Sometimes we used to hate past because our basic perception about the word PAST is a reservoir of pain. But we never realized that without those collection of pain in the past, we will not ever lear. Without those memories of either good or bad, we will never be the person we are now.

Past can be painful but no matter what you do, you can never bring it back. Past is only as good as just remembered.

And the worst part is, Taemin is not capable of remembering things, of people, of events, of circumstances, or whatever. He can't even remember me.

But it doesn't matter.

All that matters is, he is alive... safe and sound.

I know it's pretty hard enough to forget what you should be remembering, but it's harder to be forgotten.

I'm trying so hard to help him recover his memories back. But should I just create new memories? Will it be easier? What if he gives up?

As I head closer to his room, I feel so nervous, worrying about how should I start my day and how will it last.

Finally I'm all over inside his room. He's all alone.

"HI." I try to say.

He smiles.

"How's your sleep? I brought you tangerines." I smile

"Thanks."He simply butts in

I peeled off a tangerine for him. Then finally eat it.

"They're sweet."He compliments

I just nod and smilee

"Are you okay now? How's your heart?"He asks. 

I give him a surprise look.

"Mom told me so... Sorry.. I really can't remember." he adds

"I'm fine now. Thanks to Victoria." I murmur

"Victoria?"

"Your Fiance" I simply answer. I don;t know if it's the right time to say this but I think I need to explain and elaborate everything. For him to know.

"Fiance? How come? I thought ....... you are my girlfriend? Then why is that?" he whines

I breathe in so deep. I don't know where to start.

"You are about to marry her but unfortunately everything went into ruins."

"I don't understand". 

"I don't know if I should be the one explaining these to you, but I think, I can't live another day that you can't remember me. Yes you exactly know that I am your girlfriend... but do you really rememb