Hello all.

This is tea-with-nuest, but I have changed my aff user name to shixiin. It's nice to be here again when I have been writing exo stories lately. I want to tell you all that I have no more inspirtation to finish this story, therefore, I plan to abandon it. All this time I haven't updated, I've spent either trying to think of a new chapter for this story or a way to apologize to you guys. Unfortunately, the latter happened first. I'm sorry if you guys sincerely enjoyed reading this fic.

I want to clarify that the reason I don't want to continue this anymore is not because I don't like Nu'est anymore or that I've gotten extremely biased for Exo. I simply have no more interest in this story. I believe it was just used as a "guinea pig" story so that I could get used to writing, being a new author, AFF, etc. However, this was not my intention when I first started writing The Reason I Live. My original intention was to help myself (and possibly others) cope with self-harm. Looking back, I personally think I've come a long way. 

Also, I want to thank everyone. I want to thank my subscribers for first of all, subscribing; and second, always supporting me through comments. Thank you everyone for supporting me and encouraging me to write chapter after chapter. I always made sure to read every single comment and tried to reply to each one. 

I want to add in that although this fic will be abandoned, I will not be deleting it. It was my very first fic (I was a noob) and I actually met some really nice people through it. A while back, I told you guys that you were free to come to me when you had problems. A few of you guys did, and I am deeply grateful you guys opened up to me \^-^/ ~*~

Well, I think this is goodbye. I understand if some of you choose to unsubscribe or anything like that. ^^;; I hope you guys have a wonderful day/night. My inbox is always open if you want to talk! ~ <333

With love,

shixiin