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JR's POV

I woke up from my slumber, my eyes probably literally flew open. My chest heaved up and down from my quick breathing. I my dry lips and sat up in bed. Aron's soft breathing next to me distracted me from the nightmare. I looked down at him in the dim light from our nightlight.

He was perfect.

His left cheek was squished against the pillow. His right fist was balled up and pressed againt his other cheek. His face had a soft expression on it. The fact that his mouth slightly hung open when he slept, always made me laugh.

The memories of my nightmare flashed again in my head. My heart began racing merely at the thought of it.

It had felt so real.

So true.

Was it?

It felt like it had happened just yesterday....hadn't it?

Even though I didn't want it to be true, I knew it just had to be real.

Right?

I was so confused. I didn't even know which one it was.

I sighed and pulled my hair roughly. "Aish..."

Aron stirred in his sleep. He opened his sleepy eyes and squinted at me. "JR-ah, what are you doing up at a time like this?" he sat up as well and scratched his head.

"Nothing. Go back to sleep, hyung." I gently pushed him back down, smiling as I said it.

A lightbulb suddenly went off in my head. I reached for Aron's arm under the sheets. As my fingers wrapped around it, Aron flinched at my touch.

"J-Jonghyun! What you doing?" he tried to pry my fingers off.

Just like in my dream. In my dream he tried to take my hand off his wrist. He was hiding something.

My fingertips grazed along his wrist. Feeling for those too familiar scars I always felt on myself. My breathing sped up.

Nothing.

Cut free.

It was all a dream. A horrible twisted dream.

"Oh, just a dream. Hyung, it was just a dream." I almost cried when I exclaimed this. I held his hand tightly. Aron was very puzzled.

"What..?"

I ran my fingers along his wrist again, just to make sure. Just to make sure those ugly cuts wouldn't be engraved on his wrist. 

Still, there was nothing. I felt his smooth skin against my fingers. 

The tears started pouring down my face. Happy tears of course, but Aron didn't know that.

He panicked. "What is going on? Did I hurt you, Jonghyun?" he asked me worridely, cradling me in his arms. His warm body pressed up against mine.

"No, no. I just...I just...oh gosh it was....you....and.....cuts.....Sunggyu.....and................" I just completely lost my words. My voice was covered up by my ugly sobbing. Aron tried to comfort me even though he had no clue why I was even crying. He pressed my head closer to his chest and repeatedly 'Shh'-ed in my ear as he would rock me slowly in his arms.

"It's alright. Your dream was fake. Because....I'm okay." he assured me softly.

I wiped my tears. Aron held me closer to him and asked me what my dream was.

I played with his fingers before replying. "In my dream, you had cut yourself."

Aron looked a bit shocked. "Okay, why did you cry then?"

"Because I was glad that you didn't become as pathetic as me." My voice broke when I said the last few words and I started crying again. The tears dripped onto his lap. 

"I would never do that because I'm what supports you and what would we do if I fell apart too?" He stated, wiping my tears carefully using his fingertips.

I nodded. "I'm just glad it was a dream. It felt so real!"

"Wel I'm okay." He assured me. He kissed the top of my head.I turned my head around to kiss his lips. It was sweet and gentle. When we finished, he smiled kindly at me and told me to go to sleep.

I agreed by laying back down and snuggling close to him when he layed back down.

"Aron?" I whispered his name.

He responded in no time. "Hm?"

"I love you."

"I love you, too." His arm wrapped around me protectively.

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