The meeting just finished. I just ran out of that room and came to my mine without anyone noticing me. Yes I know that I've been a bad wife these days. It hurt me when Sunny told me those things. I just wanted some space to breathe without having Taetae following me. I didn't even notice her starving herself. I have asked Jess to come to my room. I really need to tell her something and show her what Taetae wrote to me on that piece of paper.

 

"Hey Tiff are you still up?" I can notice she is a bit worried that I'm gonna do something to her. 

 

"Y-y-yes J-J-Jess" once I said that she walked in. Seeing my state she hugged me. "Jess do you think Taetae is going to be ok now?"

 

"We can only hope but we will try to help her. Are you also going to help?" Jess asked while rubbing my back knowing I'd calm down. "We need to work together all of us to get her back. I know that you are hurting since you are so used to having her around at all times. Tiff why did you have to hurt her?"

 

"Jess I knew she had been following me weeks now and that I wanted some time alone. I'd been telling her that but never listened. That day I was being a bit too sensitive and told her things I didn't mean. Come on even you know that I called her my wife for a reason. I miss her Jess. I need her by my side again." I was starting to tear up again as I said this.

 

"Tiff did you even know that she loved you? Didn't you see the little actions she did to get you to notice she had feelings for you? All of us knew that she meant it every time she said that she loved you. Tiff what do you feel towards Taeyeon?" Jess ask me wiping away my tears.

 

"I don't know Jess. I regret everything I said to her but its too late. That person isn't my Taetae. Mine was cheerful, made me happy just by looking at her. She is so adorable when she pouts that makes me want to kiss her. I like that she is a bit shorter than me since I can kiss her anytime I want. I loved being hugged by her. She used to have a sparkle in her eyes that made me feel... Um... I guess it would be loved? I even miss the times I caught her staring at me knowing she had been caught red handed. Jess do you think I am in love with her?"

I said staring at the floor embarrassed about my question

 

"Look Tiff I can't give you an answer to that question since I'm not you. I can tell you this. Search within herself and I can assure you that you will know the answer. Your heart never lies little one." Jess said in a serious yet motherly tone. "I'm going to my room now ok. Good night Tiff"

 

"Your right Jess. Thank you so much for everything. You are truly a great friend. I didn't know you could give great advice. I'm sleepy now Jess... Good night. Go to your Soo now she must miss you"  I said as she left the room.

Now all I have to do is figure out if I love you or not Taetae. Please wait a bit longer.

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