Demure Butterfly

To All The Boys That I've Loved Before

~ Wonwoo's P.O.V ~

Why did I avoid Minju ? The answer was pretty clear, I couldn't let go what happened yet. I might've looked like I didn't care, the truth was, I cared about everything. The whole reason I went out with Kang Soyoung was because I wanted to put my attention elsewhere, and not sulking over my relationship with Minju. The whole thing blew up when she saw me at the beach, I snapped out of my stupid act.

I broke up with Kang Soyoung after that. 

I was trying my best to escape reality, I knew what I was doing. I didn't know what kind of feelings I had for her at the moment. I mean, how can you have feelings for your own sister ? We both knew it wasn't any of our faults, but we were still the victims. We were still connected to each other. And now she was my locker mate, it didn't help the situation. 

I was starting to isolate myself from everyone else, I didn't know the whole reason for my actions. Honestly, I thought I was slowly falling into a deep depression, everything I was doing seemed like it. At least I was glad Minju had finally moved on, I never wanted to hurt her at all. Let her think I'm the first one who's already moved on, even though I tried but never did.

" Hey, man . " someone tapped me on the shoulder. It was physical education, and I was dismissed on the bleachers. I had a sprain on my ankle from working yesterday ( how did you expect I paid for the apartment bills ? ). So I wasn't fit to join the basketball match. 

I turned around, Kim Mingyu was grinning at me. " You seem lonely. " he noted, and offered me a bottle of water. 

I took it, and he went to sit next to me. I gulp a mouthful, " Why aren't you playing ? You're the tallest here, and part of the basketball team. "

He smirked, " That's why it wouldn't be fair. I'd better stay here and be the audience for once. " he examined me. " Jeon Wonwoo, it's nice meeting you. "

I raised an eyebrow, " You didn't know me before ? Well, that's a shocker. "

He shook his head, " I heard about you, golden boy with a rich family. More or less, that's about it. " 

" It's hardly the same now. " I replied grimly. 

He put an arm around my shoulders, " I read online, everyone knows about it. Except your whole relationship with Minju. "

" How did-"

" Yuna told me, don't worry. No one else knows. " he grinned. " And it's my job to make you happier. "

I roll my eyes, " Yeah right. "

" You seem like a cool person, Wonwoo. " he told me. " Okay, let's start from the begining. Hi, I'm Migyu. "

I couldn't help but smile, " Hi, Wonwoo. "

" You look lonely, how about hanging at my table during lunch later ? "


~ still Wonwoo's P.O.V ~

I twirled my pencil around as the class waited for the teacher to enter. It was history, and Mingyu was sitting right behind me. He had guts, to talk on the phone. I could guess it was Yuna, only she made him smile that widely. I shook my head in exasperation and turn my attention to my books again. If it was one thing I learned from Minju, I really had to pay attention during classes next time.

The classroom door opened, and the teacher entered but she wasn't alone. Behind her was a girl following, but she was holding some type of cane. She really looked like a doll, petite figure rosy cheeks, a butterfly necklace rested on the hollow of . Her eyes were looking into some other place, like they weren't focused at all. 

She was blind.

" Class, sorry for running late. " the teacher apologized. " We have a new student today, please stand here- Okay, please introduce yourself. "

The girl understood and nodded, she smiled with closed. " Hello, Ji Hayoon imnida. It's wonderful to come to this school, I'm a transfer student from St Marionette's Academy. Please treat me well, I would really appreciate that. " and she bowed a little.

" For someone's that blind, she's really hot. " I heard some boys whisper from behind. Gurgling anger was prickling inside me, people that exploitated someone who was handicapped were just dispicable. I scowled.

" Wonwoo, is anyone sitting next to you ? " the teacher suddenly asked. 

" Um, no. "

" You can sit there, Hayoon. " the teacher asked Hayoon. " Can you find your way ? "

" I can manage. " she said and started making way to my spot. I couldn't just sit there doing nothing, I got up and approached her. 

" Here, I'll help you. " I said, catching her off-guard. She snapped to her senses quickly and smiled as a sign of thanks.

She settled down next to me " Thank you. " she said politely. 

" Your welcome. " then I remembered. " Oh, I'm Wonwoo. "

She shook my hand, it was quite warm and soft. " Hayoon. It's nice to meet you. "

She took out her books, I silently peered to take a look at them. Written in braille, and she was now fidgeting for her pencil case. I hastily grabbed it and passed it to her. She just grinned, " I can manage, it's okay. " 

" Sorry, not used to being around blind people-" then I realized I was going to offend her. " I-I mean, um sorry about that. "

She chuckled, " It's okay, I get used to it. Thank you for helping me anyway, Wonwoo. "

Her smile literally could've lit up the whole world, and fill it with honey. She couldn't see my expression, so I was looking at her every move. She looked like she could catch everything the teacher said, even though she couldn't see anything written on the board and her fingers were just feeling the pages of her textbook. 

Class ended, and we all left the class. I looked behind, Hayoon was still keeping all her stuff. Call me kind, I returned to my seat and helped her pack. Our hands touched, and she raised her eyebrows. " Wonwoo ? I thought you left . "

" I couldn't just leave while you were the only one left in here. I'll help you, then we'll go out together. "

She smiled again, " You don't have to, I can handle this. "

I smile back, but she couldn't see. " I know, but I can't stand not helping. "

She sighed, " Alright, and I just met you today. "

" Then we'll be friends and help each other out. "


I came out of the class after calculus was over, it was a dizzy one. I checked the time, Joshua was going to pick me up soon. Sadly, I still couldn't bring myself to buy a phone so I couldn't contact him. 

As I walked through the hallway, I saw Halla standing infront of the girl's bathroom, walking in a circle frantically. She usually didn't act like that, so I fastened my pace. I looked closer at her, she looked really worried. 

" Halla ? " I said. " Is everything okay ? " and I held her shoulders. 

" I don't know. " she shook her head. " We were in biology, and then Yuna just ran to the bathroom. I've been waiting out here ever since class ended, but she's not coming out. I'm really worried, the door's locked. "

I look at the bathroom door, and I knocked. " Yuna ? Yuna, are you okay ? "

No answer.

I knocked harder, " Yuna, can you hear us ? Yuna ! Open the door ! " and I was banging my fist on the door, I was getting scared. The there was a click, she had unlocked the door.

Halla and I burst into the bathroom, and found Yuna sitting on the bathroom floor. Her face was white as sheet, tears were flowing down non-stop. Now that made me really scared, anything that could make Yuna cry was serious.

Both of us knelt down and held her in our arms, she was sobbing hard on my shoulder. I soothed her with my back, and Halla was clutching her hand tightly. She was still crying, even more worse at that rate.

" Yuna, what happened ? " I asked slowly. " You know you can tell us, and we'll figure something out to fix it, okay ? "

She sobbed like there wasn't a tomorrow, " N-no.... No one can fix this..... N-no one."

" You can tell us if that's a really big problem, at least we can try to help you. " Halla was already getting teary-eyed just looking at her state. " We're your friends, we're here for you. No matter what. "

She sniffed and I wiped away her tears, but they just kept flowing down like rain. She trembled even before she could say anything.

" I'm pregnant. "

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INSPIRIT604INFINITE #1
Chapter 37: It's over? God im late. I thought i was still in chapters 20-24. This was truly beautiful. I read this in a span of 5 hours. I normally dont do that. This… this is… amazing… imcredible, wow. Best 5 hours of my life.
bbombfire
#2
Chapter 37: It ended?

Im not crying, i just teared up. I cant cry since im reading in my office.
Thank you for moving my heart with this, you're a great writer & u made me buy the novel To All The Boys I've Loved before.
SakuraRose41132 #3
Chapter 37: OMG THIS CHAPTER/ENDING IS THE SWEETEST ONE I HAVE EVER READ AUTHORNIM!!!! JOSHUA HONG AND JEON WONWOO U SWEET LITTLE KIDS!!! ♥♥♥ I am tooo happy for every one of the characters in this story^^ Thank u authornim for making such an awesome story!! #UAreAwesome :D
Ilovetoreadfanficsss #4
Chapter 6: OMG !! SHAWN MENDESSSS!! *\(^o^)/*
SakuraRose41132 #5
Chapter 35: Yay~~~ Im so happy for all of them!!! :DDDD Hope u update soon authornim~~^^ #YouAreAwesomeAuthornim!!
v6pfk2054 #6
Chapter 35: my heartu...my heartuu......authornimmm!!!
bbombfire
#7
Chapter 33: Why do i feel sad that Wonwoo can finally open up his heart for someone else?
cici_april98 #8
Chapter 30: Oh my god!! I love it so much.. finally they be together!!!
Keep updating author-nim!!!
v6pfk2054 #9
Chapter 30: Oh my god you are an amazing writer! Keep up the good work, I also want to be a devoted writer and this fanfic gave me so much pointers and improvements! Keep updating author-nim!!!
Yeol177 #10
Chapter 30: Update plz I'm dying here of to many feels. Great work tho