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You Are My First ! (Eng. Version)
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-Haewon's POV-

  "Yay Done!" I throw a fist to air after finished packing important things to bring along. I stare at blank wall for a while and smile. "I'm going to be what I want! You can do it, Haewon!" I'm giving myself moral support. Along the ride, I'm just quite but I don't know why, by grabbing this opportunity to persue my dream, it remind me of Myungsoo. Our promise. that. he. broke. Just couldn't believe how could him leave me just like that!? A drop of tear touch my palm. Oh Crap! Quickly I wiped my tears away and calm myself down. My brother, Howon notice it.

  "Haewon-ah, what's wrong? Why are you crying? Don't..please don't cry or sad , my dear. I'm here. I'll support you always. If you face any hard time, just contact me, and I'll right away in front you. Besides, this is your dream! Don't cry and keep run to catch your dream career." he give me a bright smile. 

  I just keep quite with his words. My mind keep thinking of Myungsoo! That damn Myungsoo! After all these years, he dissapear from her life, her mind , heart couldn't even forget him for second. I'm lost, when it come to him. I don't know what should I call myself? How can I cannot move on from loving him! But I need to respect my brother too, so slowly my lips form a small smile for him. It's hurt to smile. Though his words really touch my heart. He pinch my cheeks. 

  "Ouch! It's hurt!" I pouted. "You give me weak smile. I want full teeth of smile!" He said. I sighed before give what he want. "Hereeee take it" I said while showing all my teeth. Both of us burst into laugh. Appa smile at us when he look at back mirror of car.

  "Here?" Appa asked after he find a parking lot. I looked around and nod instantly. "Yay! We are here" Howon oppa cheered. "Okay sweetie, don't be sad and let's check in!" Appa said to me while pat my shoulder. I smile to him. 

  I can, I'll forget everything bout him!, that what I said to myself every single day of my life since the day he leave me. I'll devote all my life for my career. I smile again, brightly.

  "Should I call Daehyun?" I asked Appa. He nod. Quickly I dailed his number. Wait for seconds, and smile upon hear his voice. I mean who wasn't? He always answer my call with really cheerful voice, so cute of him.

  "Um, Daehyun-ah. We are here. I mean Appa, Howon Oppa and I are here, to check me in. But, uh I don't know much bout this place. Can you, if you're free, can you help up?" I said while bite my lips. 

  I understand his situation. He is really busy with practices, promotes their album, Warrior, attend shows and so on. I'm also become a fan of BAP which called Baby, yeah so greasy name of fan but I love it! I'm no 1 fan of them yay! 

  "Um yeah sure! I'm at company now. I can told my members to take a break,I guess. Where are you? I'll get you guys. " He said after few seconds of silent. I think I disturb him though.

  "Really!? Thank you Daehyunnie~ Meet us at entrance. Usual place, okay?" I made a hand sign of "OK" though he can't see it.

  "Yeah okay. 5 minutes from now. See ya, babe" he hang up our call.

  "Daehyun said okay! Let's go. But I think I don't want bring my stuff yet. Let's walk to the main entrance." My right hand grab Appa's hand and my left hand grab Howon Oppa's hand. They both tighten the grip between our hands. I smiled of their warmness. I really love them!

  "Here! We have arrived the main entrance of the building." I'm still amaze with B.A.P big poster at the entrance. It just so beautiful. I hope I can be successful like them to. I wanna make people around me proud! Because I really proud of Jung Daehyun. Without wasting time, I walk with Appa and Oppa beside me and smile at the receptionist while passed by her. We sat on available couch while waiting for Daehyun. 

  I feel so nervous, I keep tapping my feet while scrolling my SNS. I feel presence of person in front of me. Quickly I gaze up, and met Daehyun's eyes. He is all wet. I mean he sweats a lot. 

  "You're so gross" I said while backen from him. Just wanna jokes around. He come closer with me with smirk on his face.  

 "Yahh! Yahh!" I slightly push him away. I throw a small towel in my bag to him. Then I heard 3 voices of male laughing at me. I joined them too. Daehyun quickly wiped his sweats away and ask us to follow him. I walk beside Oppa, meanwhile Daehyun walk with his dad. He keeps talking non stop. I guess they missed each other so much! 

  "We have arrived. Come, let me help you." Daehyun and I walk together to check me in as Appa and Oppa wait for us at couch outside office. *Sounds like hotels* But yeah no, it just normal dorm. I don't know if I'll get roommates or not. Daehyun hold my wrist while walking. I look at him and said quite slow "You look cool" I thought he didn't hear it, but nah I'm wrong. He have great hearing. "Yeah I know" he smirk at me. I'm just blush. The clerk give him, my key. I wanna grab it but he quickly put in his pocket and walk away. 

  "Yah! Wait for me" I paced up so I walk beside him. "Let's pick up her things first or check her dorm first?" Daehyun said to Appa and Oppa as he totally ignore me. Just like he going to live in that dorm! I just stand beside him. "I think it's better to check her dorm first. So we can move our car to the closest lifts or stairs or what so ever, Right Appa?" Howon give opinion. Everyone nod including me. So we just follow Daehyun who become our TS tour guide. When we arrived at the dorm he said "This is not a dorm! You're so lucky Lee Haewon!" Daehyun scream out. He become so excited than me.

  "What's the different?" Three of us blur. He make a face of "LOL" "Room means you live alone or with one roomates. But for now, we didn't make any audition, so I guess you gonna live here alone! Dorm means you live with other people. Like me" he said while his hand show at him. "Ohhhh" three of us said in union. So he turn the knob and again he jaw drop. "Seriously for God Sake, Can I stay with you here?" he hold my shoulder. I look around and yeah amaze too. This room so nice yet simple but it has elegant at it own. With the arrangement of things. I couldn't put a word but yeah I love it! Thank you sajangnim!, I smiled. 

  "Thank you Daehyun. This could be happend cause of you. I owe you." He make "aww" face. I just feel like wanna hug him. But thinking of his sweat, I hold on. But he the first one who make move. He hug me instantly. "Woa hold on, Daehyun. You are all sweats and stinks. How dare you hug me!" I tried my best to push him but he hug me tight. So I give in and hug him back. After few seconds he let me go and pinch my cheeks. I heard a cough from my Oppa. "Oh I'm sorry Appa, Hyung. I'm just so happy for her." He said in shy while rub back on his neck. Both of them just say it's okay.

  While I was clean up some dust, three of them bring all my things to my rooms. I feel guilty for not helping them, but they said it's men job. So I let them do."Okay! Everything are done!" Oppa said while arranged all the bags beside my bed. So it will be easy for me to unpack and put them into wardrobe.I saw Daehyun walk to my bed and going to lay his back, quickly I push him. "Go away! You got so many bacteria." I make sad face. He ruffle my hair and laugh. "Aigoo I got it. Just unpack your things. I going to talk with them." Daehyun leave me alone as he walk out and sit with Oppa and Appa. "Talk?" I mumble. I'll just unpack one bag only. So they can bring it back home. It's Howon's bag plus I want spend my time with them before they leaving. I start my work.

-Daehyun's pov- 

  She pushed me hard, so I can't even tough her bed. Am I dangerous disease or what? I make face at her when she said "Go away! You got so many bacteria!" she make a sad face. Aigoo, so cute. I couldn't help but to touch her smooth hair and ruffle it. I laugh. "Aigoo I got it. Just unpack your things. I'm going to talk with them" I refer to Howon hyung and my Appa. Just few things so they won't get worry of Haewon being alone here. Yeah, I said it nice to be alone in room. But I 100x times prefer she with her friends. Because it more safe. After she nod, I slightly close the door, but left a bit space so I can hear anything happend. 

  I went to Appa and Hyung who busy check on everything in this room. It isn't just a room. They give her split bathroom and toilet. A small kitchen and a small living room. Practically, you can call a small sweet house. "Ayo hyung! Ssup!" I casually touch his shoulder, make him shock from his focus. "Ayo! I'm doing good. How bout my popular dongsaeng?" He smile. I laugh "Just doing as good as you maybe."I couldn't help but to smile when I saw both of them carefully check everything in here. They really take care of you, Haewon-ah. 

  "Appa, Hyung.. Don't worry our dorms got high security. As I stay here, I never heard any crimes happend here. Or anything weird. I'll take care of Haewon always. Promise you guys.. I'll always visit her. Everyday! You can keep my promise." I said confidently. Both of them nod and smile. "Yes, I know I can trust you. Just check in this room. Whether they are spying on my daughter or not. You know, nowadays technology really insane!" Howon and I laugh at my appa thinking. We never thought of that. "Plus, she living here alone. I'm just scared if anything happend to her. And no one know - ugh! I hope it doesn't happen. I couldn't even say it. Ugh go away bad luck!" Howon said with serious tone. 

  "I know.. I'll keep my eyes on her. Don't worry.." I smile to assure them. "My dorm just few metres from here" I said while calculating inside my brain. I guess, a few metres."You don't need to visit her everday. Just contact her via message or call.. Cause you might get tired too." Howon said while pat my shoulder. I just nod. Three of us look at Haewon who just walk out from her bedroom.

-Haewon POV- 

  I finished unpack. I heard voices but it doesn't clear. As I wanna twist the knob. I heard Daehyun said "....I'll take care of Haewon always. Promise you guys.. I'll always visit her. Everyday! You can keep my promise." I stunned. I stop from making any moves. Just doesn't want to disturb them. I feel wanna cry when heard they really care about me, yet I'm still crying over Myungsoo. How could I do this to them. They are so kind, and I keep make them worry bout me. You're such a bad girl, Haewon. From now on! Make them happy with what you are. I wiped tears that start to form in my eyes before breath in deeply. I smile and walk out. Three of them seems like stunned seeing me. "What?" I make confused face at them. 

"Um"

"Uh!"

"Nothing!" 

  Some voice from them. I just shrugged my shoulder and walk closer to them. "Here is your bag, Oppa." I drag it closer to me. "Thank you" I said to him.He just smile. "Come on. You're my sis. No need to thank you. And you shouldn't give back my bag. I don't use them. But if you insist. I'll take it. So you gonna have more space here." He said "I'm so hungry! Let's eat!" Appa lit the mood.  "Unfortunately, I gotta go. I promised to my members for 2 hours being here. Sorry Appa, Hyung and my Haewonie." I pouted and put my hands together as sign of sorry. "What a waste. It's okay. Practice well, and take care of your heatlh, son" Appa said to him. He nod and hug him tightly. He also hug Howon oppa and bid goodbye to him. I walk closer to him and hug him. Forget about those sweats plus it already dried. 

  "Take care." I said and waves back at him. When he dissapear from our sight, three of us walk to nearest cafe.

  Around 6.00 pm, I arrived back kt my dorm. It's time for my dad and oppa to go. It's hard to say goodbye to them! I never being seperated from my oppa since child. I hug him for few minutes. I don't wanna let him go but he push me slightly. "Hey, chin up!" he said to me while push my chin up to face him. My eyes a bit teary now. "You know, you can call me anytime right? So don't be sad."

  "But call is not same as meet in person. I never get seperated with you for all my life!" I said in between my sobs. "You gotta be strong. You need to face this. This is life. I couldn't be beside you for long time. I-" I cut him but hug him back "Don't say that!" my sobs get harder as I lean my head on his chest. He just hug me tightly. 

  After I get calm, I let him go and said sorry. "Sorry for being so childish. I'll make you proud of me. Make appa proud of me" I look at Appa who had teary eyes also. I hug him tighly and sniff his fatherly smell which comfort me a lot. "I'm gonna miss you scent, Appa. Stay healthy and wait for me to visit you a lot!" I said and kiss on his cheek. He wiped my tears away and kiss my forehead. "Anything for my daughter." 

  We all give a group hug. As the hug broke, Appa and Oppa get into the car and drive back home "Take care both of you!! I love you so much!! Annyeong!" I screamed and when I didn't see their car anymore I fall on ground. I cried because now I'm alone. Doesn't care what people gonna think bout me! Yes, I'm a spoil girl for my oppa and appa. I hugged my knees and rock side to side to calm me down.

You can do it 

You can do it 

You can do it..

  I mumble to myself for few times. I wiped away my tears and stand up. Brush away the dust and walk to the elevator. As I walk to my room, I put on some calm music and breath in. I laid on my bed and try to calm myself again and again. Sometimes it is nice to be alone..And sometimes it doesn't.. Suddenly music stops and a message with Warrior ringtone came in. Who? I though. Quickly, I sat on my bed while open the message.

From : Unknown 

  Annyeong Haewon-ssi! This is Ms Cha Hyejoo. You can call me Unnie Hyejoo, if you want. I'm going to be your personal trainer. I'm not gonna train you much but I will make full schedule for you. I'll explain the details as we meet in face tomorrow. Yes! Tomorrow. We gonna start you lesson by right! Lesson starts at 2.30PM but meet me at Prince Paradise Cafe around 1.00PM. I'm going to treat lunch for you. And congrats dear. :) 

To : Lee Haewon

  I quickly save the number as Unnie Hyejoo (Works) as this number going to be my important number! I smile a bit because seeing how she message me, I know she is kind and cute woman. I look at wall clock and it show 8.47PM. I grab a glass of milk before walk back to my bed and lay on chest search on tips of modelling like how to walk confidently , how to smile and so on. 

  Around 11PM, I shut down everything and get under my blanket and sleep. Tomorrow gonna be a big start for me. Hope everything gonna be fun and smooth. 

- Next Morning -

  I woke up at 10.30 am. "Just a slice of bread and a glass of milk! That's more than enough!" I said to myself. I unpack all my things and re-arrange my stuffs.After I finished it, quickly I get ready up to meet up Hyejoo Unnie. "Just pick simple one or outstanding one?" I took a few minutes to think over it."Just go with this!" I take out a pastel colour sleeves shirt and a jeans and put on a simple-black jacket. Then I put a lil make up to make me look fresh. I let my hair freely on my shoulder. "I'm all ready!" I throw my fist to air and grab my bag. Headed to the restaurant! 

  Arrived at the cafe around 12.30pm. I look around and decided not to order anything yet. Took out my headphone and enjoy the music. Few minutes later, I feel a tap on my shoulder. "Oh you're here!" my quick respond to it. Hyejoo Unnie give me bright smile. "Sorry, I'm a bit late!" Sh

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Chapter 5: Why Myungsoo ??why do u want to play a poor girl's heart..u r such a bad man
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Chapter 48: Omg why couldn't you contain the urge go kiss him ugh an way I'm living this chapter good job
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Chapter 47: Omg I liked it good job
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Chapter 46: Good luck bracelets....
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Chapter 45: Good chapter *claps* I love it keep it up and update soon FIGHTING
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Chapter 41: Such an amazing chapter keep it up FIGHTING!!!❤
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Chapter 40: Omg he's back ~i want you back back back back~ it was great oh updat soon plz
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Chapter 39: That was Myungsoo that was watching
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Chapter 35: Great work on writing the letter Tbh I cried while reading myungsoo real letter now it make me hate Myungsoo mom more