Onew POV: >>>First day of June

"You're not a burden, love. I don't understand why anyone would say that" I tried to reassure Rachel. "But it's all too true. Amber isn't my property. She's not meant to live with me. It's just... not right" she sighed before she took a bite from her chicken. Rachel and I had gone out to dinner together. Our first official date in a long time. We went where I wanted to go, since I was still tired from my trip to Japan. We got chicken.. Fried chicken...

"But she loves you so much. She's told me so many times. She loves the way you treat her and she says that you're like a mother to her" I argued with her. "It's not like I can fight for my right to take her in again. I can't argue with their manager. They're at the height of their career again. They're having a comeback. I can't be in the way" she explained. I sighed. I couldn't change her mind. "Well... What are you gunna do? Just live alone?" I asked. I didn't know what else to say.  "...Yeah. There's nothing I can do. My only hope is that maybe after their comeback and after their goodbye stage, they'll let her move back in with me. Their manager did say it was "for the time being". But I feel like I've come to a realization that.. She has more attachment to f(x) than she ever has had with me" she explained to me. "That's not true. As much as I love f(x), Vic, Sulli, Luna, Krystal. Knowing how sweet they are..." I started.. Rachel nodded in agreement. "I've seen Amber with you. She has more emotional ties, and she's shared more tears with you, and she..." I couldn't think of any other words to explain how I felt. "She's had more experience with you.. You helped her through her pregnancy. And you comforted her through the miscarriage. You're both emotionally and spiritually attached.. More than anyone I've ever seen" I ranted. Rachel nodded with me. "Let's just see what happens.. Don't worry about it honey.. It's my business" Rachel sighed with closure. I only nodded. She looked up at me and smiled, and I smiled back. "What else do you wanna talk about?" I asked her, to perhaps get her mind off of Amber. "Well, I was thinking.. I need a nickname.." she confessed. I couldn't help but giggle. "What?" I asked. "A nickname. Don't you agree that Rachel is kinda a weird name? Hard to pronounce?" she asked me, sounding serious. "Well... Yeah. A little" I reluctantly agreed. "Well let's think of a new nickname for me!" she beamed. "Okay... But I'm not gunna want to call you by a nickname. I'll still call you by your really name, just like you've decided to start calling me by Jinki and not Onew" I explained. "Fair enough" She chuckled. I was very happy that I cheered her up

Jonghyun POV:

"You must be joking!" our manager hyung laughed in my face. "Actually no, I'm not joking hyung" I said contently. "Jonghyun, it is not that easy.. What am I saying? That's not even an option!" he flamed. When he raised his voice, Taemin walked into the office with a confused look. "What's going on? Why is hyung yelling?" He asked. I walked over to him slowly and whispered the matter at hand in his ear. "That would be so cool!" Taemin jumped. "But do you know how ridiculous it sounds? Five guys... Living in a hosue... With one girl?? It just doesn't sound good to me. If I let it happen and your fans found out, they would be hiring hitmen to kill her. It just cannot work. I don't wanna put her life in danger. Just think about it for a minute" our manager ranted. I thought about it.. Then I sighed, he was right. Never could be more right. "Sorry Jonghyun.. Out of the question" manager hyung sighed and walked out of the room. I just sighed and dropped my head. "Wow, you actually asked!" Taemin laughed behind me. "What? You didn't think I was being serious?" I asked. Taemin just shrugged. "Ugh! Nobody takes me seriously anymore" I said to myself

Amber POV:

I'm in a hallway, all alone. I look around and there are rooms with doors all around me. in them are these small windows, like a school classroom. In the windows are faces, staring at me. Then, the faces start to melt and burn. Then I start to melt and burn. My teeth start to fall out, my fingers start to melt. My hair starts to fall out... Then I see a face ahead of me. "AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!" I hear in the back of my head before springing up out of bed. My breathing is short, I'm covered in sweat, my heart is racing. "What a nightmare" I whispered before I finally start to catch my breath. I look to my right.. I'm looking for Rachel's bed.. But then I remembered. "Oh yeah" I sighed. I finally get up out of bed and walk into the living room. Sulli and Vic seem to be the only ones home. "Where's Krystal and Luna?" I ask them. "They left" Vic said. "Where?" I asked again. "We don't know" Sulli said looking down at her phone while Vic looks through her computer. "Can I tell you guys about my nightmare? I need to talk to someone.. I don't know what it meant and I-" "Amber I'm gunna listen to music now so can you quiet down a little more?" Victoria asked me. I could only sigh. "Maybe Luna or Krystal will listen to me" I thought to myself

When they got home, I went to Krystal first. She had sat down at the dinner table when she got home and started eating instant noodles. "Hey, can I tel you about my nightmare?" I asked her. She looked at me from her noodles. "Why?" she asked, as if she didn't know what I was talking about. "Well sometimes when I have nightmares, I need to go to someone and talk to them about it. You know, to get it off of my chest.." I explained. She only tilted her head sideways. "Talking about your nightmares helps you forget about them? That's weird" she giggled. "Well, can I talk to you about it?" I asked her again. "Well I'm eating so I might not listen" she laughed. She obviously wasn't taking me seriously. "Nevermind" I said coldly and got up and left. I guess that only leaves Luna.

When I found Luna in her room reading a book, she looked up at me and greeted me. "Hey. What's up?" she smiled. "I just had the weirdest nightmare.. And I kinda wanted to talk to you about it. I tried to talk about it with everyone else, but they don't seem to wanna listen" I sighed. "Come here and tell me about it" she said quietly. I sat next to her and told her my nightmare. It wasn't the worst nightmare I've ever had but I always tell someone. Luna was a good listener. 

"I'm sorry to hear that. I mean, nightmares happen all the time. There's no way to prevent it, but I'm sorry they have to happen to you, considering the situation you're in right now" she said, taking me into an embrace. I was happy Luna listened to comforted me. Well, at least tried. "I'm sorry, I'm not really good at this sort of thing" she sighed. "I'm happy you tried" I smiled. "It wasn't even a bad nightmare anyway" I reassured her. Nobody can comfort me like Rachel could. It just wasn't the same. 

Rachel POV: the next day

I was sitting outside of my building, it was 7pm and the sun was beginning to set. I was about to walk back inside when I heard a jingle. It was the ice cream man! The one I was waiting for! "Yes! Finally!" I chirped under my breath. I waved him down and I bought one of everything. I had arms full of ice cream. When the ice cream man drove away I tried to make my way inside but I heard a car horn behind me. There was a car behind me, parked in the parking lot. The car was familiar. The driver seat door opened, and then I see Jonghyun spring up from his car and smile at me, and I smiled back. 

When I finally made it back into my dorm with Jonghyun behind me helping me carry my ice cream. "Why don't you just go to the store and buy ice cream there?" Jjong asked behind me in the kitchen while he put the ice cream in the fridge. "Uhhhmmm... Good question" I laughed. Since it was getting hot I took off my over shirt and I only wore my sleeveless shirt that I usually wear underneath my shirt. I trusted Jonghyun enough but when he walked into the living room. He stopped. I turned around and we met eyes. I looked at him and he looked at me in silence for about ten seconds. "What's wrong?" I asked. What was he so stiff about? He walked back into the kitchen in a flash. I was dumbfounded. I walked slowly over to the kitchen to find Jjong over by the fridge, he was covering his face. "Is there something wrong? If there is, you can tell me. You know that." I called out to him. He revealed his face from the fridge and walked over to me. "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry I'm acting this way" Jjong apologized as he walked across the kitchen, trying his hardest not to make eye contact with me. He pushed his way out of the kitchen and sat on the couch. His head in hands. I was afraid to approach him. What has gotten into him that made him so... jumpy? I finally took a deep breath and sat down next to him to try to talk to him.. I had a slight feeling I knew what this was all about. "Jonghyun.. You're one of my best friends. Whatever it is, tell me now. And we can figure it out" I whispered. "Have you ever been in a situation, when you need to tell someone about it. You'd like to tell your best friend, but the situation.. Is about the best friend?" he asked me. I was slowly becoming more aware through his hints. "Yeah.. Many times" I said. I didn't know why I was acting so naive. "Well this is one of those situations!" he raised his voice at me and sprung up off the couch. He walked over to the wall and stopped. His breathing started to become heavy, and I started to panic. "Are you alright?" I asked, getting closer to him. "I'm okay. It's just really hot" he sighed. "Well here, take off your jacket" I said, taking off his jacket for him, until he tried stopping me. "No, it's okay, I got it" he said, fighting with me to take his jacket. He kept pushing my hands off of him, like I was some sort of disease. His jacket was on the ground. "Is that better?" I asked him, becoming rather annoyed at him. But of course, he started to make me panic even more when his breathing started to speed up again. "Yeah. I'm okay.. I just... ugh.." he tried to make out words. I turned around and I looked through the mirror on the wall. He started to fan himself off with his shirt, flashing his abs. I rolled my eyes. Why do you have to do this? When I turned back around, his face started to turn bright red. I ran up to him. "You look a little red.." I whispered. "I do?" he said, still breathing fast. "Yeah" I touched his arm. Then his forehead. "Jeeez, you're really hot too" 

Jonghyun POV: 

I was already scared of her getting close to me. That's the last thing I want. Why do I feel this way towards her? Why can't I get a grip? I felt my skin start to heat up. "You look a little red.." she said rather quiet, getting close to me again. I looked down at her face, her beautiful face, he green eyes, her little nose, her kissable lips, that I weren't allowed to kiss."I do?" I said, my voice cracking. "Yeah" she looked at me from head to toe. She literally had me backed up against the wall. Then she did it, she touched me, she touched my arm. Her touch just made it worse. Her touch made me melt. Of course she took my arm in concern, but it felt like time slowed down and she started to feel my forehead. "Jeeez, you're really hot too". When she touched my face, I wanted to touch her back. But I couldn't. I couldn't do it. Her face was about two inches away from mine now. "Maybe I should take your tempature.. You know, change in weather tends to make some people sick" she giggled, her cold breath lightly grazing my face. I couldn't take it anymore. My breathing was fast, my heart was beating fast, I just couldn't take it. "GET AWAY!!" I yelled before pushing her to the ground. Her body made a loud thump on the ground. It sounded so painful. She looked up at me like she was about to cry. But she didn't. I could finally feel my hot skin start to cool down. My heart rate went back to normal. I could finally breathe again. She looked concerned, but then her mood slowly went from concerned, to angry. She got up, and started to breathe hard. "Whatever is wrong with you. Whatever it is. Even if I'm the problem. I can help fix it. What is wrong??? Tell me Jonghyun!!" She fumed. Her negative energy started to effect me and I started to fume. If she wanted to help me, then I'll let her help me. I took her by the shoulders, turned her around and slammed her against the wall. I hate breaking rules, but I was desperate. I looked at her, she looked so angry at me. Now that I was touching her, my heart rate went up like a rocket and I felt myself sweat. Rachel breathing start to gain speed as well. I could smell her scent, I could see the fire in her eyes. I wondered if she felt the same way about me, I doubt it, but I don't care. I got closer to her, inch by inch. My eyes were closed when she spoke again. "Why are you doing this?" she asked. I looked at her and she looked at me. I didn't want to waste anymore time. I finally took her face and crashed my lips against hers. Her soft lips finally met mine. At first, she didn't react to it at all. She knew it was wrong. But I couldn't help it. I wanted her so bad. After a while she finally kissed me back, and she went all the way. We stood in her living room and kissed for minutes. My tongue and her tongue moving around in each other's mouths. She had her arms wrapped around my neck while I had my hands wrapped around her waist. After a while I broke away and started to kiss her neck. I heard her breathing fast through . Why did I start this? I started this! How will I look at Onew hyung again? I went back to kissing her on the lips and the next thing I knew, I was trying to take off her sleeveless shirt. I put my hands on her back and I felt her bra. That's when she finally broke the kiss and pushed me away. We were both out of breath and sweating all over each other. She just stared at me and I stared back. What happens now? "Well that's what I needed help with. That was what was wrong with me" I explained. "Please don't tell Jinki about this.." Rachel said. I can only wonder what's going through her mind now. "I won't. I promise" I told her. When I promise, I keep my promises. She started to approach me again. "I feel awful" I confessed. "I think it's time that you go now" she said, pushing me out the door softly. I picked my jacket up off the ground and stepped outside. I looked back and saw her face again, looking at me. "We're in deep trouble now.." she said quietly. "I know" I sighed. She pushed the door slowly until it was closed. I trudged out of the building to my car when I looked down and saw the biggest bulge... Ever. I started to panic and ran to my car. "What have I done?" I asked myself out loud

Sorry this chapter is so long! It's my longest one yet. So... a love triangle.. Hehe. I think I'll add a couple more love triangles.. No though.. sorry. I'm not good at it. I don't know, I'll think about it. Like I always say, if I ruined the story for you, unsubscribe. No hard feelings, :3