The Way To Happiness
The Way To Happiness"Even, come with me for a sec" Aaron said getting up heading towards the stairs.
"Why?" I asked unmoved from my seat.
"Don't ask, just follow me" he replied. It's not like I have a choice so I just follow him.
In less than a minute. We arrived in front of his room which I knew better than my own.
Aaron pushed the door open as we went inside without much words being spoken. He then stopped in front of the countertop which still have our picture together on top.
"This is GuiGui" he said hand reaching fot the picture frame.
"I know" I replied without much difficulties trying to keep my voice steady.
"Do you know what people have said to me over the years?" he asked eyes still on the picture.
"No"
"You should really forget about her and move on" he said. "I've heard that phrase so many times. But being such a stubborn person as I am. I just ignored them and live on until now suffering everyday...because of her"
"Then forget her Aaron. If she can left you without any hestitation or any worthy reason then she doesn't worth it. You can find better girl than her" I said as every part of my heart started to fall apart.
He shook his head. "You don't understand Even. I've tried. Do you even want to know how many times I've tried to forget her? I've tried everything possible that would make me forget her but I can't. I'm stuck with her. She's part of me." he said collapsing on his bed tears rolling down his cheeks.
Now that I ran out of words. I can't saying anything anymore as I can feel myself in the state of about to break down.
"Excuse me for a second" I rushed out of the room into the bathroom as I broke into tears.
Oh my gosh. What have a done to Aaron? I loved him and then break him and left him. Then returned 4 years later and reminded him of the horrible past that I've caused. How could I do that to him? I hate myself. I hated myself for doing this to him.
I wanted to hug him and tell him that I'm GuiGui. I'm the girl the did all of those things to him and that he should really forget me and move on to his life not wasting his time and wait for me. At that moment, all I wanted to do is tell him all that. But I know better to do that.
Hope is the last thing that he needed at this moment. I can't give him hope. Aaron and GuiGui no longer exists.
What he need now is a friend that would help him get this over with and it would be the least I could do to help him. Even is going to be the one helping him and find him a better girl than GuiGui.
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A/N: Short chapter but OMG! This is so sad. This is probably the saddest thing I've ever wrote. lol. Not funny? Okay, I know it's probably not a good mood to joke around right? But I still can't believe I wrote that. Comment and subscribe and I'll be updating soon! ;) No gif today (cuz I'm too lazy that's why) lol plus you guys probably get annoyed with me spamming you with random gifs haha...
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