A Promise

The Reason I Live [Abandoned]

Just a short chapter okay?

 

 

Aron's POV

 

I ran inside the bathroom.

"Don't. Don't. Please." I sobbed.

JR looked scared and shocked. 

"Why can't you see yourself like I-"

JR cut me off by throwing the razor at the wall and shouting.

"ARGHH! Go away!" he snarled.

My eyes widened in surprise. How could he be so angry?

"I'm trying to help you, JR-ah." I tried to sooth him.

"No one can help me! Even I can't help myself!" he yelled, frustration clear in his tone.

I sighed. "I'm trying to help you."

"GO AWAY!" he yelled again, this time more angry and aggressive sounding. 

"Let me help you. I'll support you." I tried to assure him.

"You can't Aron hyung!" he collapsed on the ground on his knees. "No one can help me." he whispered.

I sat down beside him and wrapped my arms gently around his waist, avoiding the raw cuts. "I can." I replied softly, hoping that I sounded calm and kind.

"No. No you can't. Everyone hates me. I'm such a failure. I-" JR choked on his tears. "I don't want to try anymore." he sniffed.

I blinked back tears. 

"JR-ah. Listen to me." he looked down at his hands. "Look at me." I told him firmly.

He looked up. His eyes were a soft brown color. They were sad and innocent, like a puppy when you leave it home alone for the first time.

I removed my hands from his waist and slowly twined my fingers into his. "You're perfect. How come you don't know this?" I pulled his hand to my lips and kissed it.

JR blushed. A soft pink tinted his cheeks. It made him look adorable. 

"But Aron hyung, I.....I don't want to try anymore. I'm sick of trying. I just want to........give up. I've never told anyone this. Not even Ren and the others." he confessed.

"I'm not going to tell." I promised, giving him a smile which brought another pink tint to his cheeks.

"But-" I began. I pulled my hands out of his and pulled him closer to me.

"JR, promise me you'll try. Promise you'll be strong. Promise me to never give up. Promise to me." I pressed my forhead against his.

The tears poured down his cheek, dripping onto the floor.

The innocent boy sniffed. "I promise."

"Good, good." I softly kissed his nose, then wrapped my arms around the fragile boy affectionently.

We sat on the floor, just holding each other until I heard Minhyun's familiar footsteps enter the livingroom.

 

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Alex_Vensel #1
Chapter 41: I shouldn't be lauging that hard at "I hate trains" I think I just woke up my parents... Whoops
tang_swim26
#2
Chapter 44: you know even though i liked reading the fic im happy its filled its purposes. maybe there are reasons for things and when the right actions are completed those reasons dont particularly matter anymore because they arent needed.

anyways see you in another story another place or another time
LoveKoreaAndAnime
#3
Chapter 44: Hey ^^
I don't know if you remember me but we chatted some time ago :)
Somehow we stopped...
It's sad that you stop writing this but since it fullfilled it's reason xD
Have you been fine?
andromeda_eiz #4
Chapter 44: Hi! Long time no news(?) How have you been? Have done a new fic under this new name? ^_^
dojorockergirl
#5
Chapter 44: This was an amazing fic and I'm glad I got the chance to read it. I'm sorry that you have to abandon it, you did very well with it. <3 Thank you for putting so much thought into this fic <3
todaejongyulover924
#6
Chapter 43: This is amazing, jr's mother needs to die already,if she harms his sister's,I'm going to flip tables-_- Im looking forward to the next Update^o^
plomee
#7
Chapter 43: I made an account soon as I starting reading this it's too good. JRON hwaiting!
LoveKoreaAndAnime
#8
Chapter 43: Andwae (no) this chapter doesn't at all! It's full of emotion and you showed how hard it is for Baekhyun! I just hope he realizes that it doesn't help to cut. The moment he does it, okay... Well, what can I say than: It's true for that moment you forget anytthing that bothers you.
But he should know that cutting doesn't solve the problem.
It just makes you forget about it for a short time. It would be better to scream and cry sorrows out or to sing really loud or to go jogging.

Anyways great chap^^ looking forward to the next^^