I don't know what to name this...

The Reason I Live [Abandoned]

 

JR became silent, but not for long.

"Now, can I tell you something?" JR whispered. He rested his head on my shoulder. I could feel his warmth radiating onto me, making me warmer. He smelled clean and the scent of soap lingered on his cheek.

I smiled. "Go ahead."

"I think I like you." I heard the sweet smile in his voice.

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Aron's POV

 

What. My mind raced. JR likes me? When? Why? How come he confessed to me?

"I.....I-" I was stunned, not knowing what to say.

Although JR became silent, I knew it was a silence of disapointment.

"Jonghyun..." I tried to find my words. but my tongue was all tied up and my heart felt like it was pumping 70 mph!

I felt JR turn his body away from me. "No. It's alright. I get it. You must think I'm such a for liking you." he told me, but it sounded like he was trying to convince himself not to be too discouraged.

"It's okay." he reapeated. This time it sounded more like he was assuring himself.

"JR...." 

He didn't reply.

I touched his shoulder, hoping he would face me again. 

He didn't.

"JR. I..........I-" Aish, I was NOT good at talking about my feelings. I mentally smacked myself.

JR was ignoring me. I had to do something to catch his attention again. I do like him as well. I'm just so.................shocked that he also likes me.

An idea popped into my head.

I sat up in JR's bed. "Jonghyun." I called out his real name. He still didn't reply. I knew he wasn't asleep.

"If you're not going to look at me-"

I turned his body to where he was on his back. Lifting the covers from us both, I got up and sat on his waist (close to his hipbones but just above them), my legs spread apart, my  body turned toward his face,

'I'm straddling JR' 

A/N: Can we all just take a moment of peace and JRon silence to picture this image in our heads? ;)

"-I'll look at you." I finished my sentence, as I leaned in close to JR's face.

Although I couldn't see his face well, I knew he was blushing.

"JR-ah........" I purred.

"Yes, hyung?" JR replied softly.

My heart sped up even more as I confessed to him. "I like you too. You're all I think about. When I see you cry, it crushes my heart. I want you to know this because when I see you my heart speeds up. I know for sure......that........that I really truly do like you. Maybe more than just a crush. Saranghaeyo."

I felt JR's breathing stop.

 

JR's POV

 

Aron feels the same as I do for him. 

"I'm thrilled." I whispered in shock.

I was so joyed that I'm pretty sure I stopped breathing for a few seconds.

With Aron straddling me, he looked perfect. Irrisistable.

I couldn't help myself. I leaned in and planted a kiss on his lips. Not one involving our tongues. Just the soft sound of our lips colliding.

After about 5 seconds I pull away. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-"

Aron shushed me, putting a finger on my lips. "Don't be. I'm not regretting this."

"Aron, I-"

Aron silenced me with another kiss, more firmly, but still no tongue.

Keeping it simple. I liked it.

I wrapped my arms around his waist, my hands traveled up and down his sides. I slid my hands up his shirt, lightly tracing his belly button and the abs almost forming there.

Aron moaned.

I pushed Aron off of me, breaking our kiss. He landed on his back beside me.

"JR..." he said in confusion and surprise.

"I'm the leader. I get to be in charge. I get to be on top." I purred into his ear.

Now I was straddling him.

I traced his jawline with the pad of my index finger. "Saranghaeyo." I mumbled into his ear.

"Saranghaeyo, Jonghyun."

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What do you guys think? ;] Gettin' hot, huh? 

Comment please about what you think! I'm still a beginner with and stuff. x3

Now, I have a question.

Just imagine. Imagine Ren was the only girl in Nu'est. Do you think they would treat him diffrently? 

XOXO

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Alex_Vensel #1
Chapter 41: I shouldn't be lauging that hard at "I hate trains" I think I just woke up my parents... Whoops
tang_swim26
#2
Chapter 44: you know even though i liked reading the fic im happy its filled its purposes. maybe there are reasons for things and when the right actions are completed those reasons dont particularly matter anymore because they arent needed.

anyways see you in another story another place or another time
LoveKoreaAndAnime
#3
Chapter 44: Hey ^^
I don't know if you remember me but we chatted some time ago :)
Somehow we stopped...
It's sad that you stop writing this but since it fullfilled it's reason xD
Have you been fine?
andromeda_eiz #4
Chapter 44: Hi! Long time no news(?) How have you been? Have done a new fic under this new name? ^_^
dojorockergirl
#5
Chapter 44: This was an amazing fic and I'm glad I got the chance to read it. I'm sorry that you have to abandon it, you did very well with it. <3 Thank you for putting so much thought into this fic <3
todaejongyulover924
#6
Chapter 43: This is amazing, jr's mother needs to die already,if she harms his sister's,I'm going to flip tables-_- Im looking forward to the next Update^o^
plomee
#7
Chapter 43: I made an account soon as I starting reading this it's too good. JRON hwaiting!
LoveKoreaAndAnime
#8
Chapter 43: Andwae (no) this chapter doesn't at all! It's full of emotion and you showed how hard it is for Baekhyun! I just hope he realizes that it doesn't help to cut. The moment he does it, okay... Well, what can I say than: It's true for that moment you forget anytthing that bothers you.
But he should know that cutting doesn't solve the problem.
It just makes you forget about it for a short time. It would be better to scream and cry sorrows out or to sing really loud or to go jogging.

Anyways great chap^^ looking forward to the next^^