Chapter 16
The Reason I Live [Abandoned]JR's POV
Three weeks.
It had been three slow weeks.
Three weeks since Aron cheated on me.
Three weeks since my failed suicide attempt.
During those few weeks, I had only cut myself once (that's progress), I was slowly building up my confidence again, mending my relationship with Aron, practiced hard for the new song coming out soon, attended fansigns, spent time with the other members, and hung out with some old friends. My life was slowly piecing it self back together, along with the help of Aron. He had kept quite about my suicide attempt, not even telling Manager-hyung.
I was glad he hadn't told anyone. He also dumped Aimee; which I found out was a stuck-up blonde with an attitude of a wet cat.
I wished everything would go back to normal. The times when I didn't have to fake a smile and have an empty laugh. But, if all that hadn't happened, I wouldn't have had all this happen to me and I wouldn't have met that one wonderful person who completes me so flawlessly: Aron Kwaak.
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I'm so sorry this was a super duper short chappie! x( But I did update, so don't complain xD The next one will be nice and fluffy(hopefully) ;3
I just wanted you all to know how JR was doing ^-^ I'm so glad he's doing A-ok now. <3
Now I will confess something to you all: Incase you haven't got the hint, I am a self-harmer. I know how all you other self-harmers feel. I am a cutter, meaning I cut myself. I'm currently trying really hard to stop.
But, anyways, I just thought I would open up a little to you all! xoxox Please message me if you're bored, or you're a self-harmer, or even if you want to talk about unicorns with me~ x3 I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS
Okay, so later :>
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