Chapter 42 
 The Conclusion

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You woke up from kisses being trailed onto your . You finally came back to your senses from last night. "Im sorry.." you quickly got up from the bed and grabbed all your clothes and tried walking out of the bedroom without being caught by Taerin. Instead you were caught by another person

"what were you doing in the guest room?" Taemin asked from the stair case

"yeobo, you're back? early?" you asked, ignoring his question

You had the cover sheets wrapped around your body and your clothes in your arms ... what else would that explain? You were in deep , and just to make things better Jongin came out of the guest room with just shorts on. Jongin was puzzled to see you standing there lifeless as if you just saw a ghost and looked at your direction, It was Taemin. 

"yeobo I can explain" you began 

"is it just coincidence that your practically and covering yourself up with the bed sheets from the guest room and Jongin coming out of the guest room?" he asked 

Since Taerin was still sleeping, you knew that Taemin was holding back his anger. You couldn't answer him, your mouth was open but you couldn't speak, you caught. 

"It was my fault, don't put the blame on Hyorin-ah" Jongin spoke

"and what the hell are you doing here? aren't you suppose to be in Beijing with your other members?" Taemin caught Jongin red handed. "I bumped into them while I was in Beijing, they told me that you stayed back for individual schedules. My work there finished early and I  decided to come home to surprise my wife, but instead it backfired onto me seeing the two of you like this ..." 

You were being a coward and just looked down "Taemin-ah don't be like this to Hyorin, It was all my fault" he explained

"just shut up and go back inside that room, I need to talk to my wife personally" Taemin started walking upstairs. Jongin was about to step in front of you but you gave him a look to just go inside the guest room. 

As you entered your bedroom Taemin locked the bedroom "Have you been doing behind my back for the whole time?" he asked

you didn't dare to answer him "KIM HYORIN ANSWER ME!" he yelled

"n- no. I haven't. Let me explain please~" you pleaded holding onto his hand

"I can't do this anymore ... I give up" he whispered loud enough just for you to hear

Your heart dropped "you can't give up ~ Taemin let me ex-"

"I'm tired of being the one to always understand you Kim Hyorin. I'm always the one adjusting to everything you do. I promised to be by your side when we first got married, I promised to love and take care of Taerin like my own child. I did everything for you, everything! but is this what I get ???" he asked

tears were flowing down the face, Taemin's word pierced your heart "why are you only telling me this now if you were tired! you didn't have to do all this ~ you could have just left me after two years of marriage" you replied 

"you never seemed to look deeper with my feelings inside huh? but it's okay I prepared myself for this day to come, when Jongin finally re-enters back into your life. Taerin has her real father now I get it" he sighed

"It's Taerin that he wants, not me. I decided to just give him that one opportunity to be with his daughter, and the fact that you were away for awhile made it seem coincidental. But what happened last night was totally not expected, Taemin-ah believe me" 

"He doesn't just want Taerin-ah, he want's you too Hyorin and you allowed him to enter back into your life and Taerin-ah's" 

"forgive me, please ~ I wasn't thinking just don't leave, please Taemin" you pleaded

"I ... I can't I'm letting you go. I'm sorry" he walked out of the bedroom. You quickly put on a sleeping dress shirt and ran down stairs to chase after him

"YEOBO!!!!! WAIT! PLEASE ~" you knocked on the window of his car, it was too late he was already driving down the road just like that.

You became pitiful crying out loud in the drive early in the morning, Jongin came out and brought you back inside "you shouldn't be going outside like that when it