[A/N:Mianhae for not updating but here is a chapter by POV so you could also see what Myungsoo and you are thinking.]

Myungsoo's POV [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3MlNQIbA_mE]

Okay I was happy I mean super happy since my _____-ah is here and well this would releive my stress since her smiles are like very precious any one would bother to look at it.

Her smiles are so angelic that even someone rich who would pay for.

All of my hyungs are so surprised about her closeness with animals especially to our dogs.

It was filming time and all I could think of the time was _____-ah what if she gets bored aigoo

AISH L think straight you know her well and just whack your emotions away and focus or they'll know your secret that you are keeping a girl in the dorm.

After filming we all flooded our room and there she was listening to Infinite's songs while reading a book.

She look up at us and she asked "Is the filming over?" we all nodded.

I suddenly asked "Oh so what do you guys want to eat?" I smiled and then I look at her still busy scanning the whole Infinite members.

An genious idea dropped in my head and "Your famous ddukkbokki." I blurted out.

All of the members suddenly looked at her and then Sungjong asked "L hyung is it better than Woohyun hyung's?"

I nodded boldy and Woohyun hyung suddenly said "I think I found a shikshin." She innocently shook her head 

then she answered "Aniyo I just know since my umma-" her voice trembled and I think there is something rattling her now.

I look at the members and they departed the room leaving me and her.

"Yah _______-ah tell me." I told her and she shook her head and tears started to flow out of her eyes.

Oh damn what to do this is actually the first time she cried infront of me about something serious.

She faced me with her puffy red eyes she began crying when she said 

"Actually umma died in a car crash 5 days ago and I don't know what to do anymore." she said 

Okay I'm not really good at this.

"Your umma died? why what happened?" I asked her and she smiled and wiped her tears away.

Okay you idiot L take care of her do something!

I pulled her and let her cry in my arms.

I can't help it but I wanted to hug her until she fells asleep and she would forget about it.

Your POV [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kws1ldxC9-M]

Okay I was really happy about staying here since Myungsoo oppa is now with me.

But I still carry this feeling that says Kim _______ remember your umma passed away don't be to happy

Wait how can I be happy my umma just passed 5 days ago.

Myungsoo oppa sent the other members out of the room and then he talked to me about it.

At first I was hesitating then I remembered umma's smiling face the day before her accident.

"Yah _______-ah tell me." he told me

My lips started to tremble and I can't contain the feeling anymore

My tears started to rush out of my eyes and it flowed out like a waterfall.

"Actually umma died in a car crash 5 days ago and I don't know what to do anymore." I confessed 

"Your umma died? why what happened?" he asked me and I smiled and wiped my tears away.

I smiled in the memory of my umma before the accident it was something I would treasure she was an ulzzang mom 

We didn't even know and that hurts to know that my umma is working hard for us besides Heechul oppa is a popular member of a boygroup.

That didn't even helped at all.

He suddenly pulled me in his arms and let me cried there and I was really crying.

I can't take it anymore I cried really hard and Myungsoo oppa was caressing me and he hugged 

"It's okay sleep in my arms and let it out." he said

I cried myself to sleep and without even knowing I literally slept in his arms.

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