Chapter 16

The Reason I Live [Abandoned]

JR's POV

 

Three weeks.

It had been three slow weeks.

Three weeks since Aron cheated on me.

Three weeks since my failed suicide attempt.

During those few weeks, I had only cut myself once (that's progress), I was slowly building up my confidence again, mending my relationship with Aron, practiced hard for the new song coming out soon, attended fansigns, spent time with the other members, and hung out with some old friends. My life was slowly piecing it self back together, along with the help of Aron. He had kept quite about my suicide attempt, not even telling Manager-hyung.

I was glad he hadn't told anyone. He also dumped Aimee; which I found out was a stuck-up blonde with an attitude of a wet cat.

I wished everything would go back to normal. The times when I didn't have to fake a smile and have an empty laugh. But, if all that hadn't happened, I wouldn't have had all this happen to me and I wouldn't have met that one wonderful person who completes me so flawlessly: Aron Kwaak.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I'm so sorry this was a super duper short chappie! x( But I did update, so don't complain xD The next one will be nice and fluffy(hopefully) ;3

I just wanted you all to know how JR was doing ^-^ I'm so glad he's doing A-ok now. <3

Now I will confess something to you all: Incase you haven't got the hint, I am a self-harmer. I know how all you other self-harmers feel. I am a cutter, meaning I cut myself. I'm currently trying really hard to stop. 

But, anyways, I just thought I would open up a little to you all! xoxox Please message me if you're bored, or you're a self-harmer, or even if you want to talk about unicorns with me~  x3 I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS

Okay, so later :>

 

 

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I'm so sorry guys ;;n;; I haven't updated in fOREVER AND I;M RLLY SORRY

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Alex_Vensel #1
Chapter 41: I shouldn't be lauging that hard at "I hate trains" I think I just woke up my parents... Whoops
tang_swim26
#2
Chapter 44: you know even though i liked reading the fic im happy its filled its purposes. maybe there are reasons for things and when the right actions are completed those reasons dont particularly matter anymore because they arent needed.

anyways see you in another story another place or another time
LoveKoreaAndAnime
#3
Chapter 44: Hey ^^
I don't know if you remember me but we chatted some time ago :)
Somehow we stopped...
It's sad that you stop writing this but since it fullfilled it's reason xD
Have you been fine?
andromeda_eiz #4
Chapter 44: Hi! Long time no news(?) How have you been? Have done a new fic under this new name? ^_^
dojorockergirl
#5
Chapter 44: This was an amazing fic and I'm glad I got the chance to read it. I'm sorry that you have to abandon it, you did very well with it. <3 Thank you for putting so much thought into this fic <3
todaejongyulover924
#6
Chapter 43: This is amazing, jr's mother needs to die already,if she harms his sister's,I'm going to flip tables-_- Im looking forward to the next Update^o^
plomee
#7
Chapter 43: I made an account soon as I starting reading this it's too good. JRON hwaiting!
LoveKoreaAndAnime
#8
Chapter 43: Andwae (no) this chapter doesn't at all! It's full of emotion and you showed how hard it is for Baekhyun! I just hope he realizes that it doesn't help to cut. The moment he does it, okay... Well, what can I say than: It's true for that moment you forget anytthing that bothers you.
But he should know that cutting doesn't solve the problem.
It just makes you forget about it for a short time. It would be better to scream and cry sorrows out or to sing really loud or to go jogging.

Anyways great chap^^ looking forward to the next^^