Let's admit it. We're all ever had at least one (some might even have several though) girl crush in our life no matter how straight, you girl!

Because having a girl crush doesn't mean you are gay. this girl crush thingy, it can be in form of adoration, you know like, "oh i like that girl.. she's so pretty, she has a good body proportion, her fashion sense is great."

Or it can also be a self-motivation like, "gosh, she's so smart and down to earth. she has both look and brain all in one package, i want to be like her."

Or maybe because of a curiosity. "she's a popular girl in school, befriended with everyone, have tons of admirers and 'soldiers' who's willing to die for her. what's really great in her actually? i'll try to approach her and be her friend so later i can know her 'secret'. She's intriguing."

And finally the more risky one, is because of a certain mysterious attraction. you don't know how and you don't know why, you just can feel it. There's an attraction, something that keep drawing you toward her. It makes your eyes automatically search for her in the crowd whenever you know she's there, somewhere in those sea of people, and you can find her if you try hard enough to find her. No, you have to find her. It makes your legs move on its own, toward a certain place where you know you can see her. You have to see her. Always seeing her from afar, secretly adoring her, trying to make your move as subtle as possible so no one, especially her will realize it. Sometimes it creeps you out for having such a strong attraction toward your so called girl crush. But you enjoyed it anyways.

Well, this is my story, but i believe many of you can relate, or even smugly tell me "Been there, done that." - T