3 months later.

 

Jiyong’s POV

“Jiyongaah... Let mommy in, ne?” My mom said from outside my room. I took off my glasses and stopped typed. I looked at the clock on my wall. Its 1 a.m

“Ah ne..” I answered. And my mom came to the room.

“Jiyong-ah... Why you didnt sleep yet? Its late” My mom said.

“I’m so busy mom, I have a precentation tomorrow and I haven’t finished it” I said.

“But, Ji-ah.. you always this busy everyday! You worked non-stop! You will collapse if you keep like this”

“Mom.. My job is my reponsibility. I will prove to daddy that he will never regret his desicion to give me this company someday” I said. Yeah I turned to be a workaholic since that day...

“Okay, Whatever your reason is, but aigooo.. You will got sickness, really, how can you stay healthy if all that entered your stomach is just beer and coffee!” My mom scolded me while picked up the empty cans of coffee and beer. I smiled. I’m sure my mom is really worried at me.

“Ah mianhae.. I just.. enjoyed my work that’s why I didn’t ate much”

“Ayuuh~ Don’t skip your meal ever again!” My mom warned me. I chuckled then winked at her.

“ckckck.. Ah, jiyong-ah.. My friend just have a granddaughter today! Her son’s wife gave birth today! Aigoo~ she is so lucky to have a grandchild! I haven’t have one yet! My children even haven’t married”

Sigh. She scolded me for being a single? Hey... -_-

 

“Oh... so?” I back to my laptop and started to typed again.

“Yeah.. and.. I really envy at her! JIYOOONG!!” My mom shouted.

“Mom.. I’m so so busy... Please don’t bring up this topic” I pouted.

“Jiyongaah.. you have to marry soon.. You are handsome, smart.. Why you didn’t have a date? Aigoo~ Want me to meet you with my friend’s daughter?”

“Mom.. Its not like that... I just..”

 

I always want her to be mine. I never want another.

I took a deep breath.

“Mom.. I will sleep now, can you leave my roo, pleeaase...” I said it softly and gave her fake yawn.

“Aigooo~ Okay.. Sleep well honey” My mom said than went out from my room.

 

Sigh.

 

I always try to made myself busy to get rid of her  in my minds. But her shadow is never really leave my mind. My brain. I always want to forget her. Like what she wanted. But everytime I try to forget her, I can feel how much I love her. Its too heavy, My love for her is just too much.

Maybe, before I found out the truth..  I already fall for her..

I just can’t see that because I always thought that I love Dara. I never reaized my own feeling and hers for me.

Maybe, If I realize it a bit sooner,

I still have a chance..

 

I grab my notebook and I saw our picture when we were a kid. I smiled again but I can feel my heart become really heavy. This kind of hurt.. Its really tiring but I can’t let go. This kind of pain is just addicting. Its like drug.

 

Maybe this is what are people feel when they had a one sided love.

This is what Chaerin’s felt for years..

And she her with Seunghyun hyung is just killed me.

 

 

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Chaerin’s POV

 

 

The book that I’ve wrote for 4 years is finally ended!

Fiuw~ I feel so relief! My dream to become a real writer will be happen soon!

 

“So when the book will be release?” My mom asked when we have dinner together in the house, she didn’t seemed so happy today even when I tell her my book will release.

“Ummm.. maybe 2 months later..” I said.

...

 

She kept silent, my dad either. Aish what happen with them..

“Mom..Dad.. what is actually you’re thinking? Why both of you are so silent today?” I asked.

 

They both looked at each other.

“I guessed this is ther right time to asked her..” My Dad said to my mom. She just kept ate her meal, she  looked so annoyed of something.

“Just tell me..” I said.

“Chae-ah, I will asked you something.. Are you dating now?” My daddy’s said. I stopped munched on my meal. I just stared at them. I never tell them about Seunghyun-oppa even if Seunghyun-oppa wanted to met my parents.

“Yes..”

“Is he had a child? I heard you are dating a ‘father’” He asked. I didnt answered it. Should I tell them now?

“Yes.. but..”

“NO! Chaerin! Don’t you dare to get closer with him again! My mom shouted.

“Honey..” My dad held my mom hands, try to calmed her down.

“Are you out  of your mind? You really ready to became a mom, now, huh?!!”

“Mom.. I always wanted to be a mom..”

“But its different! Are you ready to took care of a child who doesn’t had any blood relation with you? Are you sure you will not ever ignored her when you have your own child? Chaerin this is not a simple problem!” My mom scolded me.

“Mom.. I now the risk that I will take. I Know it for sure and I know I’ll never do that. I love her!”

“Chaerin you still young! You will find another guy who is better then him! Who is single and never married before!”

“He is single, and he is never married”

“Oh that’s even worse. He had a child without married! What a shame!”

“Mom.. you don’t know the story..”

“’I’ll never accept him. That’s the final!”

“Honey..Let’s hear her story first..” My dad spoke up.

“Mom.. The child is not his real child. She is his niece. Her mom was past away when she gave birth, and He loves his sister so much that’t why he adopted her” I said. My mom became so quiet. Maybe she understand my reason now.

“But you have to take care of her when you marry him.. Are you sure of that?” My dad asked calmly.

“Yes..”

“Do you love him?”

 

....

 

I don’t know what to say. I really wanted to say I Love Him but, its just stucked on my throat. I Can’t even spell that words.

I’m not love him.

I just tried.. But not yet.

 

“He helped me.. He loves me.. He takes care of me..” I said.

“Bring him to the house then..” My mom said. I just nodded.

“Night” I left them in the dinning room.

 

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To : Seunghyun

Sleep? How’s Nayoung? My parents want to meet you.

 

From : Seunghyun

Nope. She’s good. You didn’t asked about her appa? Really. I’ll meet them soon then ^^

 

To :Seunghyun

Her appa is obviously okay J. Will u come to Korea?

 

From: Seunghyun

Yes. Me and the boys want to open a new studio in Korea. We will come soon.

 

 

The boys? Does it mean... Jiyong oppa will come over too?

But...

Aissh.. Oppa..

 

I always cried when I think about what he said to me at airport. He loves me. But why pur time never match? Is he not the one that I should be with?

If its not.. then please stop the pain that I always feel.

I know we god always given us what we need not what we want.

Maybe Seunghyun is the one that I need , Jiyong is the one that I want.

I try to understand, so please.. Please stop my feeling for him.

 

I closed my eyes but the tears flows down again. Gosh..

 

Did he doing well now?

Did he moved on?

 

 

There’s so much question that I had. How I wish I want to jump and hug him tight when he tell me that he loved me. I want to said that I forgive him and I was happy to hear that.

Maybe we could be together..

 

But now, I can’t..

I had Seunghyun and Nayoung, the god’s angels that have been send to me.  I can’t leave them hurt while I happy. They have a sad story that I have to erased and  replaced it with another happy moments for them.  I had to.

 

Oppa.. I just want you to know that I love you to.. But in this life, We couldn’t be together..

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Jiyong’s POV

 

Sigh.

I had to go to Korea. And my whole family will come with us. Me and the boys want to open a new music studio in Korea and when I packed my clothes, my mom asked me where will I go, when I told her I will going to Korea, She just clapped happily and bought tickets for a whole family. Aigoo~ Its feels like I will go take a family vacation.

 

Actually I don’t really want to go to Korea. Espcially to meet her,

I WANT TO MEET HER SO BAD. But my heart... Aish its still damage.

 

And Seunghyun will meet her.. Good..

Make me jealous all you want.. I’ll not do anything.

I can’t do anything anyways.

But...

I will prove to her I still love her, I will fight one more time.

I will not force her. It is just,.. I want to tell her that I cared for her, I care for her and I will aways care for her.

3 months later.

 

Jiyong’s POV

“Jiyongaah... Let mommy in, ne?” My mom said from outside my room. I took off my glasses and stopped typed. I looked at the clock on my wall. Its 1 a.m

“Ah ne..” I answered. And my mom came to the room.

“Jiyong-ah... Why you didnt sleep yet? Its late” My mom said.

“I’m so busy mom, I have a precentation tomorrow and I haven’t finished it” I said.

“But, Ji-ah.. you always this busy everyday! You worked non-stop! You will collapse if you keep like this”

“Mom.. My job is my reponsibility. I will prove to daddy that he will never regret his desicion to give me this company someday” I said. Yeah I turned to be a workaholic since that day...

“Okay, Whatever your reason is, but aigooo.. You will got sickness, really, how can you stay healthy if all that entered your stomach is just beer and coffee!” My mom scolded me while picked up the empty cans of coffee and beer. I smiled. I’m sure my mom is really worried at me.

“Ah mianhae.. I just.. enjoyed my work that’s why I didn’t ate much”

“Ayuuh~ Don’t skip your meal ever again!” My mom warned me. I chuckled then winked at her.

“ckckck.. Ah, jiyong-ah.. My friend just have a granddaughter today! Her son’s wife gave birth today! Aigoo~ she is so lucky to have a grandchild! I haven’t have one yet! My children even haven’t married”

Sigh. She scolded me for being a single? Hey... -_-

 

“Oh... so?” I back to my laptop and started to typed again.

“Yeah.. and.. I really envy at her! JIYOOONG!!” My mom shouted.

“Mom.. I’m so so busy... Please don’t bring up this topic” I pouted.

“Jiyongaah.. you have to marry soon.. You are handsome, smart.. Why you didn’t have a date? Aigoo~ Want me to meet you with my friend’s daughter?”

“Mom.. Its not like that... I just..”

 

I always want her to be mine. I never want another.

I took a deep breath.

“Mom.. I will sleep now, can you leave my roo, pleeaase...” I said it softly and gave her fake yawn.

“Aigooo~ Okay.. Sleep well honey” My mom said than went out from my room.

 

Sigh.

 

I always try to made myself busy to get rid of her  in my minds. But her shadow is never really leave my mind. My brain. I always want to forget her. Like what she wanted. But everytime I try to forget her, I can feel how much I love her. Its too heavy, My love for her is just too much.

Maybe, before I found out the truth..  I already fall for her..

I just can’t see that because I always thought that I love Dara. I never reaized my own feeling and hers for me.

Maybe, If I realize it a bit sooner,

I still have a chance..

 

I grab my notebook and I saw our picture when we were a kid. I smiled again but I can feel my heart become really heavy. This kind of hurt.. Its really tiring but I can’t let go. This kind of pain is just addicting. Its like drug.

 

Maybe this is what are people feel when they had a one sided love.

This is what Chaerin’s felt for years..

And she her with Seunghyun hyung is just killed me.

 

 

-----------------------

 

 

Chaerin’s POV

 

 

The book that I’ve wrote for 4 years is finally ended!

Fiuw~ I feel so relief! My dream to become a real writer will be happen soon!

 

“So when the book will be release?” My mom asked when we have dinner together in the house, she didn’t seemed so happy today even when I tell her my book will release.

“Ummm.. maybe 2 months later..” I said.

...

 

She kept silent, my dad either. Aish what happen with them..

“Mom..Dad.. what is actually you’re thinking? Why both of you are so silent today?” I asked.

 

They both looked at each other.

“I guessed this is ther right time to asked her..” My Dad said to my mom. She just kept ate her meal, she  looked so annoyed of something.

“Just tell me..” I said.

“Chae-ah, I will asked you something.. Are you dating now?” My daddy’s said. I stopped munched on my meal. I just stared at them. I never tell them about Seunghyun-oppa even if Seunghyun-oppa wanted to met my parents.

“Yes..”

“Is he had a child? I heard you are dating a ‘father’” He asked. I didnt answered it. Should I tell them now?

“Yes.. but..”

“NO! Chaerin! Don’t you dare to get closer with him again! My mom shouted.

“Honey..” My dad held my mom hands, try to calmed her down.

“Are you out  of your mind? You really ready to became a mom, now, huh?!!”

“Mom.. I always wanted to be a mom..”

“But its different! Are you ready to took care of a child who doesn’t had any blood relation with you? Are you sure you will not ever ignored her when you have your own child? Chaerin this is not a simple problem!” My mom scolded me.

“Mom.. I now the risk that I will take. I Know it for sure and I know I’ll never do that. I love her!”

“Chaerin you still young! You will find another guy who is better then him! Who is single and never married before!”

“He is single, and he is never married”

“Oh that’s even worse. He had a child without married! What a shame!”

“Mom.. you don’t know the story..”

“’I’ll never accept him. That’s the final!”

“Honey..Let’s hear her story first..” My dad spoke up.

“Mom.. The child is not his real child. She is his niece. Her mom was past away when she gave birth, and He loves his sister so much that’t why he adopted her” I said. My mom became so quiet. Maybe she understand my reason now.

“But you have to take care of her when you marry him.. Are you sure of that?” My dad asked calmly.

“Yes..”

“Do you love him?”

 

....

 

I don’t know what to say. I really wanted to say I Love Him but, its just stucked on my throat. I Can’t even spell that words.

I’m not love him.

I just tried.. But not yet.

 

“He helped me.. He loves me.. He takes care of me..” I said.

“Bring him to the house then..” My mom said. I just nodded.

“Night” I left them in the dinning room.

 

------

 

To : Seunghyun

Sleep? How’s Nayoung? My parents want to meet you.

 

From : Seunghyun

Nope. She’s good. You didn’t asked about her appa? Really. I’ll meet them soon then ^^

 

To :Seunghyun

Her appa is obviously okay J. Will u come to Korea?

 

From: Seunghyun

Yes. Me and the boys want to open a new studio in Korea. We will come soon.

 

 

The boys? Does it mean... Jiyong oppa will come over too?

But...

Aissh.. Oppa..

 

I always cried when I think about what he said to me at airport. He loves me. But why pur time never match? Is he not the one that I should be with?

If its not.. then please stop the pain that I always feel.

I know we god always given us what we need not what we want.

Maybe Seunghyun is the one that I need , Jiyong is the one that I want.

I try to understand, so please.. Please stop my feeling for him.

 

I closed my eyes but the tears flows down again. Gosh..

 

Did he doing well now?

Did he moved on?

 

 

There’s so much question that I had. How I wish I want to jump and hug him tight when he tell me that he loved me. I want to said that I forgive him and I was happy to hear that.

Maybe we could be together..

 

But now, I can’t..

I had Seunghyun and Nayoung, the god’s angels that have been send to me.  I can’t leave them hurt while I happy. They have a sad story that I have to erased and  replaced it with another happy moments for them.  I had to.

 

Oppa.. I just want you to know that I love you to.. But in this life, We couldn’t be together..

-----------

 

 

Jiyong’s POV

 

Sigh.

I had to go to Korea. And my whole family will come with us. Me and the boys want to open a new music studio in Korea and when I packed my clothes, my mom asked me where will I go, when I told her I will going to Korea, She just clapped happily and bought tickets for a whole family. Aigoo~ Its feels like I will go take a family vacation.

 

Actually I don’t really want to go to Korea. Espcially to meet her,

I WANT TO MEET HER SO BAD. But my heart... Aish its still damage.

 

And Seunghyun will meet her.. Good..

Make me jealous all you want.. I’ll not do anything.

I can’t do anything anyways.

But...

I will prove to her I still love her, I will fight one more time.

I will not force her. It is just,.. I want to tell her that I cared for her, I care for her and I will aways care for her.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

AUTHOR'S NOTE : Sorry for the late update.........I'm so damn busy T.T I'm tired and my cellphone was broke. Aissssssssh this week such a hard week for me, reeally..

well.. this is skydragon fic, sooo.... I will make Chae and Ji together in the end. :) and Skydragoon moments next... ^^ this fic will end soon myb after 5 more chapter^^ COMMENTS