Why is it that Luhan is pushing me away? Why does he cling to Gege's arm like that when they walk down the hallway together? Why does Luhan stare at Gege with those eyes? Why doesn't Gege look at Luhan the same way? Why does my chest feel tight? It feels like I can't breath. Does Gege hear my heart thumping roughly against my chest? I hope he does. I want him to hold me the way he does Luhan. Why do I desire such human things? Am I even human? I want to be. Just for him.  

 

    Ever since yesterday, Luhan's been extra attentive. He's been not wanting to leave my side, locking his arm with mine while we walk down the hallway, and giving me longer hugs. Not that I mind, but I'm starting to think people are getting the wrong idea. Since the last day for school is tomorrow, and since we're both seniors, maybe they think we came out. "Luhan, are you okay? You're being more affectionate then usual." All he did was smile happily. "I'm fine Kris. I just miss spending time with you is all." Ah, he was probably feeling jealous that I've been spending all my time with Tao. "Ah Luhan, are you jealous of Tao?" I stopped and rested my hand against the locker, cornering him. He looked up at me and then quickly looked down. That's a yes. "No." Liar. "Don't lie." He pouts out his bottom lip and looks up at me, red faced. "You know you don't have to be jealous right? No one will replace you." I smiled softly and before I could hear him respond, I feel my head being forward into the lockers.       Kris's blood dripped onto Luhan's face while the younger stood in shock. With a slight glance, Eun Hyuk and Sung Min were seen. "Kris! Are you okay? You're forehead..." Luhan moved his hand up but Kris stopped him. "I'm fine." Kris whispered softly, smiling halfheartedly. "I knew you were a Wu Fan! Stop making out with your boyfriend in the hallway! It's disgusting!" Sung Min laughed out with Eun Hyuk joined. Kris exhaled deeply and shut his eyes, attempting to cal