Awkward.
Lef† to the Dust
Your pov.
“Umm, thanks for fixing my arm up.” I said awkwardly not able to meet my gaze with Young Pyo. He opened my hand and closed it, handing me a small bottle of pills. “Take these twice a day, and you should be fine now.” I nodded and half smiled. We were silent for a few seconds. “Umm, yeah. I’ll just get going now...” I trailed off walking out of his house. “Aight, bye, guess I’ll see you later or something.” I shrugged thinking how weird it was he didn’t feel the awkward atmosphere I was feeling. “I doubt it.” I told him bluntly. I felt ambivalent of everything now. I knew it was already too late to turn back. I had started to like him. But now, my feelings were mixed even more. I just didn’t know anymore. I started to walk. “Why can’t you just open up?” I stopped abruptly in my steps and turned back to him. “Because I.. I just don’t want to be open with you!” I snapped. “You’re a kingka, I’m a normal girl with no worth. Y-You’re in a gang for crying out loud! I-I still consider Mblaq my best friends. You’re best friends with G-Dragon. And you expect me to be open to you? Ugh!” I stormed off wishing I never hated my past school. I wished more than ever, there was someone I could explain my feelings to. I yearned for the boys of Mblaq to know me all over again.
“Umm, thanks for fixing my arm up.” I said awkwardly not able to meet my gaze with Young Pyo. He opened my hand and closed it, handing me a small bottle of pills. “Take these twice a day, and you should be fine now.” I nodded and half smiled. We were silent for a few seconds. “Umm, yeah. I’ll just get going now...” I trailed off walking out of his house. “Aight, bye, guess I’ll see you later or something.” I shrugged thinking how weird it was he didn’t feel the awkward atmosphere I was feeling. “I doubt it.” I told him bluntly. I felt ambivalent of everything now. I knew it was already too late to turn back. I had started to like him. But now, my feelings were mixed even more. I just didn’t know anymore. I started to walk. “Why can’t you just open up?” I stopped abruptly in my steps and turned back to him. “Because I.. I just don’t want to be open with you!” I snapped. “You’re a kingka, I’m a normal girl with no worth. Y-You’re in a gang for crying out loud! I-I still consider Mblaq my best friends. You’re best friends with G-Dragon. And you expect me to be open to you? Ugh!” I stormed off wishing I never hated my past school. I wished more than ever, there was someone I could explain my feelings to. I yearned for the boys of Mblaq to know me all over again.
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