Her thighs were really in pain since Jongin ed her roughly last night, seemed like she couldn’t walk properly today. Everything was like a dream – a really bad dream for her because she could still remember what Jongin did to her, and what he said last night.

It’s not like she wanted to give up on him – she decided to stay with him since she wanted to take the old Jongin with her. She wanted to show to everyone that Jongin has changed, he has this old self that everyone loved, this is not the real him.

Even walking to the front door was hard for her because her legs kept shaking. But when she opened the door, Jongin was standing while looking at the floor, walking with his feet. Looking at this, Jongin looked like a normal teenager who still has this innocent side of him, and that’s what she loved.

“Oh, you’re ready for school?” he said but paused for a bit then rubbing the back of his neck while shyly looking at the floor, “Good morning anyway.” He greeted softly.

The memory of last night made her stepped back a bit, what happened to him? Does he want something from her? That’s what on her thoughts, but she tried to think positively because she loved this side of Jongin so much.

Knowing that Ahyoung didn’t respond him, he tried to look at her directly, “I’m sorry about last night. I had a bad day and… I’m sorry.” Jongin never been good with words, and when he tried to put some good words, people should really appreciate that. Then he looked at her pale face, “What’s wrong with you?”

“I’m okay, let’s go.” She held his hand and led him to leave the house, but her legs still shaking and Jongin caught that.

“You’re always saying that you’re okay, when you’re not.” He said, “I know, it’s because of me.”

“No –“

Jongin patted his back, signaling her to get on his back. “I will give you a piggy back ride to the car. Come on.”

“But, I’m okay.”

“Get on before I change my mind.”

Even just a piggy back ride to the parking lot, it was really memorable for Ahyoung because Jongin really looked after him. And she thought that maybe Jongin’s on his way to the old him, step by step, slowly.

Jongin the music to decrease the awkwardness in the car between them. Just by looking at the situation, seems like Jongin wouldn’t talk unless Ahyoung ask. He was sorry because he did roughly last night and it definitely hurt her. At first he didn’t intend to hurt her or put her in pain, but seems like his mind was ed up last night.

He even couldn’t believe himself, that he became such a monster in front of Ahyoung. Because Jongin just wanted to show her about his life, not hurting her this far.

When the car stopped at the red light, Ahyoung gave his cheek a one quick peck, making Jongin looked at her in disbelief. He thought she was angry. “What’s that for?”

“For giving me a piggy back ride.”

“I thought you’re afraid to kiss me again.” He said while focusing to the road, “But I don’t mind to kiss you every day, or doing what we did last night every night with you.” His douche mode was on again.

“I couldn’t afraid because when I get to kiss someone I have feelings for and I’ve wanted to kiss you for the longest time and I get to your face and I’m so aware of your body and how nice your lips feel, how could I’m afraid of you?”

“I mig