Chapter 5 
Nightmares

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"moshi mosh- Jongin-ah?" 

*eottoke?!* you mouthed to Hyomin

(Jongin will be in orange)

"Jo-Jongin-ah why are you calling?" you asked and put him on loud speaker for Hyomin to hear

"WHY AM I CALLING? THAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU SAY TO ME ~ WHERE ARE YOU?!" he asked in a loud tone

"I'm taking a break ~ and Lee Sooman-nim gave me the okay to take a break ~ I just really need it right now" you answered while Hyomin was silently listening

"why couldn't you tell me? where are you right now I want to meet up with you" he started to sound all sweet again

*eottoke ..... the longer I talk to him the more it hurts*

"I can't meet up with you Jongin-ah mianhae but I promise I will, theres just something I have to deal with for now" 

"ngaaaw but Hyorin-ah ~~ i miss you ~~ it's only been a few days and yet I'm missing you" you could just imagine him pouting cutely

"mianhae I have to go ~ bye" you tried ending the call

"fine, I love you ~" 

"bye ~~~" you replied sincerely as possible and hung up not even saying I love you back. As the phone call ended you were bursting into tears and Hyomin quickly hugged you really tight 

"sis ~ I'm going to have to change my number" you said while hugging your sis

"shhhh.. for now calm down or cry your heart out" Hyomin-ah tried comforting you

you were lying down in on your bed, and Hyomin-ah tucked you in ~ "don't worry I'll cover up for you" and she walked out with your homework in her arms

(yes your twin was going to do your homework for you :) 

"JONGIN-AH I DIDN'T MEAN TO ~ I'M SORRY"

"DON'T JONGIN-AH"

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DON'T JONGIN-AHHHHHHHH"

you woke up standing straight up from your bed panting heavily. 

*It was just a dream, a really bad dream*

You looked at your clock next to your bed and it was 2 am, you just had a nightmare of Jongin's reaction to the baby...

*would he really have killed himself if he found out I was pregnant?*