Chapter 21:  Be your..WHATT!!!!

Watching Jonghyun sleeping peacefully, you decided to go back home after you have cook Jonghyun his favorite soup, that he always love, along with a small note, remind your overprotected oppa to eat and take a good care of body. *Jonghyun oppa, you must, must stay healthy. If you ever drink again you going to be dead Ara!!*

Walking out of Jonghyun luxury house; you walk faintly to the nearest bus stop, and waiting patiently for the bus to come in the cold weather. Is was the almost the time of 3 o’clock when you reach to the house, you punch in code as you walk in the house  

You feel your head is spinning around circle, your vision start getting blurring; drip by drip your sweat dropping down from your face, the coldness that you feel as your whole body is burning up. The only thing you wanted to do was to lay in your bed but before you could take your step into your room, you could see Myungsoo angry face, look at you deadly as he yell

“Yah! PArk _____ Where the hell did you go?! If you don’t think for yourself at least you could have thought about me or even my family, how is my family and I going to face everything if you get caught in the media hanging around with random men on the street. Remember you are my girlf-” tear filled within the corner of your eyes as your body collapse to the floor immediately since you could not handle Myungsoo yelling along with how your body feeling any longer.  

From the corner of your eye, you could see Myungsoo rush himself toward you, worried wrote all over his face as he hold you in his arm “ Yah! Park____ what wrong? Yah don’t scared me like this? Are you sick? Why are you so hot? Yah I’m sorry for what I have just said! Yah! Don’t scare me like this” Myungsoo shake you slightly  

“Myun-Myungso-o I’m Co-col-cold” you couldn’t said anything but stutter that you’re cold, and with your body shivering in his embrace

Myungsoo eyes wide as he touch your forehead “ Ya-Yah ____ you burning” immediately without thinking, Myungsoo carry you bridal style hurry to his car, while you on the other side shivering as you mumble cold to yourself. Starting the car engine, Myungsoo hold your hand tightly as he starts driving his car toward the hospital.

10 minutes has pass, as Myungsoo finally arrived to the hospital, Myungsoo quickly got out of his car, shake you slightly  “ ____  come on, we arrived”

“Where is this place? Where are you taking me?” you weakly mumble

“Silly, is the hospital” the moment when you hear Myungsoo answer your question, your eyes widen and could not help but glue to the big tall hospital in front of you, as much as you hate it, all the memories of how your mom and dad dies start flash back in your head

" I'm sorry to say this, but there is nothing we could do recuse her"

“AHHHHHHHHHHHHH” you cover your ear, hitting your head harshly as your eyes filled full of tear

“ OMMMMMMAAAA”

“OMMA!!!! OMMA!! WAKE UP, you can’t just leave me here huh?”

“ Yah ____ what wrong? STOP HITTING yourself!!?” Myungsoo yelled at you as he pulls you into his embrace “_____ come down”

“M-Myung-soo" you shake your head "I-I don’t like g-going into the hospital please, I don’t want to go in there” your cry

“Yah ____ you not a little kid, stop being stubborn, is not like they going get a knife and cut you. Let go in, you are burning. you have got to get better" Myungsoo said

“NO! I can get better! I-I promise I’m will get better the next morning huh? I can get better, pleaseI will do anything please, I don’t like going to the hospital. I’m really scare” “i-I’m a really s-strong girl, I can get better soon”

Myungsoo let out a sigh, he, himself could not do anything with your stubbornness and end up drive you back home.  Once arrived to the house, you weakly walk directly to your room as Myungsoo following you behind.

“_____ At least can you drink your medicine”

“ I-I-I also hate medicine, I don’t like them. Don’t worries, you the boss, so go! Go sleep you don’t need to worry about me, the person you should need to worry right now is Min Eun unnie. Go sleep so tomorrow you can see her. As for me I am a strong person remember, I can take care of myself” you push Myungsoo out of the room as you close the door

It has been an hour pass since Myungsoo had take your word going back to his room and sleep, but yet as much as he wanted to ignore, not to care, and not to feel bother about you and focuses on Min Eun, the women that he love, like you have told him to, Myungsoo, himself could not do it. Feeling the frustrated and concern about you has driven him crazy. “...  don’t worries, the person you should right now need to worry about is Min Eun unnie. Go sleep so tomorrow you can see her. I can take care of myself”  Kicking the blanket madly, as your word hurt him deeply inside. *why are you pushing me away?*

Myungsoo got up from the bed and slowly walk toward your room to check on your condition. At the moment when he saw your condition, Myungsoo immediate dial his personal doctor, unpateintly wait on the phone “ I need you to be here within 10 minutes”

“It’s she okay?” myungsoo ask in worries at the momment he saw his doctor walk out from your room

“Her fever were so high, it may take her a few day to able fully recover, other then that I have medicine for her to drink each day, for her to get better” the doctor said

“Is there any other way beside medicine, a stubborn girl like her, she won’t drink her medicine” Myungsoo stated

“Honestly, I couldn't think of any other way beside drinking her medicine, just force her, this medicine will do a lot help”

“Thank you! Sorry for bother you at this late hour”

“Ani, anything for you, If you don’t need anything else I