[Ji Eun's POV]

Is this a dream?

My brain was swirling. Everything was happening too fast; everything seemed too surreal.

How all along my plushie had actually been TOP Oppa himself.

How I actually got to TALK to TOP Oppa.

How I actually got to HUG him.

Twice even. The first was when I thought I was dreaming that TOP Oppa was sleeping beside me.

The second was... yesterday.

I squealed and fidgeted uncontrollably at that thought.

And how I got to talk to him.. Wait I already said that but.. but... still!! Just thinking about..

How I got to be so close in contact with him.

And how i got to TOUCH HIS SKIN. I POKED HIS CHEEKS. I HUGGED HIS SHIRTLESS BODY?

I THINK I'M GOING CRAZY.

"Hrnnn..." A strange voice emitted from somewhere, but sounded strangely (or maybe not) enchanting to my ears.

I quickly clasped a hand onto my mouth to muffle my squeals but still squirmed excitedly in my seat. Better not make too much noise. I almost forgot that I was in the same room as TOP-

THIS IS JUST TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.

Should I just cry now?

I spurned around to face TOP Oppa's peaceful sleeping face. I'm so glad that today is a Saturday. I don't have to go out! Yes! :)

I CAN SPEND A WHOLE DAY WITH TOP OPPA.

BUT THIS IS REALLY TOO GOOD. Is this really reality? Is it? KYAAAAAAA.

Oh, i should really stop running in circles in my thoughts. I'm just repeating the same thing over and over again.. But it's just... ARGH. Now I don't even know what to say.

How I even

*FANGIRL MOMENT*

After who knows how long, I was finally able to calm down. On the outside. I don't think I can ever be calm in front of this man whom I have been wishing to meet since my life began. (actually i started being a fan of him last year but oh well) Hm... He's been sleeping for really long.

It's 10am already.

Not that that's really late, but considering how I have been watching him (or rather collapsing in his presence)  ever since 6am (look, i couldn't sleep the whole night alright), he sure sleeps for a really long time.

Should I wake him? I inch closer to him carefully, and poke him. "TOP Oppa~"

"Yah, you're really noisy... I can't even have my proper sleep. Do you have asthma or something? What's up with the heavy breathing?" He grunted with his eyes still closed. I'm guessing he's referring to my muffled squeals. I smile shyly and greet him, "Good morning, Oppa~"

He opened one eyelid to look at me lazily, before closing it again.

"O-Oppa! Please don't go to sleep again!! I already prepared breakfast!" I hurriedly stuttered.

~♫♫♫~

I ogled at my gorgeous man eating in front of me. He's actually eating the food that I cooked! OH MY GOSH I CAN'T EVEN. Don't get me started on his bed hair, it's really too endearing.

"It's...plain." He muttered something. I nodded my head gleefully, which earned me a mesmerizing stare from him. I think I'm going to faint.

"Oppa.. how did you become a plushie?" I mustered up my courage and asked, peering at him shyly behind my hands.

"I don't know." He tossed out his answer nonchalantly.

"Oh..." I said uncertainly, "Oppa, how is it like being a rapper?"

"I don't know." He said again, chewing on his food with a bored expression. Am I boring? I became nervous at this thought. But since I already started this conversation, I might as well continue on, "What do you mean?"

"I told you already, I lost my memories." He muffled through chewing his food.

"Oppa, have you ever received something.. erm.. like.. this.." I bit my lip while talking, "Erm.. you know..this pink card before?" I've always wondered if he'd ever received all my fan letters.

He let out a sigh, and said, "I. Don't. Know."

My heart sank at his answers, but a larger part of me was happy because I WAS TALKING TO TOP!! TOP! TOP!! GYAHH~

~♫♫♫~

I must admit that I'm quite timid. And TOP Oppa's presence really intimidates me. He has this really... impactful aura, you know?

I watched him from the couch beside the one he was sitting. He flicked through the channels on TV cooly, and I turn my gaze back to the television set. I could feel my cheeks heating up and hurriedly fanned myself. I bit back a smile as I watched the TV, but truthfully, I didn't even know what I was watching.

There was this awkward silence in the air, but I guess it would be worse without the television noise. I tried making conversation, but Oppa would always give short answers. Oh dear, I hope I'm not annoying him.

He practically watched TV the whole day, and what could I do? I would rather spend time with him even though he is doing nothing than do my homework! I started fiddling with my phone, but was secretly taking photos of him. I really want to take a pictue with him! But the atmosphere doesn't seem right. I peeked glances at him and suddenly he looked at me. Caught, I jumped a bit in my seat, and quickly looked at the television.

"What was your name again? Ji Jun?" He asked. "Ah.. It's Ji Eun." I said, bowing my head meekly.

"Ji Eun." He said my name oh so beautifully. "Are you gonna watch me the whole day?" He said with his mouth pressed into a straight line.

"Yup" I answered, smiling. To which he turned away and muttered something along the lines of "what's wrong with her." Awww, he must think that I'm too nice, spending time with him.

"Anyway, could you help me with something?" He asked.

"Of course!" I brightened up, "What is it?"

"I want you to assist me in becoming a real man again." He said, looking at the ceiling in a determined fashion.

I blushed at his words and looked at my fingers. "Will you help me?"

"Huh?" I spluttered. Wait, he doesn't actually mean...

"To become human again! Look, I know you're my fan, but could you please listen properly!!" He half-shouted.

Oh. Of course he meant that! Silly me, what was I thinking!! "Sorry! Yes! I'll help you!"

"Good, then-" Suddenly he stopped, and I looked up at him curiously.

Oh? He turned back into a plushie again. Oh come on! That's too short a time spent! Just like the other time!

Wait a minute. I looked at the clock. It was about three hours ever since TOP Oppa became human, in his sleep, until now.

The other time.. it seemed to take around this same time before he turned into a doll again. I looked at TOP Oppa's plushie self, lying limply on the huge couch, when it finally dawned upon me.

"TOP Oppa, I think there just might be a time limit to your transformation!" I exclaimed.

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