Tao hadn't come back all day.

      As soon as I realized for sure he wasn't in the house, I threw on my jeans, and a hoodie. I didn't bother to take an umbrella. I told Luhan to stay in Baekhyun's house, and called Baekhyun and Suho to go over and watch him. I didn't even wait until they arrived before I set off to look for Tao. Running against the heaving rain, to his favorite spots first. My house, the park across the street, the ice cream shop a few blocks down, the handbag store in the mall. All closed and without Tao. I ran all over my neighborhood, all over my town actually, screaming his name until I was soaked to the bone. I couldn't stop trembling from the cool wind that was unkind to me. The world seemed to spin, twisting everything in my path. I quickly looked for a wall I could rest against. I turned my wet back against the wet wall, slid down it, and rested my dizzying head. Soon, everything went black.       I didn't remember much after that. I remembered faint voices, then my body being lifted. Not much else. I then awoke to Suho, hovering over me, face etched in concern. "What happened?" I asked, sitting up to notice I was in a hospital room. "You passed out. Are you an idiot?! Going outside without an umbrella and letting yourself get that soaked! You could have gotten pneumonia!" I ignored his scolding, only to reply simply with, "I was looking for Tao." He cursed under his breath and turned away from me. "Stop hurting yourself. Do you have no concern for other people's feelings? When they called Luhan, he was worried sick! He blames himself." I pushed my legs off the bed but quickly stumbled and fell to my knees. Suho quickly turned around and helped me up. "Don't bother to try. Your fever is high. Just rest for now." His voice was soft unlike the harsh tone he used before.          I was now at home. I was in bed, my body covered in a thin sheet that was probably drenched in my sweat from my still rocketed body heat. On my forehead rested a cold damp cloth. Suho had brought me home earlier, took care of me then left to check on Luhan and Baekhyun. I just lied here, too weak to do anything but get up and use the bathroom. I close my eyes and curse the silent house, since all I could hear was my rapid heart rate that made my breath try to catch up to it's demands. I fe