Forever and Always

Grenade

 

Author's note: Here's the new chapter! This will be short, because this will only focus Jonghyun's feelings and HEECHUL & LEETUK. <3 Another JongSica chapter.

Sorry for the grammatical errors and spelling mistakes!


C H A P T E R T W E N T Y N I N E

Noticed by no one, Jonghyun walked silently with hurt feelings. He doesn't know what to do. He doesn't know how to deal with it, or how to deal with Jessica either. One thing's for sure, he is sad. No, he is hurt.

He decided to go to his buddies, Leetuk and Heechul. He drove his way to their dorm. As soon as he arrived, he quickly went to their room number.

"Who's there?", Heechul, the almighty college student, shouted as he opened the door.

"Jjong!" He shouted happily.

Jonghyun flinched a little by his loud voice. "Your voice is so irritating!"

"Be used to it," Leetuk interrupted, "wait, you are."

Jonghyun chuckled, "That's true, man!"

Heechul just glared at them, "you two are so mean."

"You are mean yourself." Leetuk and Jonghyun both commented, earning laugh from both of them also.

"Whatever, go inside Kim Jonghyun."

Leetuk and Heechul sensed that Jonghyun is not in the mood, since he went to their dorm. Jonghyun will just only go to their dorm when he's not in the mood, or worse, he has emotional problems.

"So, why are you here?" Leetuk asked as he opened a can of soda.

"Do you have beer?" Jonghyun asked in return. Heechul nodded and went to the kitchen.

"Don't change the topic!" Leetuk chuckled, "is it about Jessica?"

"Don't want to talk about it."

"Come on, Jjong! You only go here everytime you have a problem!" Heechul commented, "I bet it's about Sica."

"Okay, I will tell you!" Finally, Jonghyun gave up. He opened a can of beer, and began to drink it.

"So?"

"Jessica will have an arranged marriage with," Jonghyun stopped, "I forgot the name."

Leetuk's eyes grew big, "What?!"

"Unbelievable!" Heechul asked, "she agreed?"

"I think so."

"But, that makes no sense! She just reconciled with you after all these years, then she agreed to have an arranged marriage? That ." Leetuk commented. Jonghyun nodded.

"Do you think Jessica is just using that guy to prove how big is your love?" Heechul proposed.

"He will not say it to the others if she were to test me." Jonghyun declared.

"Oh."

"Wow, Heechul. That's the first time you gave up." Leetuk teased.

"Hey, this time, it's about me." Jonghyun teased also, making the room full of laughter.

After hours of talking and chatting about Jonghyun's love life, and Heechul's fun story about Ahn Sohee, they were drunk. They finished 5 cans of beer each.

"I have to go," Jonghyun hiccuped, "I need to talk to Jessica."

"Goodluck man!" Heechul, in his drunken state, shouted. He was laying on Leetuk's lap, who is sleeping on the table.

Jonghyun exited the room. He was drunk, but he managed to walk straight to his car. For safety, he ran the car not that fast. Drunk, he went to Jessica and YoonA's dorm.

He walked to the door, and knocked angrily. He knocked many times, making the person inside irritated.

"Coming!" someone shouted. It was Jessica. She opened the door, and she was surprised when she saw the person that made her irritated.

"Jjong," she said softly, as their eyes met.

"Sica." He smiled at her, and fell to her arms.

"Jjong!" she shouted in pain because he's heavy, "are you drunk?"

Jessica received no reply. She had no choice. YoonA is not in the dorm, she will go home late. She then laid Jonghyun at the sofa.

"Boys," Jessica sighed as she looked at the drunk Jonghyun.

"Jessica," Jonghyun murmured through his sleep, "don't leave."

Jessica smiled, "I'm here."

"Don't marry him."

Jessica looked surprised as she heard him, "what?"

"Don't marry him," he repeated.

She held his hands, and squeezed it. "I don't know."

Jonghyun flinched a little. Seeing him made Jessica cry.

"Sorry Jjong. Appa wants me to," she felt her cheeks wet with tears, "I hope you understand."

She kissed him on the lips, before letting go of his hands. "I love you forever and always, Kim Jonghyun."

It was 12 in the midnight, and YoonA is still not in the dorm. Jessica didn't sleep, surprisingly, because of YoonA and Jonghyun.

"Im YoonA!" She shouted frantically after YoonA picked up the phone, "where are you?!"

"I'm here in our house. Sorry for the short notice, Sica-ah. I will hang now, goodnight!"

YoonA seemed busy in their house, Jessica thought.

She then looked at Jonghyun, who is still peacefully sleeping.

"Wake up."

Jonghyun flinched a little. His eyes opened. Jessica flinched as she saw his movement.

"Where am I?"

"Yo." Jessica said cooly, as she handed him a glass of water.

"Wow," Jonghyun commented, "I managed to go here."

Jessica laughed a bit, "why are you drunk?"

Jonghyun then remembered everything. Everything about the marriage, about Leetuk and Heechul, about Jessica. He then asked her, "Is it true?"

"What?" Jessica asked nervously.

"Are you getting married?" Jonghyun's voice cracked.

Jessica's eyes was instantly filled with tears. She doesn't want to answer, because it's true. She doesn't want to answer, because he might got hurt.

"I knew it." Jonghyun sadly said, as he saw Jessica's emotions. He then grabbed his jacket, and walked through the doors.

He was about to go out, when Jessica shouted, "it's true!"

Jessica cried her lungs out, "I'm sorry!"

Jonghyun felt his heart contract when he saw Jessica crying because of him, again. He then hugged her tight.

"Follow your dad. I'll be fine."

"But, I love you." Jessica argued.

Jonghyun broke the hug, and lean his face to hers. "I love you too, but you have to follow your dad."

"Please," Jessica pleaded, "don't leave me."

"I will not leave you. I will be by your side, forever and always."


Another sad but sweet JongSica moment.
Yaaay! I hate this chapter. Jonghyun has to let go.
Anyway, TAEMYOON is next!

 

Thank you for the warm and nice comments!
I will try to reply to them ASAP. But, right now, I have to update my other 2 fics. ;)
KEEP SUPPORTING JONGSICA<3
Not only them, BUT ALSO MY LOOOOOVE, SOOKEY FTW<3<3<3<3
MINYUL TAEMYOON ONTAENG <3<3<3<3 SUPPORT!

 

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CookieDoughIceCream
#1
This was honestly so amazing! I miss SHINee Generation TT
138Jin #2
Chapter 39: A dedication as well! You shouldn't have. I LOVE THIS STORY!
138Jin #3
Chapter 32: Hey! My name is mentioned here. AWESOME! Thanks!
KewlBeansQuxxn #4
^^^^^^ lovin it
xtoniix3
#5
Chapter 38: SooooooKey :333 I love my Sookey so much!!! <3
Ehrvansweetpotatoes #6
Chapter 6: When the author said that they were in middle school, did she mean high school?
Aloner
#7
I like this story so much. OMG. xDD
Erleen #8
Chapter 54: Which are your other stories??Can you add me as friend??:)
Melinda
#9
Chapter 54: Yes! Thanks for editing the story to make it look presentable. Shall read it for a second time too :D
keychein
#10
Chapter 38: *flips everything* oh i love this chapter soooo much <3