The last month has been terrible. Luhan refused to eat, sleep and stop crying for twenty eight days out of the past thirty. I usually had to shove food down his throat. Since I couldn't do anything about sleep, I usually stood up with him until he cried himself to sleep. Even then I couldn't sleep, since there were a few times he faked falling asleep and locked himself in the bathroom and tried to take his life. I had to remove all the locks from my house, since he couldn't return to his own house. Tao hadn't come back since Luhan had come. He had been staying with Baekhyun. He had been texting me everyday but sometimes Luhan had me so preoccupied, I'd answer him hours later. I was lucky Tao never got mad at him.

      Right now, I was washing Luhan's back, while he sat there, silent and in the tub filled with his favorite bubble bath. His head hung low ever since I forced him in. I ran the cloth over his small shoulders carefully until I heard him call my name softly. "What's wrong Luhan?" He turned his face to me. Silently he ran a warm wet hand down my face and showed a small smile on his lips. "Thank you for being here for me." His voice sounded so fragile, it ripped at my heart. "You did the same for me, and I'm not only doing it to return the favor. You know I care so much for you." I moved his wet hair back from his forehead and pressed my lips against it lovingly. The water sloshed as his body turned to me, and wet hands moved up and cupped my face. I looked down questioningly, only to have his lips press against mine. What?! Luhan... what are you doing?       I quickly move my hands to his shoulders and push him back lightly. "Luhan.." He refused to listen to me and wrapped his arms around m