Kevin POV

~1 week later~

"Hyung. It's okay. I guess...." Dongho patted my back as tears filled my eyes again.

"No. NO, IT'S NOT." I shouted.

"Come on, for the fans, please?" Soohyun sat down next to me.

I wanted to shake my head.

That's what I wanted to do all week long.

But the fans couldn't see me all broken down like this.

I took in a small intake of breath.

"Fine." I plastered on a fake smile and got ready to go onto the stage.

~Later~

"Ready?" Eli knocked on my door.

I was about to shake my head until I thought about it.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

I nodded and adjusted what I was wearing.

Eli and I both started down the stairs.

The rest of U-Kiss was waiting by the door.

"Kaja!" Xander yelled a bit too happily.

 But then again, a lot of things sounded so much happier that week.

Especially at that moment.

The car ride was long and silent.

Nobody really wanted to say anything in particular.

We were technically already talking telepathetically to each other.

Everybody was being sympathetic with me through our telepathic talk.

"We're here." Manager-hyung suddenly announced.

Dongho opened the door and jumped out.

I walked lifelessly out of the car and into the building.

I could tell U-Kiss was following me silently.

"Hi hyung. Good to see you." L.Joe bowed his head at me.

Taemin bowed from the other side, tears in his eyes.

I nodded silently back and walked inside.

A sea of black was seen from where I was standing.

Almost everybody I knew was there, either crying, sobbing, weeping, other types of sad stuff.

Well, until all the naggy mom stuff started happening.

"Kevin! Omo. You do need to take care of yourself more!" My umma came running up to me and started fussing about me.

Deanna was behind her.

She looked away from me.

Deanna looked like she was about to sob 10 million new oceans.

"Kevin. Are you prepared for it?" Umma suddenly asked.

"Neh..."

I let my umma lead me to a seat as the funeral started.

I tried hard not to do anything just so I wouldn't break down in tears.

But how could I really?

The ceremony went on without me listening to anything.

Suddenly, it was all really silent.

I could feel everybody's eyes on me.

"Kevin. Go." Umma poked me and pointed to the podium-thingy.

I nodded and walked up.

The microphone was glaring at me. I just had that feeling.

I let out a small breath and started speaking.

"Lee _______. She was the bestest of best friends and my girlfriend. We were friends since little......"

Amanda POV

MUAHAHAHAHAHAH! Kevin is MINE now >:D

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OMO. WHAT DID I DO D:?! *SOBS

I'm a horrible author! Making her just die like that. *insert more crying*