This Is Not The Way It's Supposed To Go

Unspoken Words

 

Ki Bum’s POV

Classes had ended half an hour ago, but I still haven’t got the chance to catch a glimpse of Nicole. She was always waiting for me outside of the classroom, so it made me wondered if anything had happened to her.

Just as I was about to turn around and leave, I saw her walking down the hallway. I started to wave happily at her but the smile faltered on my face when I saw the guy who was walking beside her.

They were talking and laughing together that she didn’t notice my presence in front of her.

I cleared my throat to get her attention. She stopped in her tracks and looked up startled.

Her smile widened when she saw me.

Oh, so she was happy to see me?

“Ki Bum! Have you finished classes?”

“School ended 30 minutes ago Nicole, in case you’ve forgotten,” I said dryly.

“Ah! Nay! Um, so are you heading home now?”

“I thought we were supposed to get a present for Ji Young? For her birthday?” I reminded her.

“Oh!” she smacked her forehead. “Did we plan it today? I totally forgot about it. I’ve promised Jae Jin I’d go out for lunch with him,” she said sheepishly.

“Jung Nicole, you promised me,” I said pointedly. “And isn’t Ji Young one of your close friends? Her birthday is this weekend.”

“Hey, it’s okay,” Jae Jin interrupted. “We can do it another day. You can go ahead with Ki Bum.”

“But...are you sure you’re okay with it?”

He gave her an assuring smile.

“Don’t worry about it okay?”

“Or why not you tag along with us?” Nicole suggested. “It would be fun. And besides, you can help us pick out a present too.”

“Ah. Do you think that’s a good idea?” he asked, looking straight at me.

I pretended not to notice and turned the other way.

Nay. Key, you don’t mind do you?” she tugged at my arm.

That’s the thing with Nicole. No matter how irritated I am, I can never stay mad at her for too long.

“Fine. Let’s just go.”

 

She might as well just go ahead with Jae Jin in the first place. I felt like I’m the odd one out with them. Nicole seems to give all her attention on him, and forget about me; her supposed best friend.

I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. Perhaps it’s because, I’ve never seen Nicole close with any other guys before except for me. I’m not used to sharing her with anyone.

Or maybe...

I’ve fallen for her.

The feeling I get whenever I see her with Jae Jin, isn’t just simply anger; it’s jealousy.

I’m jealous of how happy she seems to be whenever she’s around him. I’ve never seen her smile like that when we spend time together.

Could it be possible, I love her more than a friend?

No.

I can’t.

I can’t ruin our friendship.

I can’t love Nicole that way.

Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
maknaejiren
#1
Jaejin T.T
chartreuse
#2
I read all the chapters in one night. Gosh it's 1AM now.
I really loved this fic. I loved how every story seemed connected to each other. And the endings... so sad T_____T
Wae Seunghyun had to die T_______T /obvious seunghyun-biased/
I enjoyed reading this fic. Like, you make me keep wanting for more that I cant stop reading.
Thumbs up! :D
chartreuse
#3
omgosh so I'm a new reader. :'D
I read a few chapters and I am in love with this fic T^T
I shall try to finish reading this 8D
And and I smiled like a dork when I found out you paired Key, Nicole & Jaejin. PERFECT CHOICE <3333
And seunghyun being heartless. I can imagine but I can't ;A;
Know what I mean? lol e____e
I don't make sense. But oh well.
I shall continue reading~~
LovelyHara #4
I searched this fic after reading at KH ~! This fic is the best~! I like it..Keep it up!
AyWany #5
I'm sooo late for this! <br />
Read this in a night, really love it!<br />
I almost cry reading this! Such a beautiful story,<br />
although i really hate that all my FTI boys dead....
KaiserKawaii #6
Whoo. at least my OnYeon got together. :( sad stories. poor Key.
daydreams_
#7
Love your story!<br />
It's absolutely one of the best fanfic I've ever read!
t0talkp0pgirl #8
I think you did well with the sad ending because u hav a sequel ^_^<br />
Update it here when u post it okay? :)<br />
I'll be waiting~! Thankyou for writing this story!
10apples
#9
T.T<br />
What a sad story. (except for OnYeon one)<br />
I'm waiting for the sequel. <br />
Be sure to update here when the sequel is ready!<br />
I love this story and I know I am going to love the sequel even more. (:
oxygenbubble
#10
I did indeed get pats the prologue, but I don't know much about FTIsland (accept SeungHyun - from maknae rebellion lol) which is why it took me a while to read. But I liked it! And I liked your sad endings! I'm glad there's a sequel. =)