Chapter 11

PIE POV.

I can’t stop crying, it’s not what I imagined. Why did my dad so harsh to Kim? I could see he is hurt, but he is still trying to calm me. I cannot be calm, I am hurt too. I love him so much. I need to talk to my father again. I went to our family room, my father facing the TV. I could see his back.

“Dad..” I called him. He turned his head and looking at me.

“What?”

“I want to talk to you.” He stared on me for a while, then turned off the TV.

“Take a seat.” My dad never talked too much with me. We are not so close, I am close with my mom. Even when I stayed in Bangkok, my dad rarely called me, It’s always my mom.

“Dad.. I want to marry with Kim.” I said with lower voice, trying to keep my eyes on him so he knows that I am serious. He remained silent. My mom is coming from kitchen, bring him a cup of tea and sat beside him. She looks at me with pitying look.

“No. Who is that man? I let you lived in Bangkok for your carrier, not for that crap. I know the best for you. Mike is the best for you.” He sound calm, but every words just broke my heart. I couldn’t handle my tears.

“I love Kim, dad. You didn’t know him, how can you said he’s not the best for me?” I said between my sobs.

“Pie..” My mom tried to calm me.

“Let her cries. I wouldn’t change my mind.” My dad said to my mom. “You will marry with Mike, if you still choose that crap, you can go out from our family!”

That’s all. I couldn’t say anything but my tears keep coming out, I can’t breath because I am too sad. My mom hugged me and patting my back. No, I don’t want your hug, I want Kim! My heart screamed for Kim, my mind craving for Kim. This is the first time I didn’t feel calm and uncomfortable when my mom hugged me.

My dad stood up and went to his room.

“Pie.. don’t be sad, listen to your dad.” My mom told me.

How can I listen and follow my dad? He doesn’t know what I feel. I thought he would be happy when he knew I engaged with Kim. I thought my mom and my dad will welcoming him like Kim’s parents welcoming me. I thought dad will hug me and said he is happy for me. I thought I will be happy forever with Kim. My world is falling in to pieces, my heart is broke. I didn’t answer my mom, I couldn’t move my body, I lost everything in my self.

KIM POV.

I feel frustrated. What’s wrong, God? Yesterday I thought I was the happiest man in the world