Leo and N decided to go to a café and get a coffee and pastries instead of going to some restaurant and being found by fans. Or for N's case, either fans of VIXX or anti-fans. Both of them were sitting on a table outside of the café to get air. The atmosphere was awkward that either N or Leo said nothing to each other; just drinking their coffee and eating their pastries. 

N was feeling like he didn't know what to do by himself with just Leo here. Usually there would be at least one other member, so N wouldn't feel weird teasing Leo off camera and even on camera. But right now all N wanted to do was run away from this scene and be with one of the other members; then it wouldn't be like it was now. Don't get it wrong;  N would like any time to be alone with Leo, but this situation is too awkward and N didn't know what to do.

Leo felt the same; he didn't know how to start a conversation with N, since the leader was trying to hide himself. Leo looked at N who was looking away from him, "N, you okay?" Leo wanted to keep it simple and not complex the situation. N turned to face Leo and nodded, "Yeah, still tired. Not a morning person currently." he smiled. Leo knew that was a fake smile and not one from the heart but he didn't say anything. Leo, "If your sure?" N nodded once again, "Don't worry Leo." Leo just shared a glance with N who got up and threw away his coffee cup, and Leo did the same. With that they headed back to the dorm.

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They were both walking back the to dorm. But N was walking a little ahead of Leo, not wanting to get into a conversation. Leo was watching N's body movements; it was different. He swayed a little and he kept his body more in and not doing his usually carefree self. Leo than approached N by grabbing his shoulder; that made N turn around, and his face wasn't the most happy one. N coughed a little, "Yes Leo?" Leo looked at N with a serious face before responding, "Tell me what's wrong?" 

N looked at Leo with wide eyes but shook it off, "Nothings wrong Leo. Just tired...Nothing else is wrong." he turned his eyes away so he wasn't in eye contact with Leo's eyes. Leo wasn't going to take this crap and held onto N's wrist, "Please tell me N. No other members or Manager Mickey aren't here to hear anything. Or even camera crew. You can tell me." N cringed in pain, "Leo my wrist." Leo looked down and let go, "Sorry."

N wanted to cry and release his sadness onto Leo; but one they were in public and he would feel shamed, and two he didn't want to involve Leo in his problems since he wanted to deal with them on his own. N looked back at Leo with sadness, "Just leave it Leo. My problems if any are mine." N then turned around and continued to walk back to the dorm, leaving shocked Leo standing where he was.

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N entered the code to their dorm and walked into the dorm. That's where he got the most cheerful welcome home greeting ever; Hyuk looked up from the TV, as all the members got bored and watched TV together, "Omma!" he ran to N and hugged the life out of him. N was choking, "Hyuk, your choking me." it took Ravi and Hongbin to take Hyuk off. Ken, "Is Leo hyung with you?" N shook his head, "No he isn't." N then went to the room him, Hongbin, Ken, and Leo shared; and then closed the door.

"Weird." said Ravi. Hongbin looked at the closed door, "What's wrong with hyung? He's not usually like this?" then they heard a low voice, "It is isn't it?", they all jumped when they saw Leo standing at the front of the door. Ravi, "Ya hyung, don't scare us like that." Leo ignored them, "Was N acting weird just now?" Ken looked at the door and looked at Leo, "If you count not being his cheerful self, then yes N hyung was acting weird."

Leo nodded, "Where's Manager Mickey?" Hyuk answered, "He went over to the company a while ago. Why hyung?" Leo didn't answer but instead went in the living room instead and sat down on the couch. Ken, Ravi, Hongbin, and Hyuk looked at each other weird before gathering in the living room with Leo and watching TV.

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Author Notes: So a short update~ You people are awesome! While I was updating other stories the subs just keep coming in and you have no idea how happy I am when each new subscriber comes in. Its a grand total of 61 subscribers and 2 upvotes:D!!! Like I said, you people are amazing and hope more people come over to this fic and more people start commenting.

Posted: January 25, 2014