I don't know what to name this...
The Reason I Live [Abandoned]
JR became silent, but not for long.
"Now, can I tell you something?" JR whispered. He rested his head on my shoulder. I could feel his warmth radiating onto me, making me warmer. He smelled clean and the scent of soap lingered on his cheek.
I smiled. "Go ahead."
"I think I like you." I heard the sweet smile in his voice.
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Aron's POV
What. My mind raced. JR likes me? When? Why? How come he confessed to me?
"I.....I-" I was stunned, not knowing what to say.
Although JR became silent, I knew it was a silence of disapointment.
"Jonghyun..." I tried to find my words. but my tongue was all tied up and my heart felt like it was pumping 70 mph!
I felt JR turn his body away from me. "No. It's alright. I get it. You must think I'm such a for liking you." he told me, but it sounded like he was trying to convince himself not to be too discouraged.
"It's okay." he reapeated. This time it sounded more like he was assuring himself.
"JR...."
He didn't reply.
I touched his shoulder, hoping he would face me again.
He didn't.
"JR. I..........I-" Aish, I was NOT good at talking about my feelings. I mentally smacked myself.
JR was ignoring me. I had to do something to catch his attention again. I do like him as well. I'm just so.................shocked that he also likes me.
An idea popped into my head.
I sat up in JR's bed. "Jonghyun." I called out his real name. He still didn't reply. I knew he wasn't asleep.
"If you're not going to look at me-"
I turned his body to where he was on his back. Lifting the covers from us both, I got up and sat on his waist (close to his hipbones but just above them), my legs spread apart, my body turned toward his face,
'I'm straddling JR'
A/N: Can we all just take a moment of peace and JRon silence to picture this image in our heads? ;)
"-I'll look at you." I finished my sentence, as I leaned in close to JR's face.
Although I couldn't see his face well, I knew he was blushing.
"JR-ah........" I purred.
"Yes, hyung?" JR replied softly.
My heart sped up even more as I confessed to him. "I like you too. You're all I think about. When I see you cry, it crushes my heart. I want you to know this because when I see you my heart speeds up. I know for sure......that........that I really truly do like you. Maybe more than just a crush. Saranghaeyo."
I felt JR's breathing stop.
JR's POV
Aron feels the same as I do for him.
"I'm thrilled." I whispered in shock.
I was so joyed that I'm pretty sure I stopped breathing for a few seconds.
With Aron straddling me, he looked perfect. Irrisistable.
I couldn't help myself. I leaned in and planted a kiss on his lips. Not one involving our tongues. Just the soft sound of our lips colliding.
After about 5 seconds I pull away. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-"
Aron shushed me, putting a finger on my lips. "Don't be. I'm not regretting this."
"Aron, I-"
Aron silenced me with another kiss, more firmly, but still no tongue.
Keeping it simple. I liked it.
I wrapped my arms around his waist, my hands traveled up and down his sides. I slid my hands up his shirt, lightly tracing his belly button and the abs almost forming there.
Aron moaned.
I pushed Aron off of me, breaking our kiss. He landed on his back beside me.
"JR..." he said in confusion and surprise.
"I'm the leader. I get to be in charge. I get to be on top." I purred into his ear.
Now I was straddling him.
I traced his jawline with the pad of my index finger. "Saranghaeyo." I mumbled into his ear.
"Saranghaeyo, Jonghyun."
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What do you guys think? ;] Gettin' hot, huh?
Comment please about what you think! I'm still a beginner with and stuff. x3
Now, I have a question.
Just imagine. Imagine Ren was the only girl in Nu'est. Do you think they would treat him diffrently?
XOXO
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