is everything really okay though?

precious

Mir slumped into the cozy couch as he stared blankly around the Shinee's waiting room. Both MBLAQ and Shinee had finished their performance just now and they could rest for awhile before another perfomance in an hour. So, like always, Mir wandered around the backstage. From KARA's waiting room, to infinite, then to B2ST and now he ended up in Shinee's.

Mir smiled as he watched Minho and Taemin was ganging up on the leader Onew in a game. Who said Taemin was an obedient maknae? As far as Mir knew, Taemin was more rebellious than he was. But he guessed, the younger's innocent cute face compensated everything. A can of cold soda was tossed on Mir's lap. He scooted to the side when Key fall heavily on the couch next to him, followed by Jonghyun.

"So..." The slender boy started. "Is there any new story?"

"No." Mir answered dryly as he sipped on the soda.

Key clicked his tongue. "Ya! I was trying to be discreet. Now, tell me. Are those hyungs of yours still treated you like dirt?" He shot out loud causing Jonghyun to choke on his drink and the other three members' attention turned to them.

Mir shot Key a glare. He jumped on his feet and grabbed the slender boy's arm, dragging him out of the room. He kept walking until he found a quite hidden corner before he literally threw the boy there. Mir crossed his arms in front of his chest as he squinted his eyes at the Diva who was obviously not affected even a bit. "You want everyone to know? Huh? And they never treat me like dirt!" Mir defended his other members.

Key rolled his eyes. His voice was calm, unlike Mir's. "Okay first. I don't care if everyone know. Let them know that those four are mean to you. Second." Key's face changed as he stared deep into Mir's eyes. Reading Mir's soul like an open book. "You really believe that?" His voice was soft and light like the touch of a feather.

Mir stepped back. His wide dark brown eyes drifted away as he bit on his bottom lips. Key knew. Key always knew.

Key grabbed Mir's arm so the boy won't step even further away from him. The slender boy put his other hand on Mir's chest. Mir looked up and he felt his chest tightened at Key's next question. "This..." Key's fingers fisted Mir's shirt on the chest area. "Doesn't hurt?"

Key was saying it like he felt what Mir felt. It was as if they were sharing the same soul. Mir cleared his throat. He chased away those feeling and looked up on his friend. "Stop that plan. It was fun at first. But seeing them jealous is no longer fun now." Mir sighed. 'It doesn't really change anything.' The boy thought but never voiced it out.

Key stepped back and leaned on the wall. He smiled defeatedly. They were always like this. When he felt like he finally could reach the deepest part of Mir. When he felt he could finally understand what was in Mir's mind, Mir would just shut the door close in front of his nose. Locking away all his emotions. All of his deepest feeling in that unreachable corner of his heart. "They deserve that." Key voiced out.

"No. They'll get mad at me if they kne-" Mir stopped abruptly and Key looked up at his friend curiously. He saw Mir was looking in one direction and his eyes drifted following Mir's line of sight. "Seungho hyung?"

 

 

 

 

 

-Hello, everyone~ I'm back. Well, I just finished the last day of my exam today and tomorrow is the start of my ten days holidays from university (chinese new years). I'll be going back to my hometown which is in village area. So, I'm not sure if there'll be internet line. You know how village area is. But, I'll update if the line is okay even when my phone is still in the shop and I still feel awkward updating using my lappy. But, hey. At least I'm updating. I miss writing fics and I miss MBLAQ. Miss me? No? okay...(sad eyes). haha. Just kidding. Damn... My examination was a disaster yesterday. I got totally mindblock in front of the doctors. But, Today last exam was better that yesterday. I hope I will pass. It's not fun failing especially if you might get kicked out of medschool. haha... Sorry for ranting on you guys. Not that you guys read anyway.-

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Omona_
#1
I keep coming back to read this every now and then... I'm hopeless. This one and It Hurts, actually. Sometimes I skip parts and read the moments that struck me the most, but nevertheless, I still can't get enough. I just suddenly remember these and have the urge to re-read. It's rather odd, and it has happened in multiple occasions.
Karenkitty1092 #2
Chapter 51: Awww this was great and the last chapter was cute and lovely dovey.
Karenkitty1092 #3
Chapter 46: Yay I can`t wait to read the phone version ^_^
GenerationX
#4
Chapter 45: I want to read all the versions too!^^
innocent-bystander #5
Chapter 45: Like legit.
nncckk1
#6
Chapter 45: I want to read every version possible
Karenkitty1092 #7
Chapter 45: I want to read the one on your phone.
BlackChaos
#8
Chapter 44: i read it few times and i was searching for it for hour because of stupid google...i dont know why vut this story for me can be really true because of some emotion who can be in real life just the same as in the fiction. I love it and i wish you all best.
GenerationX
#9
Chapter 44: I finished reading it!^^ sorry for the late comment, but I was away but died to read the end!
I'm glad it didn't end as a romantic story (I must be out of my mind because I just love fictions!!!). Because you made this bond so important. When I look back on all the things they've been through, I'm just too happy Mir's darker side didn't take the upper hand. I liked how you still put some distance between them even though they had made up.
I really enjoyed reading this story. It made me smile and cry and feel grateful. That was a beautiful bromance story and I fell for it!^^ thank you for the good time I spent reading it!
Karenkitty1092 #10
Chapter 44: Awww i`m sad to see this fanfic go. But i`m glad that Mir came back and that they all get along. Hopefully you can do a small sequel when your phone gets fixed. I can`t wait til you update apocalypse 2 >.<