I really think I screwed up the order of these comments. Haven't I done this one before? I really do feel like I've done this one before...

God this story is such a mess. Forgive me. I'm so behind. :(((

Nightskiiedlover

I like the advise you give so...

here's my problem (:
I have this cousin, we've been together since we were super young. Our mothers are sisters so we always hung out. But family problems got in the way and my parents don't like me and my siblings to hang out with them no more. But me and her are always still constantly keeping up to date and talking to each other. I always help her out even though she always comes to me because she mostly thinks about herself. But that's the thing, when I need help she always changes the topic back to her. So instead of getting mad, I just shrug it off as if it's okay. And it really is, but sometimes I wish she knows that I need her as much as she needs me. The problem is, I realized now that throughout my childhood I've always pointed out her bad parts. I remember even telling her how I really felt, and after we resolved that. She said that when I confessed to her how I really felt, she said that it felt like we were enemies. And then I questioned myself, why do I feel so much irritation when I talk to her? And are we really enemies? Sometimes I feel like I'm only there as her airbag. As if we're not that close at all even though I know all of her problems. Exactly like an airbag. When she needs me, she'll breath into me with all of her problems. When she doesn't, she'll leave me hanging there and moving on with her life. And it gets to the point where I really do want to turn bad on her but I know that it's stupid to. I've thought about telling her that we should take some time and distance apart but she's recently just made up with a best friend of hers. And I also realized that, one time I tried to talk about her good flaws. But that's when it hit me, I don't know her good parts. Maybe I do, but it feels somewhat like lies to me. What do I do?

Ryeowook: Maybe that was the reason your parents wanted you away from her.

Eunhyuk: You shouldn't hang out with someone that confuses your feelings. Take some time off.

Everyone: *agrees*

Leeteuk: You all just agreed because you're all too lazy to write!

Kibum: It's Wednesday and I'm tired =___=

Kangin: We're all tired.

Leeteuk: LAZIES! LAZIES EVERWHERE!!

Ryeowook: Bye! Good luck!