"Hold me tight before I kiss you
Before my heart lets you go
Say what you want
Say what you want
What is it that you really want?" -BTS

(Taehyung's POV)

You went out from the shower and threw yourself to the otel bed. You could hardly open your eyes. You were tired as . But you couldn’t sleep for some reason. You felt… uncomfortable. Something was bothering you and you didn’t know what. It was so annoying that you couldn’t even sleep.

You looked around and realized that Jimin wasn’t in the room so you called him.

“Hey, where are you?”

Jimin “Taehyungah-“

“AHAHHA OMFGAHA-AHAHAA” You heard Hoseok’s and Jin’s laughter from the back.

Jimin “Ahaha omg! Taehyungah, come to Jin hyungs room, now.” He said and hung up.

“What was that?” You said and quickly put some clothes on. You didn’t bother drying your hair you just picked a towel and hung around your neck then went to the room 1111. You were really curious what they were laughing at. You knocked the door and Yoongi opened it. He was… crying?

“Hyung, what happ-“

Yoongi “PUUAHHAUAHH!” He broke into a laugh and lie down while holding his stomach. It was the first time you’ve ever seen him like that.

“What the heck?! Why are you guys laughing!?” You said and ran into the room. Everyone was watching something from Jin’s tablet.

Jungkook “Hyung you MUST see this.”

Jin “Oh he came. Taehyungah, your girlfriend is something i swear.” My girlfriend?!

“W-What!? What’s that!? Did she do something!?”

Namjoon “See yourself.” He said and handed the tablet to you. It was a video and the title was ‘Karaoke With Kim Taehyung’s Girlfriend’

You quickly started in and… lost your . She was singing and dancing like crazy with her friends. Even singing trot. OMFG!! Song Eunji, i own you now.

Hoseok “Wait, wait, we haven’t watched the rest!” He said and picked the tablet, placed it somewhere that everyone could see.

Hyuk “Your turn Jiah.” He said and laid to his back.

Minjee “YAAAY! It’s been a long timeee.”

You watched Eunji carefuly. She picked the guitar and placed herself to the chair.

Jungkook “Wait, can Eunji sing?”

Jin “Let’s learn.”

You held your breath, you didn’t know why but you just did. Why were you nervous? Was it because you haven’t seen her for almost 3 weeks or… You didn’t know.

Then she started singing. You couldn’t believe your ears. She sounded so…perfect. How… Why didn’t she tell… Wait, why would she tell? You were not making sense at all.

Jimin “Holy she can sing.” He said in shock.

Jungkook “This was unexpected.” He said looking fascinated.

“But sometimes, I just want somebody to hold
Someone to give me the jacket when it's cold
Got that young love even when we're old
Yeah sometimes, I want someone to grab my hand
Pick me up, pull me close, be my man
I will love you till the end”

You started thinking… have you ever given her your jacket? But why were you taking it personally? It was just a song, it wasn’t meant for someone. And if it was, it wouldn’t be for you, her fake boyfriend.

Minjee “Please be a singer.”

Hyuk “Yes please.”

“No, shut up. Who wants to sing?!”

Minjee “I want you to sing.”

Hyuk “Me too.”

“You guys…”

Hoseok “I know right! She should be an idol or something!”

Namjoon “She hates idols, remember?”

Jungkook “It’s bull! She shouldn’t be wasting her talent.”

Yoongi “Easy maknae, it’s her choice.”

Jin “Why does she hate idols anyways?” He looked at you but you were too concentrated on the vidoe.

Jin “Tae?”

“Huh?” He paused the video and asked again.

“Do you know why Eunji hates idols?”

“Yeah, i mean…no. Not exactly. But i think it’s because of Bogum hyung.”

Namjoon “Park Bogum?” You nodded but you didn’t want to say more so you reached and started to play button to see the end of the video.

You never hear me singin' love songs
Wasn't big on poetry
Never cried in the movies
Didn't wanna feel so weak
I would never talk about it
Never let it get too deep
But something in me's changin'
Guess you did something to me

'Cause for the first time I get worried
When I'm lookin' in your eyes
That one day you might leave me
And it keeps me up at night
I guess that means I really love you
'Cause I'm afraid to make mistakes
If you ever left me that would be my first heartbreak
Oooh ooh oooh ooh oooh ooh oooh ooh
If you ever left me that would be my first heartbreak

Maybe I shouldn't be thinkin' so far ahead
Better just enjoy this moment
And be happy for what I get
But you know it's not that easy
To get out of my head
So I guess that it's a good thing
When you want something so bad

I wanna run I wanna stay

Hold every piece so it won't break

Wanna let go, wanna hold tight

Afraid that I might suffocate, you with my love

How much is enough?

How much is too safe?

Hosoek “Aww, is this for you Taehyungiee?” He said and laughed. You punched him

“Shut up.”

Jungkook “I think i love her now.” He said, you quickly turned your head to him and looked at him in shock.

“WHATT!?!” What the hell was he talking about!? Loving her???

Jungkook “I mean not hating on her, geez, easy. I’m not stealing your girl hyung.”

“She’s not my girl.” You said and threw the towel around your neck.

Namjoon “I dunno, the kiss looked so real, right guys?” Your eyes went wide. .

Jimin “Yeah! About that… how was it?” He asked in curiousity.

“You want me to tell you about the ing kiss!?”

Jin “… Yeah?”

“No ing way!”

Yoongi “Aww, our little Taehyungie… Was it your first kiss? Was it special?”

“AISH! HYUUNG! Why are you doing this to me?!”

Namjoon “You look frusturated man, we’re just trying to help you.”

“Help me with what? I don’t need any help.”

Jimin “Well… You sort of speak when you’re sleeping…” You froze. YOU DO WHAT?

Hoseok “You told us that he was moani-Ouch!” Jin slapped him to shut his mouth.

OH GOD. YOU DID NOT DO THAT. OH GOD… THIS WAS ING EMBARRASING.

“W-What? You m-must’ve heard wrong.” You rubbed your neck and tried to be calm.

Jimin “I’m sure man, you were saying her name.” He said, even his cheeks were red. You couldn’t imagine yourself right now.

Namjoon “It’s normal you know. We’re men.”

“Oh no, i’m not doing this talk with you.”

Jin “Oh yes you will. You’re not concentrated in the concerts lately Taehyungah and fans might start to notice this. It will put both her and you in trouble.”

Yoongi “There’re still 3 months, you should be careful.”

Namjoon “I know it’s hard for you. But it’ll affect all of us Taehyungah.”

“I’m sorry okay! I’m really sorry for causing trouble all the time. I don’t want this to happen too.”

Jimin “What’s done is done Tae, we’re not blaming you.”

“So, what do you want me to do?”

Hoseok “We’re just curious that… that, you maybe you know…maybe”

Jungkook “Do you have feelings for her hyung?” He asked bluntly.

“WHAT!?! AHAHJFAJBSDHJBA THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING I’VE EVER HEARD AHBFAHB-“

Namjoon “So you just desire her?” His question made you stop laughing.

“…What?”

Namjoon “You know, ually. You can hate her but ually want her. I mean i don’t blame you, she’s ing hot, even i wante-“

“OKAY! Okay! Yeah i want her!” ………………I can’t believe i’ve just said that.

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