believe it. "Jinki! You're dating two guys?", he asked mostly to make sure he heard correctly.

"Jjong stop! You're not helping.", Onew replied, "If you excuse us he needs to study.". Onew walked away closely followed by Sehun.

"Aish!", Jonghyun yelled feeling a bit frustrated.

Minho laughed and cleared his throat, "I guess your friend surprised you huh?"

"I'll admit it. I was wrong he definitely shocked me.", he scoffed, "I never thought you will be the gloating type though."

"I'm not! I'm just pleased I'm not the only one shocked and disappointed in their best friend. I never imagined Key would be in a relationship of that form. He very prideful.", he replied, "There nothing for us to do but watch this train wreck."

"From what I noticed you were ready to punch Onew. It was a good move that you didn't you wouldn't have won." he smirked remembering Minho closed fist as he talked to Onew.

Minho laughed, "What makes you so sure?"

"I wouldn't have let you. You may be great a soccer but you wouldn't be able to take me," Jonghyun chuckled, "I'll advice you to leave Onew alone if you don't want to have any problems."

"I have no intention in getting involved in that train wreck right now. If I were you though I'll advice your friend Onew to make up his mind.", he smiled, "I have little to no patience."

"Why do you care about how long it takes? If you were just looking out for Taemin and Key like you said, you would have no interest in the matter.", he replied, "Unless you have something or someone to lose. I doubt that you eager for it to end because you are dying to console the brokenhearted one."

"We all have our reason and my reason don't concern you. Beside Jonghyun you don't see me questioning why you are so protective of Onew.", he replied, "By the way you defend him, one can say your feelings are beyond a concerned friend. Are they Jonghyun? Are you in love with Jinki?"

Jonghyun laughed, "I have a girlfriend. Besides I dont need to explain anything to you."

"Why so defensive Jonghyun? Huh?", Minho smirked and got face to face with Jonghyun, "Besides having a girlfriend doesn't mean anything. People have things I have a dog but that doesn't mean I hate cats."

Jonghyun swallowed hard as Minho winked at him, their faces merrily inches apart. He cleared his throat and pushed Minho away, "So which one is it? Are you in love with Key or Taemin?".

Minho stood there silently with a blank expression, which made Jonghyun smiled, "You were quite easy to figure out Minho. You want all these to end quickly so you can pick up Onew's sloppy seconds. You are like a wounded animal right now, you even came on to me. I can't say I blame you though I am very handsome." Jonghyun chuckled putting a hand on Minho's shoulder, "I like you Minho, you're talented, you seem like a pretty cool dude, and you're quite handsome. Not as handsome as me but close enough."

Minho removed Jonghyun's hand from his shoulder, "What's your point?"

"I suggest you move on. I don't completely know you but I believe that you can do better wait to see which guy you end up with. Don't settle for sloppy seconds even if those sloppy seconds come from Onew. They are sloppy seconds none the less.", he replied.

"You must really hold Onew on a pedestal, you make his sloppy seconds sound like a reward.", he smiled, "Are you sure you want me to move on?"

"Perceive it however you want it.", Jonghyun smiled, "It was nice meeting you Minho, please come to the party and don't touch Onew if you don't want a problem with me."

"You sure have no filter a invitation and a threat all in one.", Minho chuckled, "I'll be there Friday."

"Good I want you to meet my girlfriend.", Jonghyun smiled as he began to walk away.

"That doesn't mean anything Jonghyun!", Minho yelled stopping Jonghyun in his tracks, "Even if you have a girlfriend, something telling me your opened to swing the other way."

"You wish.", Jonghyun yelled back as he then continued to walk towards his class.

After class Jonghyun headed home instead of going to Amber's he was feeling a bit exhausted. As he laid in bed playing video games he heard his phone ring,"Hello", he answered without bothering to look at the screen.

"Jjong is Luna", she said.

Jonghyun was a bit shocked that luna contacted him, he immediately paused his video game, "Luna how have you been?"

"I'm good and you?", she replied.

"Good too. So are you coming to Onew's surprise party?", he asked immediately regretting it.

"No, but that is the reason why I contacted you. I'm sure Amber mentioned that I'm ready to see Jinki again.", she said.

Jonghyun nodded even though she couldn't see him.

"Can you tell him to meet me tomorrow by the school's auditorium, please.", she asked, "I tried contacting him but it says his phone is out of service."

"He must have turned it off, he is tutoring right now. Don't worry I'll let him know.", he informed her.

"Alright, thank you Jjong I appreciate it Bye.", she said.

"Bye.", he replied as he ended the call and went back to playing his video game.

A couple of minutes later he receive another call from his father, "Hello father.", he answered.

"Jonghyun I need you to come home this Sunday.", he informed.

"I don't think I can.", he lied due to the fact that he hated being home.

"I need you to attend. We are having a family dinner with an important business partner.", he replied.

"I know its important but finals are coming up and I need to study.", he said hoping to get out of it.

"Jonghyun you don't have the good habit of studying, so don't lie to me. You're coming and that's is final.", he replied, "I'll send the driver to pick you up."

"Fine.", Jonghyun said giving in and quickly hanging up.

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Onew walked into his and Jonghyun home. He was surprise that Jonghyun was no where in sight. Either he is out with Amber or he is trying to avoid me, he thought to himself as he walked into his bedroom. After taking a quick shower and changing, he went into the kitchen and prepared himself a bowl of cereal. Onew felt bad about the whole situation with Minho earlier. Jonghyun defended him,stood by his side, and all he did was embarrass him. He didn't blame Jonghyun for trying to avoid him. He decided to watch an anime to get his mind off of the whole situation. He sat on the couch eating his cereal and seeing anime, when a loud slam of a door startled him. "Must you always slam doors?", Onew asked with a chuckled as Jonghyun sat beside him on the couch.

"Sorry, I'm a little ticked off.", he replied.

"Jjong, I'm sorry if I embarrassed you earlier today.", Onew apoligized.

"I was a bit embarrassed but i'm over that. It's your life you can do whatever you like but next time let me know, so I won't make an out of myself.", he replied.

"Sorry Jjong, next time you'll be the first one to know. I promise!", Onew put his cereal bowl down and leaned over to hug his friend, "So what's wrong? What has my Jjong all mad."

"I got to go to a family dinner this Sunday.",Jonghyun pouted as Onew paused the anime.

"Did you tell your dad you needed to study for finals?", Onew asked him knowing that studying was the excuse Jonghyun used all the time. Jonghyun nodded still pouting which made Onew laughed,every time Jonghyun acted like this he resembled a puppy, Onew thought to himself. "I assume he didn't buy it right?"

"Right!", Jonghyun sighed, "But never mind that. Onew I never thought you were such a player."

Onew sighed as he began to feel guilty again, "I thought we already settled this."

"No we didn't! We just came to the mutual agreement that you would tell me everything.", he replied, "And Taemin and Key fall into that category."

"I feel bad enough Jjong, I don't want to talk about it.", he commented.

"Sorry, it was a bit shocking to know you of all people were dating two people at the same time.", Jonghyun replied.

"According to Luna this wouldn't be the first time.", Onew sighed feeling ashamed of himself.

"That is her point of view. Besides you were honest to both Key and Taemin, they know about each other. They know what they are getting themselves into.", he commented.

"Whether its her point of view or not, I'm starting to believe she was right. I'm nothing but a bastard that likes two people at the same time. I'm selfish Jonghyun, I could easily end it would both of them. Heck I've tried but I always end up giving in to them. This is all wrong, when I'm with one of them I try not to think of the other, when I kiss one of them I try not to kiss the other. I feel like a cheater.", he confessed.

"You are not a cheater, they know about eachother. Besides you tried to end it, they didn't. They both decided to continue whatever you have with them. They share the blame as well, just see how it plays out.", Jonghyun replied, "To lighten up the mood here, I got some good news for you. Luna wants to see you tomorrow."

"She wants to see me?", Onew asked again to make sure he heard correctly, as his heart started beating fast.

"Yes, she wants to meet in front of the school's auditorium. She tried to contact you but your phone was off. I told her you were tutoring.", Jonghyun said as he un-paused the anime.

Onew immediately stopped paying attention to Jonghyun and the television. Seeing Luna meant a lot to him, he wanted to fix things with her, he wanted to regain her friendship. He wanted a fresh start like the day they first met. Onew just sat there thinking about everything he went through with Luna. Onew and Luna met in their senior year of highschool through a mutual friend. They were friends for six months before Onew asked her to be his girlfriend. They went to prom together and even decided to go to the same university. The summer before they entered college he went with Luna to her family vacation in Hawaii. There they both lost their ity to each other, they became inseparable. After Luna introduce Jonghyun to Amber they began to go on double dates with them. Their whole relationship was full of love, it felt fun and was going great until Onew met Max Changmin. He began to spend more and more time with him. One day he realiaze he had romantic feelings for Max, so he immediately broke up with Luna. Six months later after excepting his uality and confessing to his parents, Onew decided to start dating Max Changmin. They were dating for about a month when they decided to sleep with each other. As they were making love Luna walked in on them, after that she decided to no longer be friends with Onew. Onew cared deeply for Luna and became depressed, immediately ending things with Max. He decided to just focus on school and avoided Max at all times, by ignoring his phone calls, his text. He never forgot the look on Luna's face full of despair and heartache. After she discovered Onew with Max she transferred to the university in the next city, and completely ignored Onew. He thought he didn't deserve to be happy until Luna was happy. The only reason he began to see Key and Taemin was because he believe Luna was happy, well that what Jonghyun led him to believe. Just the mention of Luna name made him want to end it with Key and Taemin, he didn't want them to suffer like Luna did. Onew's thoughts got interupted when a pillow hit his face, "Jjong!"

"Sorry, Sorry I couldn't resist," Jonghyun laughed, "So why are you so pensive? I thought hearing Luna wanted to see you would make you happy."

"Yeah it does, I was just remembering my past.", he sighed.

"Don't worry the past is in the past. That is why they call it the past.", Jonghyun answered, "I'm tired. I'm going to bed, goodnight."

"Wow you are so wise.", Onew chuckled, "Goodnight!" Jonghyun wave and disappeared into his room. Onew watched three more episodes of the anime hoping to get tired. To his dismay it didn't work but he still headed to bed hoping that he could fall asleep.

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A/N: Hope you enjoyed this chapter please comment,and subscribe it will mean alot. Also check out my other story The Curse, also I will post the next 2-4 chapter by the end of April or the beginning of May but if you want to read them sooner visit my wattpad account purplepixieflower(link in profile) I post chapters there weekly because its easier for me to access it on the go due to the app...Thank you once again, also I decided to post here weekly as well until futher notice

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Alexis213 #1
Chapter 32: HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!! WHY WOULD YOU BREAK THEM UP!! THE BETRAYAL!! But im gonna be completely honest i had a feeling this was gonna happen. I just knew it was. Even though you beoke my heart it was still a good chapter!
Alexis213 #2
Chapter 31: I really loved this chapter!! The double date was so awkward i could almost feel it!! Lol XD This chapter seemed really happy despite some jealousy going and the unexpected ex lol Why do i feel like this is the quiet before the storm?
Alexis213 #3
Chapter 30: This was a really good chapter!! I love the jongho! I hope minho doesnt break jonghyun's trust anymore. Taemin really needs to make up his mind im starting not like him again. He keeps stringing people along. Honestly i thought jonghyun's annoyance with taemin was funny lol. He couldnt even breath without jonghyun getting annoyed! XD YOU ADDED IN THE SMELLING THING! XD are there going to be problems between jonghyun and taemin in the future?
SehunPony22 #4
Chapter 1: Aaaaw Taemin is such a cutie :')
Jongholy4890 #5
Chapter 29: Your story is really good author nim I'll be looking forward to the next chapter
Alexis213 #6
Chapter 29: Sorry i sent it so many times its bc it wont show up on my screen
Alexis213 #7
Chapter 29: I'm glad Taemin was hacing fun with Woohyun but he friendzoned him. I really dnt like the fact that he did that. Its like he is letting kai control his life. The jongho was really good but i want them to make up already! Will they be making up in the next chapter? How did max get to jinki without the cops knowing?!
Alexis213 #8
Chapter 29: I'm glad Taemin was having fun with Woohyun but now he friend zoned him
Alexis213 #9
Chapter 29: I'm glad Taemin was having fun with Woohyun but now he friend zoned him
_Sofia_ #10
Chapter 29: Chapter 29:- awww thanks for the update author-nim!! I waited enough to finally get my fruit hehe!! It was a great awesome update!! I'll be waiting for ur other Stories too...